felicitations ^^ felicia is felicity

today i feel sooo blissful and excited... feel like love is in the air and SOOOO FEEL LIKE GETTIN MARRY WITH MY BOYFRIEND =p it was a wedding of my best frenz ^^

i feel soo happy for the newly wed couple... felicitations ^^

it was now then i know that being the bridesmaid is not a easy task yet a meaningful one... it is definitely is a good experience.... however if my frenz ask mi to be sisters for her, i still will...simply bcuz i feel happi for the couple... they are signing a life long contract!

when they are signin the paper and exchanging rings, i feel soooo happy... like i can feel exactly like the bride and bridegroom.... OMG ...den i started to wander to my own world ... having fantasy of me gettin marry with my boyfriend at a romantic places ...just only us and no one else...

i know i can rely him for life... know there is someone who will always be there for me... who will bear my temper...and withour a demur ...accept of who i really am.... someone who see me as his only one... someone who know my existence and care for me when everyone thinks im invisible... someone who treat u sooooooooooo good that you feel beautiful even tho u know deep down you are not.. someone who totally change you ( a good change ) ... can u imagine how great it will be when you find the special one??

AND IM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE I FOUND MINE ^^

tdy alena said that she got this feelin that dear dear and mi will get marry ...haha great mind think alike.. i oso got this feeling... HAHAs...omg im sooo happy.....

seriously when i tink of my bf...im really glad that fate actually arrange us to meet early...bcuz i can plan everything tgt.. and work hard tgt... and plan for our future earlier... in the past im soo afraid of this dark world...

this dark maze that i will eventually get lost one day ... get depress and frustrated of the unbearing grass that surround me... however i am not anymore... after i make a turn and meet him ... this maze bcome brighter and fun ...it seem to me that every turn there will be surprise for me... every turn give me hope... every turn you know there always a person who will keep you from falling and give you the motivation to press on and live happily ... just for the sake of him...

but one thing bad is... i seriously cant live without him anymore... if he were to leave me... i dun noe wat i will become... a nun?? nvm skip this part...too sad for this entry...

anway will write about ytd stuff in the future... now i oni wanna listen to my boy boy voice... omg omg ...

i cant believe even just lookin at him ... i will feel sooo happy and totally fall into a bottomless pit which is called love....

PS: alena is my another lover... haha ... who nvr fail to be aways there fer mi... mayb she will accompany mi to go for the scanning...

countdown for scanning : 9 days