nt enuff

juz read ying 's blog.... n i totally agree wat she said" havin a few bestie is not enuff"
i wan to get to know more true frenz....bt it seem like is hard to find....esp those true frenz share the common interest....n tt we can realli get along v well......n tt i realli like her/him....

i wonder who is gonna enter my world in e future....bt i can c who is leavin my world in the future...which is everyone tt is ard mi.....either died of sickness or tt they r too old....watever...anyway
im forcin myself not to depend on other to much n oso not to get myself so into ppl ard mi...cuz i know one day the ppl wil b gone....when they r gone i sure wont b able to accept...n tt i will b v v heart broken... cuz i put too much feelin ..n tt is wat i dun wan to happen....bt doestn mean i will treat them bad...WRONG!!!!...i will treat them gd cuz i dun wan leave my life wif regret tt i treat the person soooo mean...
if i have a choice ...i wish im a cold blooded person....tt goes n come individually....n dont give a damn to others...
though i may b young bt i had already experience mani ppl leavin mi..to the other world....
so is my biao ge....i rmb i once ask him whether is he sad anot.....
n he ans tt he experience too mani time n tt he had no feelin le....
cool....hope one day tt i bcum like him...