were tokin to justin at lvl 9 in cineleisure... we play a game... which we turn the table n c the key point to who..the person which the key point to ...nid to ans ques frm the other person...so after playin the game..i noe alot of justin n justin noe mi better.... (ALL HONEST ANS)den he say tt i handle relationship v mature...which im glad ...
then after one n a half hour talk .... we agree to fling ... i mean i fling one guy then he oso fling one gal... bt we noe tt our relationship is stable de...i agree ...is fun...however after chattin wit mei mei( juz reach hm)i ws quite sad abt hw he agree to it.n how stupid of mi to play along!i call him.he give valid reason.however i stil feel sad...
i realli startin to fall deep for him...!!! bt y do i have the thought of nt lettin him b impt to mi?? y i always rejectin? y am i always scare? guess i dun wan rely someone so much. so tt one day they leave mi ...i still can survive n heck care of their departure...


today cut my leg wit a rusty metal.wash it immediately after i cut myself.sooo pain.have 2 long n deep cut at my knee... :X

n today watch Eragon...n it is damn nice....eragon is sooo handsome hahaha..n that gal is soo beautiful.gd match;P