exhausted

getting tired and fragile...
it seem clearer to me that mayb im right... or mayb im hallucinating?
what the use of trying hard in sch??
im draggin my legs to sch everyday...
i dont see any point anymore....
nobody seem to notice wat goin on ...but i dont care anymore
i juz wanna hide in my fantasy world... by slping....
today they blast techno in class however i fell aslp... it amaze charisma how i can fell aslp...

im having nightmares everynite thinkin i might be gone soon...
or gone without saying goodbye...
contemplating ...

i wish it is not cancer...


PS: tml alena havin o level ... all the best to her....