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left 4 dead is soooooo fun!!

fri kenvin intro to mi this game : left 4 dead

OMG FUC*in Fun sia!! i kept watchin the youtube cuz tml den he can pass to me... omg i tink i will addicted to this game... is about zombie attacking us and got some maps are using torch light den can see the place de... more over can play either single player or max up to 4 players.... OMG I CANT WAIT TO KILL THE ZOMBIE... wah i love this game .... in this game the zombie come in wave and also they are FAST!!! omg like in resident evil de zombie!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7j02bkPMCLE&feature=related

this guy is soooooo funny hahah!!!


fri - woke up at 630am den went sch den eh i cant rmb aniway after sch went home st away and play mahjong with mummy, biao ge and gina jie until sat 8am... nvr slept and im soo tired ...n i realise that if a person is exhausted, lady luck will nvr b wit u =x ( andrew went hm early )

lose 20 dollar =x haha n alena said i nvr wear red panty ma ... haha u buy fer mi ya ? =p

den from 9 am slpt until 11 am plus and nvr sleep till nite ....
tdy woke up 12noon to vacuum the flr cuz baio ge and gina jie comin our hse ...
n had a sumptuous dnr =) the ah xiang-platter hahahas...den nice lo....

anyway andrew went to play mahjong wit yong chiong they all so leave early den dear dear came.... talk ghost stories over dnr den play mahjong... this time i nvr play cuz gt dear dear at my hse....

omg i love him soo much n he soo cheeky hahahaa... they went home b4 the last bus ...
i clean the house den mop the flr and im here blogging....

omg i kept watchin the left 4 dead de youtube... haha omg sooooooooooooooooooooo fun la !!!!

anyway got to know from sarah that a guy from her class like mi after seein mi a few times... cuz sometime i will go sarah de class ... haha he said to sarah that if i got no bf must tel him den he wan go after mi... haha den sarah complain why every guy wanna woo mi sooo tall hahaha

cuz this guy is ard 180 cm den gt ppl open fan club for him ... cuz he is quite handsome n cute...n i tink he oso in hey gorgeous.... anyway den my ex is 183 cm den last time other guy wanna woo me is all 180 cm and above...( not good to reveal the names) and im like 155 cm n above =x

haha i oso dun noe why lei....

but i wont look at this guy or wat cuz i gt dear dear liao =) keke omg i realli think my bf sooo cute la !!! and his eyes catches my heart....

ps: why dl hamachi will cause the laptop to hang? today dl garena, steam and hamachi but uninstall all of them cuz scare virus.... sarah laptop hang after andrew help her to install hamachi... think way too lag...

anyway will install grease monkey soon ... n dl the java script... it is soo convenient using it...

ok think i go slp soon liao.... nite guy =)

felicitations ^^ felicia is felicity

today i feel sooo blissful and excited... feel like love is in the air and SOOOO FEEL LIKE GETTIN MARRY WITH MY BOYFRIEND =p it was a wedding of my best frenz ^^

i feel soo happy for the newly wed couple... felicitations ^^

it was now then i know that being the bridesmaid is not a easy task yet a meaningful one... it is definitely is a good experience.... however if my frenz ask mi to be sisters for her, i still will...simply bcuz i feel happi for the couple... they are signing a life long contract!

when they are signin the paper and exchanging rings, i feel soooo happy... like i can feel exactly like the bride and bridegroom.... OMG ...den i started to wander to my own world ... having fantasy of me gettin marry with my boyfriend at a romantic places ...just only us and no one else...

i know i can rely him for life... know there is someone who will always be there for me... who will bear my temper...and withour a demur ...accept of who i really am.... someone who see me as his only one... someone who know my existence and care for me when everyone thinks im invisible... someone who treat u sooooooooooo good that you feel beautiful even tho u know deep down you are not.. someone who totally change you ( a good change ) ... can u imagine how great it will be when you find the special one??

AND IM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE I FOUND MINE ^^

tdy alena said that she got this feelin that dear dear and mi will get marry ...haha great mind think alike.. i oso got this feeling... HAHAs...omg im sooo happy.....

seriously when i tink of my bf...im really glad that fate actually arrange us to meet early...bcuz i can plan everything tgt.. and work hard tgt... and plan for our future earlier... in the past im soo afraid of this dark world...

this dark maze that i will eventually get lost one day ... get depress and frustrated of the unbearing grass that surround me... however i am not anymore... after i make a turn and meet him ... this maze bcome brighter and fun ...it seem to me that every turn there will be surprise for me... every turn give me hope... every turn you know there always a person who will keep you from falling and give you the motivation to press on and live happily ... just for the sake of him...

but one thing bad is... i seriously cant live without him anymore... if he were to leave me... i dun noe wat i will become... a nun?? nvm skip this part...too sad for this entry...

anway will write about ytd stuff in the future... now i oni wanna listen to my boy boy voice... omg omg ...

i cant believe even just lookin at him ... i will feel sooo happy and totally fall into a bottomless pit which is called love....

PS: alena is my another lover... haha ... who nvr fail to be aways there fer mi... mayb she will accompany mi to go for the scanning...

countdown for scanning : 9 days

demotivated

i dont know why recently im so hardworking. ytd module is computing and i actually start working on the ppt at 12pm sharp...guess what time i finish doin? 240pm sharp... without taking any break in middle...haha i cant believe im so hardworking bt now i guess im way too tired ... decided nt to study for tml UT...

anyway once again im "say" by my classmates not to drink red bull and stay up soo late =x

but thanks ... she said this out of concern... im know this is unhealthy ... but like i said earlier i think im havin insomia...

yike it is so hard to type with a keyboard skin... just bought it ytd...oni $5 sia cheap cheap^^

and dun noe i gt this urge to buy car...haha ... i dun care wat type of car or whether is it ex or cheap... i just hope i gt car cuz it is fuc*in inconvenient to take bus and mrt ... wah lau still have to squeeze in the bus even tho it is rainin heavily n the flr is so wet n slippery... and have to take sooo heavy stuff in hands.... wah sian....

thus, without a demur, im going to get my driving license and buy a car and share it with dear who oso will pay half of the expenses... when im out working in the society....

Btw hope i able to win the bid for the sidekick lx skin ....

wah i cant wait to get my hand on my sidekick wit this skin... it sure roCk the sHit out of my shitty life....

wah today kenvin soo nasty... it was presenting time n he ask mi to go this website to see funny vid... n i cant believe i actually click it without a demur... -.= that y i said is not a good thing if u do not have any guard against other -_- haha it is PORN site with "OK" pop out message keep poppin out.... cant close it even use alt-f4... den dun noe who said go task manager... wah lau i was damn ps.. the whole class is laughin at mi... *BLUSH* somemore is gay havin sex >.<

i goin to faint ...

tink goin to slp early tonite... nite nite everyone =)

WAH IM JUMPIN WIT JOY AND EXCITMENT

HAHAHAHAHAHA I FINALLY UNLOCK MY SIDEKICK LX BY MySELF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG ...!! I CANT SLP ANYMORE


is goin to 4 am and i cant sleep omg OMG OMG IM SOO HYPER n im wakin up at 630 am !!! shit do not have enuff slp recently ...oni have less than 4 hours slp every nite

but anyway I CANT WAIT TO USE MY SIDEKICK LX... but is nt the time yet as i want to buy metal protective skin for it.... it is nice and trendy.... nid to take a weeks to reach singapore after biddin ... sendin from usa... OMG oMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA i can save up the huge sum of money ( just for unlockin ) i can do it myself HAHAHAHAHAHA

btw chin yang dun dare to bet hahaha c who can make it on time to sch tml haha but he back out..too bad.... =(

btw had pool again ytd ... saw biao ge n his best frenz again.. haha omg i just stop tinkin abt my sidekick ok.... think shld end here nite nite =)

another slpless night

insomia insomia insomia insomia insomia


insomia insomia insomia insomia insomia





Situation 1: im diagnose with kleptomania ( wan more time 2 hear ur voice ) and insomia
and tml communication's understanding test __ =_- __
current time : 3am
alarm ringing at : 630am
listening to : downpour by Backstreet Boys

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talk in dream talk in dream talk in dream talk in dream talk in dream



scary scary scary scary scary





Situation 2:

sarah ( who sleeping beside me ) : den how ?
me ( answer straight away ) : i dont know

what i got : a middle finger pointing at me >.<


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songs with metaphor

today's problem statement talk about the role of metaphor... and facilitator want us to come out with a song with meaningful lyic that link to the whole ppt contents... lol and i think of this song :






youtube:






The rose:

Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower, and you, its only seed

Its the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance
Its the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance
Its the one who wont be taken, the one who cant seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember that in the winter, far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed, that with the suns love in the spring becomes the rose.

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/bette+midler/the+rose_20017078.html

一个没有未来的人...伤痛了他的心...也同时伤了我的... 不知道哪一天会x...

sleeping at eerie hour and got scared

been sleeping around 5 +am every night during holiday therefore unable to sleep early when school reopen... on tue 4.11 i slept at 3.45am and woke up at 6.30am! lucky i do not die in school...

anyway i just finished study for science UT ... I think this is my 1st time studying at home since i came to poly... im soo happy tt i have my twin to study wit mi... n now i cant sleep so decided to blog... 2.11am ...

GHOSTLY LAUGHTER!!!
i heard a woman laughter pierce through the night at eerie hour (that night which i mentioned sleeping at 3 +am ... above )
i was watching hot shot at living room... and suddenly i heard laughter... n when i pause the vid... the laughter stopped... so i think to myself i might be hallucinating...then i played the vid, the laughter back again...n this time im sure it came from either the room or the dark kitchen on my left... i pause the vid again n this time the laughter is getting louder.... i got panick n terrified....

this is the most horrifying thing that is happening to me... and then i realised it might be my twin who used to TALK IN HER DREAM... n i went to the room ...INDEED IT WAS HER... HAHAHAHA OMG... she said she dreamt of a lil monk who advised her to treasure her life cause she was laughing while hanging on to a rope after the bridge over-turned ... HAHA OMG ..n she can laugh until she wake up...WAH LAU WAT SOO FUNNY ABOUT THE DREAM...somemore she still told me that the monk has 6 dot on the shiny bald head... siao lah

another incident which also scare me to death...it happened in the past ..i was using the laptop in my room ...she was sleeping behind me... it was 3 +am (the most eerie hour) and suddenly i heard

my twin : hello...speaking... ya why called me at this hour.... blah blah blah

n i tot she woke up n so i talked to her with my back still facing her...then silence reply me...

n i tried talking to her again ( this time i turned to look at her... )
n realised she was sleeping peacefully .... if it is not her... THEN WHO????!!!!!

WAH LAU I GOT SCARED n wake her up... then she told me it was her... cuz she rmb clearly someone called her in her dream just now.... WTF!!!

TO THE READER NOW: please do not laugh after reading this cuz it is really scary n not funny!!!




anyway goin to update u guy of what i did during the holiday

29.10 wed
meet up with dear dear and did some shopping...nothing much..just wanna said im sooo in love wit him keke

30.10 thur
rotting at home ...

• daniel back from vietnam
• ying flying (12.35am flight) calling us to share her feeling ...
• xxx case closed

31.10 fri (lazy to write everything hahas)
out with mummy, dear, mei, andrew, cousin patrick and gina jie ... had buffet at bugis... wah damn full .... n went to play pool after that ...
will upload the pic in the future...

1.11 sat
went out at 8pm to meet andrew n had dinner at amk hub den went to find dear dear at taka... den meet rion and ah keong to watch THE COFFIN at PS.... the show not bad sia... but not realli scary... n then the 4 of us ( dear me mei andrew ) cabbed down to golden mile to play pool...wah lau the price went up liao ...after that cabbed to the 24/7 coffee shop near my house to have supper ... den went home n slp like pig....

2.11 sun
went dear dear's house to slack and had dinner at his house... haha actually we slept the whole day ... then meet up with mei n andrew at grandlink @ geylang to sing .... then had smelly tou fu for dinner... wah lau the next day dear dear and sarah stomach pain ...think their immune system not as good as mine MUAHAHA....

3.11 mon
dear dear soo good...even tho his stomach pain stil send me to sch... he had been sending mi to sch since ite.... wah seriously i tink he is soo good sia.... even my guy frenz wanna become girl n seduce him ...haha... im soo blissful to have him as my prince charming... ( haha wei liang ...my ite frenz just msn me... asking mi wat my bf bought for me for anniversary...n i told him ...ds lite, hp from usa, bear, eat at expensive restuarant , spectacle and stuff.... HAHA HE SAID SIAO N HE IS SOO GOOD N LOG OFF .... LOL... he super funny sia...since ite he has been asking me the same que ... ) anyway nothing to blog about in sch de...so skip that part

at 430 pm dear dear send me home ... had dinner at my house and andrew came over too... there is this show ... filming how christ and quan yi feng helping the poor families to have a make-over of their dirty n messy house.... it is soo touching n xxx cried... he is soo poor thing... no matter wat must stay strong k... u stil got us...

tue 4.11

had enterprise UT... wah lau i made mistake sia..wasted... hais

wed 5.11
nvr went sch cuz over-slept n studied for science UT...

thur 6.11
UT UT UT!!!

PS:

• im working soon every weekend.. i actually 4gt it n still said ok when alena n sarah want to go shop this sun for wedding gown... dot dot dot ...sorry babe...
• yay ... arina's wedding is around the corner...omg i cant wait to be her sister ^^
• my frenz is selling classical guitar + case + tuner + pick... interested pls contact me =)
• baby danical on magazine... SOO CUTE... soo miss her now...dun noe what she doin at usa now...but at least she had a lot of fun during the halloween festival... cousin carol send a lot pic to us...

think shld go slp liao... now 3 am liao..only have 3 + hour of sleep ... everyone wish me good luck for tml ut ^.^