wa finally can blog le.... had fight wit justin ytd nite when we sms...nt goin to contact him in e future le...we dont understand each other enuff n one more thg we dont suit each other ... i d**p him



mummy sick ....v bad gastric....so so so im goin to miss countdown!!! sian... so tml will b mei n her bf n my frenz.bt nt sure they wan celebrate wit my sis witout mi! andrew e 1st to say not goin!! zzz...hope tml dad at hm..so i can go out...keke...


N BTW IM NOT CHANGIN MY BLOG LE...keke...

tdy
there r some problem wit blogger i guess tt y i unable to blog.... there r soo much outin tt i now have to announce bankruptcy!!!! anyway today juz went to the SMRT SCEP.... it was fun.... n had a free buffet for lunch!!!yummyyyyy
den went home wit justin n sam....had steamboat which i hardly eat... TOOOO FULL....!!!!!
had a extremely fun n enjoyin time ....tdy is tong zi thus had a family union...i feel sooo blissful...
den watch supernatural at nite n gosh it was a nice show... gonna catch de next episode if possible....
btw justin 4gt to take the vcd tt i rent ytd......DOUBLE CHARGE...SOO NOT WORTH IT...
nvm he is comin to my hse tml mornin ..4AM keke. ...
ytd
went out wit justin, sam, mei, jia sheng, jason n justin cuz....
it was fun n had a realli excitin time at the k-ppol at cine which we challenge each other !!! n there was once i tyco 2 balls went in the hole keke ....
of cuz no doubt tt mei mei n i kept winin....haha...
PS:
sooo hapi tt i'll b spendin xmas eve wit mani ppl.... almost everyone are new frenz
mmmm...make mi wonder where has my old frenz go to?

tml
gonna have another cuz weddin...felicitations!!!

wat a interestin n fun life i live tdy

went to zoo this afternoon though its rainin cats n dogs ... GOSH IT WAS EXCITIN N FUN TO WALK IN THE RAIN IN ZOO!!
n gosh i head over heel wit erm...well...OTTER lolx( can i take otter home? *innocence eye*)

LOL ...have steamboat at marina south right after the visit @ zoo....n WOAH... im soooo feel like im a pig haha....speak of kawaii pig...saw 3 sooooooooo cute pig in zoo...gosh soo look like my dear dear hahaha (gonna tease him tml :P)

of cuz we wont end the night juz like this...more thg were install fer us

went to cineleisure to watch THE HOLIDAY.... n omg omg i love the show sooo much...it is realli a v nice show...n i love the role tt Cameron Diaz act....so much of wat i wan to b when i was old....independent...rich... a well paid job... swimmin pool in e house.... sexy...appealin...clever...witty...attractive... n end of the movie a happy n lovely marriage...
may god bless i'll b like her when i am 25yr old...HAHA.... PS: i promis i'll be gd ( cross finger)

anyway b4 the movie went to arcade n went to play pool.... so gd to have car n specially money... can do watever u like... dammit !!!! I WAN HAVE MY OWN CAR!!!!

btw gosh sooo love justin...he stay awake juz fer the sake of mi....he wait fer mi to get home n give him a call b4 he go slp( which is like 3+ IN THE MORNING!!!) how can he b soo nice to mi?
* ok my mind is like a switch off machine.... IM TIRED N I CAN GET NTHG OUT OF MY ALREADY-SLP BRAIN!!! shall end here... gd'nite the already-sound-aslp world...muacks( a kiss fer justin on his forehead) n oso g'nite wei kang, andrew n sam...

oh ya 4gt to say one v harilous part...we were at ikea den we playin ard..n suddenly justin cover my eyes n he ask mi to follow... keke n i follow ...all i hear is justin, mei n sam de evil laughter...LOL...den after awhile i were ask to go up a few step ...n when he finally let go his hands, i was at the stair of a children playground....HAHAHAHA n those adults bside us were laughin at mi...HAHAHAHA...damn cute leh justin...HAHA ..ok shall end here. :P

about being yourself- and not lettin people pressure you into being less than you

hooray ytd went tampine ikea finally...


double date

n we had SOOOOmuch fun!!!precisly we were laughin the whole day in e ikea...haha we were playin hide n seek...damm funny cuz justin n sam find mei mei n mi in less than an 5 min....HAHAHa...

initially we decide to eat in chiong chiong however end up in a pub eat up to 60+ dollar dinner!!! cuz meet up wit phillip n ester who wan go pub so juz follow lo...chat alot wit esther in mac when we were runnin away frm the pub as all of a sudden there were police offices checkin e bar(wth mei mei , phillip, esther n mi underage!)after chattin in e mac, we went back again to finish our fd b4 headin to chong chong to buy fd fer mum...
mum is rite justin look alike wit one of e super star participant...cuz one aunty ask him whether did he participate in the competition n I who already noe abt it... ans her while justin was wonderin wat the heck she was tokin...HAHA



TODAY
initially decided to go east coast however due to some people(im sayin justin, sam n andrew) unable to come n of the weather...so in e end end up at bedok wit mei mei ....chat alot in mac b4 headin to justin house there ...wait fer him(went to eat at jumbo wit family [super rich lo jumbo again]) ard 1hr b4 mum ask us home...n here i am bloggin ...ZZZ
anyway goin to sign up fer CINENOW..I WANNA RENT ALOT OF MOVIE!!!!!

ytd i was damn down n feel like cryin juz bcuz i mistaken....
gosh... he was talkin i did nt listen n when he talk till tt part then i listen to wat he was sayin n thus i mistaken... :X
anyway i was glad tt ytd u guy r there fer mi... thanks alot sia...
n ytd had a long chat wit andrew in school n it was nice tokin to him... then ytd evenin were chattin wit wei kang(classmate) n i din noe he was so frenzly ...we chat damn lot ...

anwyay i hope we can stay as one together 4ever ...


J N F

SHIT DEEPLY TROUBLEd N CONFUSE...wat shld i do?

Lips Of An Angel



Honey why you calling me so late

It's kinda hard to talk right now

Honey why you crying is everything okay

I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel



It's funny that you're calling me tonight

And yes I've dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me

Will it start a fight

No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel


It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

(And I never wanna say goodbye)

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late

were tokin to justin at lvl 9 in cineleisure... we play a game... which we turn the table n c the key point to who..the person which the key point to ...nid to ans ques frm the other person...so after playin the game..i noe alot of justin n justin noe mi better.... (ALL HONEST ANS)den he say tt i handle relationship v mature...which im glad ...
then after one n a half hour talk .... we agree to fling ... i mean i fling one guy then he oso fling one gal... bt we noe tt our relationship is stable de...i agree ...is fun...however after chattin wit mei mei( juz reach hm)i ws quite sad abt hw he agree to it.n how stupid of mi to play along!i call him.he give valid reason.however i stil feel sad...
i realli startin to fall deep for him...!!! bt y do i have the thought of nt lettin him b impt to mi?? y i always rejectin? y am i always scare? guess i dun wan rely someone so much. so tt one day they leave mi ...i still can survive n heck care of their departure...


today cut my leg wit a rusty metal.wash it immediately after i cut myself.sooo pain.have 2 long n deep cut at my knee... :X

n today watch Eragon...n it is damn nice....eragon is sooo handsome hahaha..n that gal is soo beautiful.gd match;P

today went to sch with long pant....LOL soooo mani guy tease mi lo(tt y i din let justin noe my blog add or else he sure unhappy should he noe tt so mani guy tease mi)... specially tt chun how...a moment wanna take pic a moment wanna take video ...of mi!!!LOL damn funny... then a guy who assis lecturer de come join the conversation.lol sayin tt he remember tt once he c mi in tkd ....haha he say mi v v cute...lol...


then jj come n tease mi...then charles always come take tissue frm mi... then oso ask why i wear pant..then when koon chin help mi wit my work then he oso ask..teasin mi....lol..gosh sooo funny ...had a gd day tdy...LOL...
nw chiong study...sian

tiring.bt nt goin to slp.life is short n suddenly i dun wish to spend my time all in slpin.i wan spend more on enjoyin myself like surin net, playin game..n stuff.... rather than went to slp. my mind is blank. bt i miss someone who i din meet up for 5days le... missin him...missin is a bad thg cuz it cuz heart ache. guess he muz b slpin soundly now... so cute when he slpin... keke... i like to smell n bite his hand.....soooooooooooo kawaii...

life is meaningless when love dont exist...

TO whoever readin this
do treasure everyone ard u


i realli afraid one day i might b alone. wit no one care juz like im transparent... stand in front u yet u cant c mi... scream yet no one hear... i scare i might end up like this.... y am i soo scare?????

juz link sam blog ... do take a look

ytd went to cousin simple wedding n i had alot of fun... the buffet is yummy:P
i love the chocolate fondue yummy yummy... ;P


after tt went to cousin room.... wa the scenary is soooooo beautiful.it overlook the whole clarke quay...n i love the inner structure of the hotel room(swiss hotel)it was nice to sit at the balcony...the cool breeze n the colourful lightnin... i juz cant bear to leave there....

ard evening, walk to MOS wit meimei.... n i was sooooooo shock. nvr c such a long queue b4 in my entire life( mayb im young ...lol) the queue start from mos to novotel!!!! gosh. so del n naren wanna change to other bar...n so we(mei mei n mi) walk over to mohamad sultan... b4 tt saw wintermoon( opps dun noe her name),jac n join...then also kelson...


the road is short n met del n naren at dbl u then walk over to cheeky( mei mei n i abit lost haha) each person 30dollar n initially it was abit sian however after a few cup of alcoholic drink down into our stomach, we were high n we(mei, del n mi) dance to the rhytem of the music... n soo mani guy wanna dance wit mei mei ... however due to our(del n my) protection, the guy gt not a single chance of gettin near mei mei ...haha

then daniel come n meet us... mei mei went speed car wit him...after tt i oso... it was fun bt scary cuz like puttin ur precious life in the hand of his...life n death is in his hand!!! the cornerin is damn scary. if there is any small mistake the car will crash... anyway guess i wont speed next time...

when back to the bar, we witness a fight which involve ard like 20 - 30 men hittin one guy. the guy were already lyin on the floor yet they keep kickin hard on him. i was so touch when his gf came n cover him... the fight end when the bouncers of cheeky came.. the police came shortly. however everyone includin the guy being hit already left. e guy had bruises all over his face.n he cant walk st. lucky gt his gf to help him.
then daniel say: imagine ur bf leh

i was already shock to witness such a fight then when he said tt...i cant control my emotion when i imagine. i remember justin told mi tt he lie on e floor when he was fightin in e end however he did pull one man down wit him.so the other were hittin him, he hit the guy... den the police came. when he told mi these tt time i feel abit xin tong bt i gt no tot or any other emotion. howvever ytd i witness the fight n imagine tt was justin. i cant stop the tear frm flowin down my hot cheek...


how i wish justin were by side...i wanna embrace him tightly n nvr let go. i feel sooo xin tong....
but i do ask myself. if i was there when he fight. will i like the gal cover on her bf when ppl were kickin him hard... i tink of it v hard.however, i still do not have the ans....
i gt to thank someone. n tt is sam. when i was soo sad n i cry in the bar, he comfort mi ... tt so nice of him... lol i noe u r readin my blog now...LOL... so how is it feel to have someone blog gd abt u? haha....

shall end here....tired .gtgt(gt to go to) slp!!!


J n F 4ever

e day of my new chapter of life
tdy was alright ..bt been busy recently for the upcomin exam... and tdy i keep tryin to solve the problem which i face in class...abt someone..tryin to find some i can trust i can gp up....
then at nite i finally find him...wa he v gd...n i was touch. n he oso dislike her... tt bit** brainwash the gal le...which i noe i can do nthg bt i find out a few thg... which make it a lil easier fer mi to take action...action against e devil...



thur

goin to vivo wit classmate


fri
goin bbq to jj house wit my class de guy


sat
high tea wit cousin ( cousin carol gettin married wit jason. his parent comin here frm america) congrate ^^



sun
goin to watch his match



jj n i 's plan

get mi into the boy gp. n out of her evil palm. which accordin to jj it wil b easy ^^

fri


went to rebond my hair after sch...took hour so slp through the whole process...haha
...like it alot...
receive bad new ... at nite when i cal justin...jason pick the phone..hello... i ask where justin n he reply shock mi...
he say: he is on the way to hospital!!!!
i was immobile after jason put the phone...
my mind is blank ... n the 1st tot was must b his new dye hair..!!!!
so i wait for justin to call or his frenz...then i finally receive msg frm justin sayin he is alright n stuff...
n wat happen... all i can say is tt gal is a BITC*
LOL...im wrong... nt bcuz of his hair...




Sat


went to his house...n i was soooo heart pain.. there is bruises on his face n head... so the whole day i help him rub the blue black... n i suggest him to go tie da since his chest hurt whenever he laugh or breath too hard...inner injuries!!! anyway his parent were all in ytd ... n his sis n bro... then ard afternoon... jason, jacob...then i get to know the whole thg ...sit cab home tt nite...he gave mi the money...
i like him when he lie on my lap... cuz he look hen hao kan..look like F4 de jerry..den i tell him n he say im the 4th person tellin him le..LOL...
gosh miss him now..n love him lotsa



tdy


went to ave 1 to eat wit the whole family in the morning... then came back... n here im bloggin...n latr studyin ...actually goin out wit justin bt cuz exam ard the corner then gt to study..:(