feel like crying ...

3.10'08



too tired to think... and shut myself up... anyway had breakfast with my always-hyper-darling alena during the 1st break. haha see her always brighten my day...

den 2nd break, peh arina eat... and oso talk alot...



walk to interchange with alena, arina and olivia...n had a bar of chocolate that perk mi up=x keke dreamt of dear dear when taking nap on bus! haha ..in the dream i'm looking at his face ...v close n then i sayang AND I WOKE UP!!! yikes... i miss my dear dear alot =x



anyway alight with alena and continue the journey home alone... almost miss my stop cuz kept falling aslp...





2.10'08

(this paragraph rephrase from sarah's blog)

At second break, meet up with sarah n andrew n go a nearby mama shop to buy cigarettes. Saw Yasin there. Yasin was with 2 other guys. They were playing dunnoe wat thing. Those lil kid play de. And they won a barbie doll sharpener. They are like wondering who to give and sarah said to them give her lor. HahahaX... she need it for the eye brown pencil They were like luffing and pass the sharpener to her. When they turned to leave, one of the guys turned and shout his friend's name to her. Sooo funny lah. LolX


Andrew waited 2hours for sarah and remind of deardear.... when i was a promoter at sheng song near my hse, he WAITED 8 HOURS THERE FOR ME!!! OMG HE IS SWEET!! He will keep looking at me and shop around and talk to mi and pass me drink and stuff.... OMG HE IS SOOO GOOD!!!!


Anyway after that headed down to Bugis with dear dear, sarah and andrew. By right, going town area de. However, Andrew and Yong cong gt daiji there thus nt goin there. went to shop and bought a few things b4 we dine at HK cafe... slack n bullshiting den went to meet yong cong and play pool...

RANDOM PIC














AND DANIEL KOR BACK FROM AUSSIE TILL FEB...yay yay ^.^ and he made vid that combine alot of videos that we took for the past years! after hearing this...dun noe why i have such strong mix feelings... HAPPY AND SORROW...

happy that my precious kor is back and did somethg special for us... yet devastated for...hmm i dun noe why i feel dis way... ( there will be many many upcoming outing with diff grp of frenz...wit kor...yeah )

maybe because the fact that im old. maybe we cant go back to the past when we went club and pub every weekend. maybe some people changes soo much. maybe i can only reminiscence. maybe the fact that i had been through soo many things. maybe the fact that i'm relieve that i got dear dear now.

even now i think back when i got backstabbed and cried alone at the dark toilet and dark staircase... tho im lucky enuff i gt frenz like christ to help mi up...
i think back when i had attachment at cisco... the tough time i had... the harsh environment changes me... and teaches me alot of stuff...

AND NOW SARAH GAVE ME DIS PIC OMGGGG!!!

at ecp with sarah, andrew, justin(ex bf...which is super super tall...183cm ...rofl) and me 2 years back...

I SHALL NOT POST THE PIC DUE TO SPECIAL REQUEST FROM CLIFFORD aka dear dear =x

and this... sarah, andrew, clifford( dear dear ...current bf ) and me



I've change so much... all the guy in the pic above all like or love mi b4... but did not turn up quite the way i thought it will... but happy with the ending... dear dear with mi and sarah with andrew...

and here a pic like 3 4 years back... all went separate ways... migrate to usa n australia ... guess this is life... everyone have to deal with separation ...




here a pic took ..when kor and mi went to ecp to exercise...haha stil can rmb he roller bladin while carried my bike on his shoulder...and a aunty went pass say WOAH..lolx... miss the old days...n a pic he took at aussie...





enuff of the past... what matter is future...

I CANT WAIT TO UNLOCK MY SIDEKICK LX!! here a pic of my sidekick lx and iphone





addicted to dis song by S.H.E latest album



n currently reading this book called 人生中不可不想的事 ...not bad sia...

and watching mars... lan qui huo...and goin to watch yukan club... haha heard from ying that mike he got act inside sia...omg i cant believe he know how to speak jap...

n so mani movies i want watch... quarantine, 保持通话, The house benny and liang zhu ( acted by wu zhun and ah sa )!!!

ok think i go practise guitar liao... super sian now =x


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天亮了- she
合:天亮了天亮了
地球又转一圈了
世界还活生生的存在着
还活着没想到我还活着

ella:穿越一场海啸什么滋味
我终于亲身体会天崩地裂
筋疲力尽灵魂不在身体里面
然而万岁万岁终于和你有个了结

hebe:你一边我一边
我们的世界最好别再重叠
也别再回想那个太长太长的昨天
太多爱太多泪别再这样浪费

合:天亮了天亮了地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着
当然要全力以赴去快乐

天亮了天亮了世界还是好好的
什么痛都是更渺小的
看太阳不是又升起来了
s:结束一段感情当然不像
瞒个假那么方便太多时间
太多随便堆在回忆那间房间
但是忍耐一定不去碰它就不危险

h:你没变我没变
我们到最后才能懂这一点
人活着不就为了实现一个个心愿
好可惜我和你许了不同的愿


合:天亮了天亮了地球又转一圈了

既然我还幸运的活着

当然要全力以赴去快乐

天亮了天亮了世界还是好好的

什么痛都是更渺小的

看太阳不是又升起来了

s:我的心是我的不会再给你了
h:我是我自己的我很快乐