my mummy agree to lend mi money to buy psp.....bcuz she kind of regret what she said n oso she feel guilty.....i dun noe shld i carry on my plan...
anyway im buyin psp this sat...n jia jun offer to help mi install games for FREE...yeepeee....then oso shiyin say lend mi her game...YEAH...!!! im sooo hapi...


1. whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?neoprint..mei mei ying daniel eileen mi n lotsa
2. wat time do you go to bed?depends bt awaes mid nite
3. what's on your mind just now?psp n abort mission
4. what was the latest movie you saw?dragon tiger gate wif chee boon
5. when was the last time you went out?tdy
6.what do you hate the most for now?faris....he destroy my project!!!!!
7. what things you want to do now?buy psp
8. what do you do everyday besides eat andsleep?listen to ipod...n keep thinkin
9. talked on the phone just to say good night?nope..bo liao
10. miss someone?no
11. are you a coffee addict?hmm, i dont really like coffee
12. are you satisfied with your life now?NO...i feel like in jail
13. will you share a glass of water with a friend?yes
14.when was the last time you ate seafoods?hmmm cant rmb
15. ever had a food fight?nope bt wld like too try some day
16. what do you usually eat for breakfast?hmmm, i dun eat breakfast
17. Lost a friendship over something stupid?yes....moreover a v special n impt frenzship which i kept cryin after tt...cuz my dream shatter into pieces
18. what's your favorite fast food chain?dun noe
19. Can you remember what you did on the firstday of your school in college? i talk to kaung muo... ( opps i almost 4get abt him..he cool sia bt his carin)
20. who's on ur mind?no 1
21. did you ever cheat during exam?yea.....
22. how's your heart lately?feelin sad n happi n tired( i wanna get out of this boring life) n i feel so alone...her word pierce through my heart..n i know she rite...no one love mi..no one know her existence until she scream.... bt seem like no one hear her scream....
23. Reminds you of your 1st love?HUR
24. ever had a crush on a teacher?NOO
25. things that you need everyday?hp, ipod, psp, computer, watch, tissue, bus card...

i was thinkin y i keep cryin when ytd mummy say tt infront of sam n sarah.....i know le...cuz she hurt my pride....

no no no...u tink u can hurt my pride so easy ....u r wrong...
everythg is not over yet....

DONT MESS WIF MI ....im changin ...n i can feel it...let mi feel the power of bcomin a diff person...

u tink i cant find any boyfrenz....i can prove u wrong...n oso dont blame urself if anythg happen in the future cuz u make mi realise tt even the closest person ard u cannot b trust...even though seem to care abt u....bullshit...they nvr realli care fer u...now im on my own...n tt certainly change my life frm now on...

btw u say tt i nvr wash the plate at nite thus hurt my pride....then what XX's mummy goona do then? kill her huh? wtf

dont blame urself of wat i am tdy...kill urself fer wat i am tdy...

i now gonna study hard n "PLAY" hard....

geez..im feelin sooooooooo frustrated n irritated.....
suddenly i gt the urge to get myself a psp...

i tink im a cryin baby.....
im such a idiot....everythg cry cry cry...

went to sch alone this afternoon....n reach class juz on time...n i start to do partition....n i kept askin chee boon ....LOL....then when installin XP...i oso kept askin him.....LOL...
haha.....

then after tt went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate wif chee boon..wa the show quite nice..n chee boon rate it as 4 star..mi too.....the fightin quite nice....n guess wat?!!! i finish the whole nachos all by myself..yummy.....lol iknow is fatenin bt is yummy...

anyway after tt went to popular to buy highlighter fer mei mei n oso i bought myself a $9.90 headset....n i juz test it through skype testin call..n it work..yeeppeee.....too bad samuel not online...or else can chat wif him le...n oso daniel have not bought yet..geez...nobody tokin to mi through skype....bt have a guy who live in benin....wanna add mi ..bt i decline le....dont realli like to tok to stranger......

keke...daddy come back le....here is my chicken rice...cya...

yee....tdy met somethg eerie.....n make one hair stand to the end....ok this story goes like this....
shuwei, shirlyn, shiyin, hayati n mi juz have break finish n were tokin abt ghost story.....n the ghost story is smthg funny n not realli relate to ghost...n we were laughin our head off....which we were at the stair....the stair in our sch is so scary...cuz is all surround wif wall....n even sunny day...the place always so dark...anyway when we were lol, the door at the 1st flr....BENG...n were close by a unseen n strong force....everyone were shock...n i was the 1st to run...haha....cuz under such circumstances all i tink is ghost is bhind it...so i run...n shirlyn who think is the wind did it...did not run....

in the end shiyin n mi think is ghost as the door is way too heavy to b close by the wind....
we were discussin abt it when we reach our class....then we were rather bother by the whole incident..n we make a decision by goin back n check the door....
bt in the end we still did not get any conclusion.....
bt my conclusion is tt is ghost....
yee....scary....

n tdy i was listenin to scandal the whole time in mme.....wa..the dancin oooooo cool....i wanna learn dancin ....kkeke...

n tdy i cheat on my 2.4km run...HAHA.....i walk 3 round listenin to ippod....n the rest i sat down wif my fren....cuz teacher not there....LOL...so is shiyin n shu wei ...HAHA.....

anyway i gt realli eerie by the whole incident...moreover shiyin still say tt this yr ghost v fierce cuz ppl oni bai bai 1 time n this yr gt 2 7th month....omg....
i muz wear protection le...lol

anyway tdy have a fun time in school.....feelin soo slpy....i watch naruto finish le now waitin fer sam to give mi the other epi de...so no choice latr play maple... :'(.... or mayb i play new game ... cabalonline....keke....

reach out fer the star..... n go the extra mile beyond expected...
i muz reach for my dream....

hey thanks man.....shiyin...bt i now not realli so dislike him le...n i dont find him so irritatin le...bt i was rather bother how he manage to get to us in the mornin while we alight the bus n he has stil a distance b4 reachin us.....n he catch up sooooo fast....bt anyway i realli appreciate what you hav done....
geez tdy almost fell aslp while installin XP....n doin the fdisk..geez....took so long to install win98 n XP n microsoft then in the end do the magic partition (so confusin) n everythg is GONE!!!!!
LOL....bt CWL release us in the end......
n shuwei hai le shirlyn when mr chang havin a lil talk abt the " fight" btween shiyin n shirlyn...
cuz shi yin is the oni one who has been call to have the talk while shirlyn is not call...n shuwei point tt out infront of mr chang...n shirlyn ( whom shiyin refer to b kpo by standin at the door ....sneaky....listenin LOL) were call to join the lil talk...LOL....if she were outside she wont b in the borin talk le...HAHA...

n jia jun is so gay....he polish his nail!!!...LOL....after mme....the same gp of us were stayin in the rm while everyone has gone....we were chattin wif ms jennifer while waitin fer shuwei to finish her sketch on ite fun fair.....( i already finish mine...n i did a pretty gd job i muz say.....even ms jennifer praise my art piece...keke..)
n ms jennifer happened to notice tt jia jun polish his nail.... everyone LOL.... havin lotsa of fun ....n jia jun n yan zhan soo harilous....
was quite relax while chit chatin.....cuz b4 i was rather stress abt the sketch on how i can win the other n my art piece can stand out...oh ya was listenin to 1 qian 0 1 ye...( one thousand and 1 night ) by michelle n vicky in the album : princess n the song v nice....
oso recently i was addicted to this mv....by a korean guy n vaness wu de....SCANDAL....wow the dancin n song was sooooo COOL....

n recently i find charles rather weird...n he kept takin tissue paper frm mi.....same as XX ( opps i 4gt the name le) in my sec sch....awaes take tissue frm mi...like im their supplier....hey pay mi back money ...

ok..tdy sat taxis hm wif shuwei, shirlyn n happy....which each of us oni nid to pay $2.35...cheap...
keke...hope everyday can take taxis....muahaha

oh ...n this fri goin to watch dragon tiger gate wif chee boon after doin project....yeah i have been waitin fer this movie fer a time le...yeah....yeepeee.....wulala~

n nw chit chatin wif mei mei while eatin cereal in our princess rm....keke....talkin everythg under the " moon" chattin abt sch life....i guess frm now on...we have to go diff way...n go go go...n win win win...muz bcum successful independent woman....


Felicia, your best adventures are Unexpected Endeavors

Checking out a new art exhibit, catching a baseball game, or just picnicking in the park — who knows where you'll find yourself next? You are an adventurer in the truest sense — spontaneous and flexible with a passion for trying new places and things.With your easygoing nature, you are the quintessential road tripper. No maps, no plan, no timelines. You'd rather let the road take you wherever it may lead. North, south, east, or west — your inner compass has no limits. So give it a spin and let it decide where your next adventure will be!

actualli i was browsin through some glitter icon avatar fer tkd bt i happened to saw this n i happen to have the same basketball ball....thus i shall put this avatar

tdy do not attend communication skill..cuz oni last fer 1.5 hr ...so sian n so far away frm my hm ...
fortunately chee boon , shu wei n shi yin told mi tt had change to monday n thus every tue i have no sch....YEAH......bt nid to attend tkd at evenin in sch....

so tdy reach sch ard 6pm n have tkd...hehe...yeah finally learn how to wear paddin le....hehe...hope i can quickly reach green belt then i can spar le....keke...
n maybe next week then receive belt....geez....
n reach hm ard 10 pm le....so tired....latr still nid to study fer mock test on thur...
n i reali reali v tired....have not sleep well these fews day....i kept dreamin ppl chasin after mi...or maybe not human...geez...i hate the feelin....
hope tonite have a nice dream....

since tonite did not receive any swt nite msg ... then....

candy dream....felicia fen fen

Oink.....welcome hm.....blog leh.....seem like u have alot of fun over there...

ytd attend biao ge weddin...n he v handsome...even my daddy...who is a man.....say he handsome....LOL...bt seldom contact wif him....n we not close at all.....
anyway ...how i wish all my frenz n ppl who ard r handsome n pretty.....

dis mornin i woke up wif a shock out of my life....cuz my hp ring...i know you muz b thinkin why get shock ....is juz a msg.....yeah...it is juz a msg.....bt to mi ... is a msg that told mi i was late fer my 1st day of sch....I TOT I OVERSLEPT....lol....bt in the end i juz make a fool of myself...geez....

actually is my tkd sir msg swt msg to mi....lol...though we seldom chat....even in tkd....bt he still msg mi swt msg....swt...n oso he kind of look after mi in tkd lesson...keke.....so nice ...

anyway was late fer 1/2 hr fer the 1st lesson....at 1st was feelin fresh ...bt as time goes by im feelin slpy...LOL...then oso my class all 7 ppl...( sori mention 8 in cbox) includin mi quitin student council ..... i tink i beta leave thg remain unsay....
bt anyone wan to know can ask mi .....
like this oso better....i can concentrate more on my studies n tkd too.....
hehe tdy hayati went into the fire extinguisher "small rm " ...LOL... n we quickly lock the door n she ws trap inside wif darkness surroundin her...HAHA... everyone was laughin their head off.....sec latr we open the door...n she was LOL too..HAHA....sooo funny...
n btw shi yin dont call mi FISH.....HAHA...so weird....
n oso there will b a k session @ partyworld.....either this sun or next sun...hope jia jun wont dua us moreover he is the organiser....bt i believe mostly of the class will turn up ...

tml havin tkd lesson....wonder will they distribute belt anot....hope i can double n st get yellow belt....keke...feelin so xcited now......LOL....

anyway.....goin watch naruto now..... i oni at epi 96 ...n sam at epi 180 some thg le.... geez.... so nice the anime.....my 1st time so addicted to anime....LOL....cya....

life is short so watever u wan....

latr attendin ah moi biao ge de weddin( daddy side de)...so hapi
best wishes fer them....

n feelin lazy ...dont feel like doin IT hw nw....so sian....still have 1 chapter review question ....gosh......
n oso have not study mme mock test.....gee..... bt i dun think it is a problem as u noe i concentrate in class( confession: oni concentrate in mme class ...keke)

whatever.....goin do hw now..cya....

NOW ..my only dream is to get into poly n go oversea to study.....n get a job which can offer to pay 5thousands per month........

jia you jia you......

i cant slp n i juz change the blogskin...n put another new song....
yi yan wan nian by S.H.E....

i love these 2 songs alot sia....
do enjoy the songs.....

Ten years ago,
I: (age 7)
1. innocent
2. quiet
3. weightless...LOL...i mean v thin

Five years ago, I: (age 12)
1. abt to take psle
2. quiet
3. playin

One year ago, I: (age 16)
1. takin o level
2. playin
3. feel peril in class

So far this year, I:
1. enter ite
2. 1st tim get into contact wif tkd
3. make more frenz

Yesterday, I:
1. slackin
2. surfin net whole day
3. SLEEP!

Today, I:
1. actually goin out to do project bt in the end cancel to tml
2. play digital vid camera
3. and surf net

Tomorrow, I will:
1. do project
2. hope can meet ying (bdae gal)
3. go home late!

In one year, I will:
1. be 18 can go casino..keke
2. hope can go poly
3. to have a bf....lol..... cuz 18 le....

In five years, I will:
1. have my own business
2. travellin ard the world ( if have the time n money to)
3. have a stable bf tt i can n wan to marry

been playin wif my digital vid fer the whole day...LOL...i love it alot....bt i dun have enough memory thus gonna buyumemory card soon....n one thg i dun noe whether i can put the vid n pic i took into com...n oso how to put song into the mp3 ...bt this i dun realli care cuz i gt a ipod nano....keke soo hapi.....next time i go holiday or out..im gonna take it wif mi...hehe........

it has digital vid camera, digital camera, webcam, pm3 player n voice recorder....man i lovin it...lol....

n btw i have juz put song onto my blog....where you go by fort minor....im addicted to this song sia....n oso im addicted to the other song is by S.H.E "yi yan wan nian" ...........

my new hair style... n i dun realli like it.......

LOL...n nw mummy say i look like patrick onee chan...keke....

since i was a reader of daniel's life story....n since he wld like mi to do this....n since i happen to b bored ...hehe then i do this quiz

Favourites
favourite colour: black, sky blue, yellow mix wif green, pink
favourite food: alot keke
favourite song: too mani to name(some of it r: xin yu xin yuan, knockin on heaven door, twinkle twinkle little star by kai...)
favourite movie: ultraviolet
favourite sport: i like all kind of sport
favourite day of the week: holiday!
favourite season:autum
favourite ice-cream:lemon(yummy)

Currents
current mood: slpy
current taste: nth
current clothes: blue sleeveless shirt
current deskstop: hp+ cd+ ipod nano+ little i
current time: 10.36pm
current surroundings:mmm?
current annoyances: the sound frm the livin rm tv
current thoughts: genting highland
Firsts
first best friends: ying ying + daniel (the diff sex)
first crush: dun have
first movie: cant rmb
first music: by justin timberlake de ...cant rmb the title
Lasts
last cigarette: i dun smoke
last drink(alcohol): vodka lime or coke???
last car ride: last nite (taxis)
last crush: dun have
last movie: recycle which watch wif biao ge n mei mei
last phone call: biao ge we r ready .....let go....
last CD played: she

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: mm?
have you ever broken the law:yes..
have you ever been arrested:no
have you ever skinny-dipped: ??
have you ever been on tv: dun noe
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no

5 things you are wearing: short, shirt, necklace,ear stud(izzit counted?) and hairband
4 things you done today: vacuum the flr, mop the flr, read story bk( biao ge lend mi de) n charge ipod
3 things you can hear right now: music frm com, sound frm some event tt r carry in the field n my mummy voice( give mi a break)
1 thing you do when you are bored: surf net

7 dreams before dying
1. rich
2. have a castle
3. have alot of cars
4. have my own family
5. my children grown up
6. been to all country on earth
7. die in the arm of my love one

7 things I can't stop doin in this lifetime.
1. making more money!
2. listenin to music
3. searchin fer true frenz
4. searchin fer fun
5. bringin happiness to everyone
6. enjoyin life
7. goin theme park

7 things that attracts me
1. beautiful ppl....
2. money
3. perfume
4. sport cars wif loud engine sound
5. partying!
6. smilin sweetly
7. movies

7 things I say.
1. ke lian
2. na there
3. omg
4. gee
5. gosh
6. oh ya
7. ok

7 books that I love
1. russel sg true ghost story vol 1
2. 2
3. 3
4. 4
5. 5
6. 6
7. 7

7 movies that I loved
1. close to u ( realli love tt movie)
2. residence evil 1
3. " 2
4. ultraviolet
5. mission impossible
6. recycle
7. windstruck ( i cry)

7 people to tag
no one!

Three physical things you like about yourself
1. face
2. lip ( i guess)
3. tongue

Three physical things you dont like about yourself
nth

Three things that scare you
1. insect
2. darkness
3. alone

three things that make you happy
1. goin to theme park( disneyland)
2. just chilling out with friends.
3. watchin movie

Three of your everyday essentials
1. hp
2. ipod
3. tissue

Three things you are wearing right now
1. shirt,
2. short
3. glasses

Three things you want in a relationship
1. loyalty
2. security
3. space

Three of your favourite bands or artistes
1. S.H.E
2. coco lee
3. cecilia cheung ( bt i dun listen to her song i juz watch her movie....lol)

Three things you would badly like to do now
1. go to hair salon ( juz cut my hair bt i dun like it)
2. watchin movie
3. shop till i drop!

Three things about the preferred sex that appeals to you
1. muz be handsome n tall
2. give a sense of security
3. caring

Three ways you are stereotypically a boy
1. i play arcade
2. i in tkd
3. i look at beautiful gal

Three ways you are stereotypically a girl
1. i like shopping.
2. i have highheel
3.i have dress

Three female celeb crushes
1. cecilia cheung ( zhang bo zi) love her alot
2. the twin
3. gigi

Three male celebs that make you go weak you admire
1. tom cruish
2. she zi an ( guess like this spell)
3. rain ( i cant tink of any right now leh)

Three things you want to do before you die
1. be rich.
2. have already enjoy life
3. have a family

Three things you would like to change about yourself
1. my eyes!
2. my height
3. my knowledge

Three people you would like to see take this
no one

http://www.ok586.cn/music/yywn.mp3

the trip

juz gt back frm gentin highland ....n i love my biao ge alot alot alot...yeah.....my kawaii n handsome onee chan....
this is my 1st time goin holiday wif my biao ge cuz he is always busy.....
n after this trip i realise he realli dote on mei mei n mi.... hehe..... like a big bro.....
then he always will smile at us n tell us bcareful.....(when playin dangerous outdoor theme park)
eg...dont put hand out.....
then everytime when buyin thg..he will always say" buy watever u want, biao ge fu"...
n then sayang our head.....then he pei mei mei n mi play all stuff even shoppin fer the 3 days even though he feel like goin to casino fer awhile.....i love patrick onee chan alot......hehe....
then i gt information frm mummy tt he treat outsider v bad de....then he treat family v v gd de...hehe i like my biao ge...keke....
then he v handsome....like no matter where we go ...girl will kept lookin at him....
then i felt v happi cuz he is my biao ge..... n dote on mi keke.....n they cant have him hehe...
then mummy oso say tt he temper not v gd de....bt he nvr lose his temper infront of us de....moreover he v patient wif us...hehe...
wif him ...i felt i v small mei mei de....keke..bt i like it...cuz when i was v young all i wanted is a onee chan n now i gt one....a v nice one...hehe.... then few weeks ago ,go his hse n the 3 of us( biao ge, mei mei n mi) watch vcd( hill have eyes) until 7+ am...haha the whole nite nvr slp then when we abt to slp, mei mei slp in the rm wif aunty eileen..n biao ge n mi slp in the livin rm ...then i slp on the sofa n biao ge on the mat....biao ge give his blanket n he have none ...he sooooooo gd n i tink in the end he quite cold cuz he slp under the fan n tt he oni wear a v short pant n tt all....

1st day reach there in the afternoon..... n almost half day gone le...thus the 6 of us went to eat n shoppin....then at nite we play arcade then play pool wif biao ge n mei mei ( biao ge skill v v v gd wow)b4 we went rm to bath n watch movie( recycle)n is quite scary bt we r not scare cuz biao ge will always say dont scare... biao ge is here....then daddy, mummy n aunty eileen went to casino...n we watch until 3+ am..then headed fer rm....n slp......
n b4 tt we had buffet fer dnr...yummy....bt i did not ate alot cuz these fews days i have v bad gastric pain....sob sob....

2nd day....in the afternoon ard 12pm we bought outdoor theme park ticket....n biao ge, mei mei n mi play the whole day until 7.30pm which we met up wif dad, mummy n aunty...n went to eat buffet again( diff place) this time i oso did not ate alot cuz gastric pain again....then mummy said tt the other table gt one gal keep lookin at biao ge....lol....then at nite went to play pool...

when we were playin outdoor theme park we had alot of fun....n we kept walkin in the cold which is v fun ...then somethg v funny happened...we were playin go kart when biao ge is drivin bside mi..then he talk to mi abt somethg n u know wat? when i look infront .....i saw biao ge abt to crash into some car wheel which r nicely n neatly line up bside the track...n when i abt to shout to him, he beng....HAHA......biao ge soooooo kawaii....this lesson teach us to concentrate when drivin....LOL....obviously i wont leave my biao ge thus ii wait fer him n by the time we reach , everyone r lookin at us puzzely cuz everyone waited v long fer us ...oni the 2 of us...LOL....n when we told mei mei wat happened, she laugh her head off...then in the end biao ge treat us a meal....cuz he is the last to reach ...LOL
havin a onee chan is soo fun n gd especially he is so gd lookin....n take realli gd care of us.... oso everytime gt water bottle or big plastic bags he will always help us to take de...keke ..love him to bits....
then had fruit fondue b4 dnr...n biao ge wei wo drink his chocolate...lol...i tink the scene is so lovely...

3rd day....we all woke up v early n went to ate breakfast then check out n put our luggage at the bell counter....then the 4 adults went to casino thus mei mei n i went to shop....
then met up wif them 1 hours latr to ate lunch n then went shoppin together ....b4 is time to board the bus....
after tt we realise tt our bus delay one hour....gosh...then this time my daddy say he stay to look at the bags ,n mum n aunty went to walk ard...n biao ge , mei mei n mi went to shop which i spotted a v nice shoe n biao ge say wanna buy fer mi..bt have no size thus did not bought the shoe....geez.....
then when we go back to where the bags r, i saw daddy was tokin to his frenz( ms toh aunty) n stand bside her is her son...mummy say tt he wanna c us tt y stay there .... he is 25 yrs old n is currently studyin at aus( which is now holiday)
i cant rmb much abt him since i was so young then when i was abt 7yr old ....thus i juz exchange a smile b4 i go look fer biao ge....which is in the toilet...lol....
then after tt board the bus....n slp all the way.....soooo tired....

n then now bloggin which latr wanna watch movie which i bought frm malaysia.....
biao ge now maybe slpin le .....cuz he these fews days did not realli slp alot......okie i tink is abt it le....

bonne nuit....candy dream....

DO NOT READ...CUZ U WIL SLP HALF THROUGH IT....



how are you feeling. - sleepy cos shop whole day le
who makes you smile. - naruto( i guess)
who was the last to see you cry. - dun noe
when did you last go to the movies. - weeks ago( scary movie 4)
do you talk on the phone? - yes
if the situation showed its ugly face, would yourather; pierce your nose or tongue. - both piercedbeforebe serious or be funny. - be serious
drink whole or skim milk. - whole milk
die in a fire or drown. - neither
spend time with your parents or enemies. - PARENTS
be given flowers or candy. - flowers n i hope comin valentine i receive chocolate
given gray dollar bills or black. - i want orange$1000 bill
lust or love. - LOVE
sunrise or sunset. - sunset
M&Ms or Skittles. - m&m
staying up late or waking up early. - staying up late
do you like anyone. - nope..i hope i like someone then i can treat him gd n buy thg fer him...
ever recorded a sexual act on video? - neverrrrr
have you taken a picture naked. -NO
did you fall for the wrong guy or girl. - no
sun or moon? - moon
Snickers or Hersheys Chocolate. - hersheys chocolate
left or right. - RIGHT
10 acquaintances or having two best friends. - two
sunny or rainy. - sunny
vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? -chocolate
what time is it? - 1.01am
name. lim xin ying
nickname(s) - felicia
what is your birth date. - nt sayin
what do you want right this second. - world peace lol
where do you want to live. - aus
how many kids do you want. - two
you want to get married. - yes
can you roll your tongue. - yes
do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it. - both way
shave you ever eaten Spam. - ???
bought something.? - my fav chocolate
been hugged.? - yes
felt stupid? - yessssss
missed someone. - yes

A - Available?-- yes
B - Best Buddies?-- mYseLf
C - Crush?-- n0
D - Dogs names?-- i wish i gt one -
E - Easiest person to talk to?-- daniel
F - First kiss?-- sori i stiLl gt my 1st kiss wIf mI...
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms?--bears
H - Hometown?-- serang00n
I - If You Could Move Would You?-- Y3s ..mayb aus
J- Jealousy is?-- part and parcel of life which could stir up your feeling
K - Kids?-- nOpe
L - Longest Car Ride?-- dUn noE
M - Milk Flavor?-- strawberry
N - Number Of Siblings?-- yEs i gt one zi yi wei shi de twin...i older
O - One Wish?-- to have alot of wishes
P - Phobia(s)?-- insects/ heights/ darkness
Q - Favorite Quote?-- omg
R - Regret(s)?-- mz... my words kill e relationshiP... sori...i din meant to.....
S - Reason to Smile?-- mUsiC
T - Time You Woke Up?-- after 1pM
U - Unknown Fact About Me?-- tt im lonely
V - Vegetable You Love?-- nth
W - Worst Habit?-- hmm like dun have leh....
X -Rays You've Had?-- XRAYS ....
Y - Yet to get married?-- there stiL a loNg r0aD inFr0Nt of Me
Z - Zodiac Sign?-- aquarius

sooo tired these few days....

yeah lookin forward fer the trip....which my handsome biao ge gt go....yeah....kawaii onee chan...which often so busy to go out wif his biao mei...mi la~

n i juz realise tt if i dun contact my frenz, they wont come n contact mi... :X
so..it seem like i gt no impact in their life...or shld say i not impt to them....hmmm.....
i wanna get myself a bestie.....like the felicia chin n the gal who acted in channel 8 at 9 pm de....they like everyday get together n awaes have fun....n have problems they fer sure help each other... only 1 n i'll b happy

***to get to know myself better***

1. Are you wearing a necklace?nope
2. Does your computer have a mouse? yeah of cuz!!! then hw do u tink i operate the com?
4. Do you like school?no .....
5. What color is your shirt?white.
7. What song are you listening to?wu ding
8. What was the last mall you've been to?j8
9. Are you alone?nope...mei mie bside mi...hehe holdin a rose fm sam..so kawaii
10. Do you have any older siblings?i wish i have a older bro so tt he can take care of mi...
11. What was the last thing you ate?chicken
12. Who was the last person to come over toyour house? too mani to name one by one
13.Who was the last person to call you?shu wei
14. Who was the last person who texted you?din
5. What time is it?3.16am
16. What should you be doing? slpin
17. Who was the last person you PMed?cant rmb
18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?yes
.19. What are you thinking about right now?nth..cuz shld act blur in life
20. What color are your pants?pinkish
21. What color is your keyboard?black.
22. What do you feel like eating/drinkin?YES
23. Are you in college?yes
24. What is the last word you wrote on paper?movie
25. Are you bored?why do you think i'm doing this.
26. How many teeth do you have?hehe...
28. Do you wear glasses?yes
29. What color are your shoes?right now i'm bare footed.
31. Last thing you drank?yogurt drink
34. Who do you love?everyone ard mi
35. What are you doing right now?well, what do i look like i'm doing.
37. What are you looking at now?the keyboard and the comp screen. duh!
38. What's the last words you said?huh(tt the last word i say)
39. Do you have lip gloss on?no.
40. Do you have eyeliner on?no.
41. Did you realize there was no question number 36?yes
42. Do you have an injury (cut, bruise, bump,etc.) anywhere on your body?nope
43. Where is your cell phone? infront of mi...starin at mi...
44. Do you have any friends named Robby?no
46. Do you have any friends named Nikki? she is nt my frenz anymore...
47. Are you afraid of the dark?YES..im totally freak out when i in darkness
48. Did you use to watch "Are you afraid ofthe dark?no
49. Do you like someone right now?no. not now. i've got something else on my mind.
50. What size shoe are you?u wanna buy shoe fer mi???!! ty

death

sad.....
another death...
my neighbour's grandfather died......few days ago..my mummy still saw him ... n he still ok..i mean tt he still look healthy...
life is sooooooo short....

gentin highland

yeah...this sun goin to gentin highland wif cousin patrick...YES....let have fun

i juz realise tt my way of ventin frustration when im realli v v upset is by buyin lotsa of thg....buyin buyin buyin buyin n buyin....
since ytd incident im irritated....
juz now mean while shoppin fer project material, i kept buyin my own thg....
i bought a pair hi-fi headphones ( Genius) which has bass enhancement n 3 silicon ears pad n velvet bag.....fer $30 ...n key chain, phone bag ......
n i realise i like black alot....my hp, hp phone, ipod nano bag n the sweet (little i) r all black....put together look v nice...punkY.....

n i wanna learn tkd well to fight well...fight fight fight....

it's difficult.
Message: How many times can you honestly say you've been in love? 0!`
Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?.yah, i haven find mine yet =(`
Do you think that you should become friends with someone first?.friends YES. good friend
Have you ever had your heart broken? no`
What do you think about long-distance relationships? it dont work..unless there is alot of faith n thrust n love`
Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger? older ..i like ppl dote on mi n mature `
Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?.friend yes. good friend`
Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?.people might changes`
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt & you cried? no`
How many kids do you want to have? 3 or 4`
Is there someone who you like at the moment? i cold blooded!!!!so u tink leh?`
Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girlor the right guy/girl? no idea`
What is your favorite color?.black/ white/pink/ blue`
What are your views on gay marriages? nthg is impossible`
Have you ever broken someone's heart?yes..hey guy out there im sorri`
Have you ever given or been given roses?yes...i receive roses`
Are you the one who makes the move ordo you wait for them to make the move?.wait...`
What is your all time favorite romance movie?.nahsssss`
Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry after they died & youwere married for 60 years?let mi died peacefully`
At what age did you start noticing the opposite/same sex?nt sure`
What song do you want played as youwalk down the aisle? the song between my spouse n mi
Are most high school kids infatuated or in love? in love ba...
What was your first love(like)? i din fell in love b4... COLD BLOODED
How long's the longest you've ever likedsomeone?i nvr had a crush leh...geez...i say le im cold blooded le...
Would you give up everything for love? depend.....i might....bt he muz b perfect n not a cheater
Will your life be incomplete without love? i dun tink so
What do you notice first in a guy/girl?.charactersssssssssss (cute/ friendly/ caring)
What do you like most about your crush? i gt no crush
Do you like someone? no
Want to get married?yes
To? my future husband
Last person who hugged you? cousin...

tkd gradin

******** tkd gradin *********

woke up at 9am fer mentally prepare...n too pack stuff ....
n go back to slp fer my frenz father drivin us to toa payoh sport hall....
n woke up at 11am...n st headed to e bus stop.....

on the way to our destination, it was rainin..n by the time we reach it waas rainin cat n dog..
n i was shock of how crowded it was.... the place is totally packed..... !!!!
there were instructor, parants, small kid( even have rd belt de!!! omg) n teens...
anyway after changin to gee, the white belt settle in 4 person per row.....
n after some callin name n stuff, we have to practice infront of the gp of people of which we dont know!! bt phew..im not at all nervous or wat..lol...cuz i noe my pattern well...muahaha
then after v v v long waitin...is finally time fer gradin....everyone sat down in the hall ...n i can tell u there is at leaast a thousand of people watchin ...
anyway i din wait v long fer my turn...n i can say tt i did not bad...keke....
the judges isnt lookin...i guess cuz is like 1 station 1 judge....n 1 judge to 6 person...soooooo...imnot scare at all...keke..though hundrd of ppl is lookin...ok...
end ard 4+ pm...b4 my frenz n i headed to long john silver.....
n then went hm.... n of cuz SLEEP

then tdy din take my no...n now chattin wif him...his hobby is exactly the same as mine...!!!lol....we can realli chat v well...nice chap...
tink will end here ba...goin to watch naruto...keke...

hope i can get double so tt when green belt i can spar le...tdy saw them spar ....wow cool

send off

ytd went to send off biao jie....
reach air port ard 7+pm....then meet up wif them...so total ard 16 ...had alot of fun at airport...play soccer......n take photo , video....n hug.... like no one lookin...lol....fun....
then when is time fer biao jies n the two kids to board the flight, almost everyone cryin...
then aafter several min...they board the aeroplane...
b4 shania go, she make alot of weird action....lol...soo cute.....
n oso kept kissi mi.....
she give mi a v v vlong kiss b4 she leave...she say is the last kiss......
i almost cry bt in the end i did not...it juz make everyone feel more like cryin...

after they dapart..mummy went to cousin house...then cousin frenz went hm....n sam too went hm.....thn mei daniel n mi went to clake quay.....asylum ....n drink...i order spicy cheese nacho, chicken skewer n pussyfoot...yummy....lol...
n daniel order a jar of vodka lime...n mei mei order ( erm i cant rmb) bt 2 alcoholic drink...v strong de...
n in the end daniel n mei mei drunk..
usually when they drunk they will b v high ...bt ytd we were quiet...
maybe bcuz of the separation....
n lotsa of which shld b remain unsay...
then ard 3+am then went hm....

lol....daniel almost miss his stop....bcuz he gt mi ( his lucky star) tt y he able to alight at his stop HAHA.....baka.....
lol...onee chan....overslept.....oink oink.....

i miss them

X_x Girl Confessions x_X
I do wear make up[x]
When I walk by mirrors, I cant help but look[x]
I love pink..[x]
I have cried at a movie theatre[x] windstruck
I love chocolates[x] bt is fattenin
Getting flowers still makes me smile[x]
I've wrecked a car[ ]
I can put mascara on without openingmy mouth[ ]
I'd do anything for a guy[x] depend
I love cuddling[x]
Johnny Depp is sexy[ ]
Gotten detention[x]
If I have to dress like a... to get your attention, then forget it buddy[x]
I love to laugh[x]
I've flashed someone/some people[ ]
I've skinny dipped[ ]
I like Rock[x]
I like rap[x]
a virgin?[x]
I like Electronics/techno[x]
I carry a purse everywhere[x]
I carry my cell phone at ALL times[x]
I do own a spice girls album?[ ]
I had an ex who hanky panky[ ]
I also own a Britney Spears CD[x]
I play hard to get[ ]
Boys are fun to tease[x]
Football is boring[x]
I love athletic boys[x]
I love rockers[x]
Hot guys are better then sweet guys[ ]
Sweet guys are better than hot guys[ ]
I prefer "sweet hotty" guys.[x]
I've been called a tease[x]
Lip gloss is WAY better than lipstick[x] t0tally aGree
can't leave the house without makeup(but not school )[ ]
masterbate?[ ]
I'm a bitch. Deal with it.[ ] i wan to b a nice person
I play computer games, even when there are other people around[x] i play in class... i wish i care!haha
My friends are the best, and they're important to me[x]

bored

Name? xinying aka felicia aka fen fen aka oink oink aka piggy
Age? seventeen
Sex? female
Birth Date? 21.01.89
Hair Color? black?
Eye Color? brown
Height? secret
Weight? secret ;p
Piercings? 5 bt one juz close
Tattoos? NO WAY
What are you wearing right now?bball jersey
What is your hairstyle at the moment? tied up
* Favorites *
Food? 2 mani 2 name
Drinks? 2 mani 2 name!!!
Alcoholic drink? hmm...tequila lime n ribena n sprite??????
Time of day? night
Season(s)? autum
Day of the week? saturday
Song at the moment? holy virgin(groove coverage)
Band/artist? nth...
Book? gh0st??
Subject in school? multimedia essentials
Place in the USA?????
Place outside the USA?????outerspace???
Color? black
Store? nth
Mall? nth
* Worst *
Place to be? school
Class in school? CWL class
Time of day? m0rnin
Season? nth
Kind of pet? nth
Drink? weird tasting drink :x
Food? oink oink
Mall? nahs
Store? nahs
Celebrity? nahs
Color? dun n0e
Book? TEXTBOOK
Type of music? mum' nagging
Website? PORN
Magazine? nth
* Daily Life *
When do you get up? when its time to
What is your first thought? WTF, another day
What do you do first? tidy bed la
What is your usual outfit? BlaCk
When does school end? depends on timetable
Do you see your friends? y3ssss
What do you do when you get home? switcH 0n coM
What time do you go to bed? when its time to
* Do you... *
Brush your teeth daily? OF COS
Brush your hair daily?OF COS
Shower daily? OF COSS
Dance? YeAh ...r0cK e w0Rld
party? let mi c ;
Get drunk? haven try gettin real drunk
Have sex? NO!!! on the day of my weddin...c who is the lucky guy ..KeKe
Read books? textbk lo
Listen to music a lot? YES..MUSIC IS MY LIFE
Read magazines? ya... teen, teenage , lime .....
Go online a lot? EVERYDAY
Get sick a lot? yes
Watch TV? yes..
Like MTV? hmmm
Have digital cable? nope
Listen to the radio? yes when i wan to search fer new song... 933 or 987
Still use your CD player? nahs. mp3 ipod nano now ^^
Stalk people? never, its just so sickkkkk
Have more than 200 buddies in your buddy list? ard there bah
* boyfriend/girlfriend *
Hair color? brown
Eye color?brown or blue LOL
Tattoos? NOOOOOOO!!!!!!
piercings?NOOOO!!!!!!
Favorite Music?---
Personality or looks? abit of both ba
Would you go out with someone just for their m0ney? NEVER
Do you go on "Pity Dates"? NO!!! yucK !! make mi tink of far**
Does size matter? YES
Does the guy ask the girl out or the other way around? ....maby abit of both baH
Sex on the first date? NEVER
* Right Now *
Do you think you look good right now? n0...lo00k tiring
Are you eating something? n0p3
Are you drinking something? NoPe
Are you talking on the phone with someone? nahsss
Are you talking face-to-face with someone? imaginary frenz??
What are you listening to? ksS gDbYe bY wang lee hom
What are you watching on TV? HEY HEY IM WRITIN DIS heh
What other websites do you have open? radioblogclub
* What do you believe? *
Do you believe in ghosts? yes
Aliens? yes (e universe is too vast to able to contain any livin creatures)
The devil? yes
Heaven? yes
Hell? yes
Hinduism?yes
Buddhism? i am one
Christianity? yes

life

ytd i read donovan's letter again..it alreadi 2 yr le...bt i stil kept e letter...
ytd after i read the letter, i unable to fold it back to heart shape......
so i tink is time to throw it away......bt after tt i manage to fold it back again!!!
i cant help bt keep it...
keep it to remind mi nt to trust anyone sooo much...
donovan is the same as da wei......
then latr i recall of marcel...he is gd n talented....
he know how to play violin...n he even appear in newspaper....
he may even know how to operate a aeroplane in the future...n he is rich n all...
bt juz one thg....his word hurt mi......n then 1 yrs of relyin each other is gone......
then is watson...
he is gd..hes in jc...n he treat mi gd..
he even gave mi alot roses though he is nt v rich ....
bt one thg i juz have no feelin fer him....
he too....hurt mi wif his word....
i once think of goin back to him...bt when i rmb his word...it is totally impossible....
i guess is time to let go the past n lock them in a rm of one of the mani rm in my memories...tt no key can open....
the moment i blog here....i dun intend to recall them in the future...it is a mark of deletin...

they do once make my life happy.... bt oso make my life sad.....
they r juz ppl...who come in n come out of my life...

NOW ... i think its time i take control of everything instead of followed sillingly of what i had been told .. i juz sick n tired of this bullshit ...

People... look forward to the brand new mi ...

nt enuff

juz read ying 's blog.... n i totally agree wat she said" havin a few bestie is not enuff"
i wan to get to know more true frenz....bt it seem like is hard to find....esp those true frenz share the common interest....n tt we can realli get along v well......n tt i realli like her/him....

i wonder who is gonna enter my world in e future....bt i can c who is leavin my world in the future...which is everyone tt is ard mi.....either died of sickness or tt they r too old....watever...anyway
im forcin myself not to depend on other to much n oso not to get myself so into ppl ard mi...cuz i know one day the ppl wil b gone....when they r gone i sure wont b able to accept...n tt i will b v v heart broken... cuz i put too much feelin ..n tt is wat i dun wan to happen....bt doestn mean i will treat them bad...WRONG!!!!...i will treat them gd cuz i dun wan leave my life wif regret tt i treat the person soooo mean...
if i have a choice ...i wish im a cold blooded person....tt goes n come individually....n dont give a damn to others...
though i may b young bt i had already experience mani ppl leavin mi..to the other world....
so is my biao ge....i rmb i once ask him whether is he sad anot.....
n he ans tt he experience too mani time n tt he had no feelin le....
cool....hope one day tt i bcum like him...

gatherin

there was a gatherin at my hse ytd....
the 3 biao jie( jess, lorraine n shana), jenny(biao jie best frez), tommy, shania, daniel n samuel attend it.......
had lotsa of fun....1st biao jie they all reach then sam n daniel......
shania is a beautiful n smart lill gal...she oni 4 yr old n she told mi
"aunty felicia i tell u a secret,
daniel is v handsome ,
i fell in love wif him...
he is my boyfriend.....i wanna marry him"

haha...i cant believe wat i heard initially....i was totally shock n surprise....she oni 4!!!!!LOL....then the moment daniel reach my hse ....
she quickly drag daniel out of the rm...LOL...cute....
then she kept kissin daniel frm head to butt!!!! haha.....she soooooo kawaii...

then tommy v cute ...he took the whole packet of wang wang n let no other eat it bt himself ...keke...bt he like to throw temper alot....the moment he lose the game...he will go to other rm cryin ....sayin everyone treat him nasty which end up when we play the game...everyone have to let him win...so the winner is awaes tommy.... LOL....

then it was daniel vs samuel....lol.....so cute...two man play the game...keke...in the end daniel lose his balance n fell...lol....we took lotsa of pic....will upload the pic in my frenzster next wk as the pic is with daniel who is currently stuck in camp...LOL...

then durin lunch, we had steamboat...n cousin lorraine kept sayin v v v xin fu...cuz like everyone together....havin fun ....
jenny v cute....she quickly sit bside daniel...sayin tt : yeah i sat bside a dude...haha.....
kawaii des...LOL....then she peal the prawn shell fer dan..LOL..n everyone laugh..HAHA sofun....then she oso help mei mei n mi peal too...LOL...
then we had riddle...which have one tt stuck everyone....n in the end when biao jie get to know the ans everyone laugh until the head off...LOL...cuz the ans v qian bian....LOLthe ans actually is train tunnel...LOL

then after lunch everyone gather in my rm...omg...i feel v xin fu...
we switch on air con .....n play until v siao....
the upper decker was jenny n shania....shania claim tt the bad is her castle...n she put lotsa doll ard it...lol...n she oni allow man to enter...LOL...
then cousin shana, cousin jess, mei mei n sam sat on the lower bunk...
n let not forget tommy who is sittin on daniel lap at the flr...as daniel was fixin my com...n mummy sat on the chair..... n cousin lorraine was standin at a corner takin vid......n mi sittin behind dan.....it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo fun....everyone was playin like mad....LOL...w e totally crazy....scream, shout, laugh...haha...too mani to name one by one...
then daniel gt the 2 lill kid present....n biao jie oso bought 100+ dollar makeup fer mei mei n i....thanks biao jie....

then ard 7+ pm....they had to leave fer swimmin as tommy was throwin temper again....shoutin...sayin tt her mummy promiz him .....n if they r not goin to swimmin ...she ( his mummy ) had to pay him a hundred...HAHA..i wonder how come a 11 yr old child will say tt..LOl...SOOO CUTE....
b4 they leave....we take photo of the whole gp....
when daniel sit infront of everyone, i tink of joylce ( i tink like this spell) ....which is my cousin jess ex....tt time my biao ge n his gf still together...
anyway after the photo takin...they leave fer swimmin n soon sam n daniel had to leave fer camp....
then my family n i had dnr...b4 i doze off at the sofa...i was wayyyyyy too tired...felt like breakin into pieces....which in the end i did not clean up anythg ...HAHa....then at nite watch aishiteruze baby until 3+b4 i went to slp....

this mornin wake up at 2+pm...LOL...after lunch..n im here bloggin....latr maybe goin maplin...or watch aishiteruze baby or watch e anime yan zhan lend mi or watch the anime tt sam lend mi...LOL....
arg...
ytd i let tommy play n my 2 expensive drop...i still dun noe what is the two thg..:'(
sob sob...LOL...bt nvm....tommy soo cute....
the sam lost his chair in maple...LOL...HAHA....

lonely

empty.......
i tink im lonely...
juz now i dreant of mummy dead....i realli afraid tt day might come.....i will collaspe...
then juz now watch THE PARK....
the gal see her frenz n mother n bro ..one by one die...n leaver her......
i can feel tt way she feel....feel like crying...im scare tt one day i might b alone......
i hate loneliness.......