life

ytd i read donovan's letter again..it alreadi 2 yr le...bt i stil kept e letter...
ytd after i read the letter, i unable to fold it back to heart shape......
so i tink is time to throw it away......bt after tt i manage to fold it back again!!!
i cant help bt keep it...
keep it to remind mi nt to trust anyone sooo much...
donovan is the same as da wei......
then latr i recall of marcel...he is gd n talented....
he know how to play violin...n he even appear in newspaper....
he may even know how to operate a aeroplane in the future...n he is rich n all...
bt juz one thg....his word hurt mi......n then 1 yrs of relyin each other is gone......
then is watson...
he is gd..hes in jc...n he treat mi gd..
he even gave mi alot roses though he is nt v rich ....
bt one thg i juz have no feelin fer him....
he too....hurt mi wif his word....
i once think of goin back to him...bt when i rmb his word...it is totally impossible....
i guess is time to let go the past n lock them in a rm of one of the mani rm in my memories...tt no key can open....
the moment i blog here....i dun intend to recall them in the future...it is a mark of deletin...

they do once make my life happy.... bt oso make my life sad.....
they r juz ppl...who come in n come out of my life...

NOW ... i think its time i take control of everything instead of followed sillingly of what i had been told .. i juz sick n tired of this bullshit ...

People... look forward to the brand new mi ...