tired

Suddenly i feel v tired and sick of living.

After so many years...

心真的很烦。可是我以看透了。。。 我根本不在呼了 。。。 这样的我比较快乐。可是心很痛。

My boyfriend, clifford, is really very good and sweet. Even after 3 years...

Today i'm really very unhappy and upset. Then he said to me "他不爱你，让我来爱你". I almost cried out on the spot.

When i came home, I told Sarah some of my thought and she finally told me what that person said about me. I almost cried out too.... But i suppress because this only makes me stronger.

I can't describe how my heart hurts right now. It feels like it is tearing apart... I wanna cry now but i can't. I'm not in the right place. I wanna drink to drown my sorrow.

OH MY GOODNESS!

I did not realized till now that the moment I changed my blog skin, I actually delete all friend's blog link too.. Shit happened

I'm back

I know I know I know.

I've been MIA for so long. But that is bcuz i almost forgot i got a blog... Recently, too much happened. Long story.

I'm really bored now. And i can't think of anyone to call. Baby clifford must be busy watching anime. I do not want to disturb him because he seldom has time for that. He is always occupy with work.

Since I'm so bored now, I shall tell you what I did today. Went to NEX, the new shopping mall situated at Serangoon, with Sarah, Qing and Felicia ( she has the same name as me). Did some window shopping simply because it is SO crowded! Arg i hate crowded place =X

We did not really enjoy ourself much because the place is too big and crowded. Make us soo giddy... Head home after that....

THE END

IM BORED =(

Who can i call to chat? And chat what???