My personality is popular yet controlled, sociable yet aloof, Outgoing yet shy, sensitive yet thoughtless, a very split personality.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
might announce officially ...
didi might have a thing for me. i was later confirm after what he said to me in msn. but seriously are u guy blind?? which part of me attract u??!!
anyway went to winnie bdae celebration at cocoon pub last nite. was totally wasted... but i had a lot of fun... winnie n i kiss... so swt of her...
oh btw i hereby announce that im bisexual. and my bf dun mind as long as she is nt a butch. so whatever ...
dear just asked me out to eat steamboat but soo late liao.. and is raining .. in additional i dun like his colleague thus cancel ... i wan go out but where??? i dun feel like goin clubbin tonite tho is halloween! SIAN
Today in sch i did nothing haha soo slack... 1st break went to eat with the girls then 2nd break went to a uni talk with sarah, didi ( cheng che ), joel and tendeious.
Actually i alr waiting for su hui but i cant believed i 4gt abt her n went ahead without her. HAHA after the talk she angry.. and sarah, tendious and me apologised... lol...den didi went to eat with frenz and su hui, xiao hui and joel went back their own respective class.
Sarah, Tendious n me went to car park to take Tendious's car n head to nearby coffee shop to smoke. Tendious nt bad... cuz i 4gt to take my cig ( which i stole from dear dear ) den he gave me one free and when i offered to pay him 50 cent, he said such a cute girl no need de...anyone who see mi will give mi free oso cuz i cute... i dun noe how to react ... then he treated sarah n mi drink... nt a bad guy...
Went home after school.
recently, a guy called jonathon asked me out. Then today, tendious said mi cute. Then kenneth keep texting me ( who asked mi to be his stead not long ago ) .. how come suddenly dao hua yun san sheng??? im as ugly as always ...
And just a few min ago, William kept askin mi go drink... i rejected cuz too late. Then he said fri he will be at dragonfly... lolx but fri i'll be pasi pajang de pub ( i nt sure where is the pub at la ..soooo far ) celebrating winnie's bdae party plus halloween party...
Dear now asked mi go pub drink ...same reason not goin down. Too late.
oh ya... btw recently, i broke my own record.. i finished php code by 1st meeting. And the rest in sch doin nothg... haha... sooo happy!!
PS: I smoke bcuz i wan dear to be guilty. so dun stop askin mi to stop smoking till my bf stop! He did cut down alot... bcuz i got asthma n i cant smoke. Doctor advised me b4... so end of the day he did feel bad n cut down alot. But still ...hard to quit...
Just watch finished the 2nd epi of Autumn Concerto and the lead actress's character catches my heart... No wonder this drama have better rating than Momo love...
Vaness Wu's role attract me too... Kudos to his acting.
Heard this song while having breakfast with Sarah, Chen che, luke, jian fang and i-4gt-the-name.
Gonna talk about thgs happened to mi these few days... there are funny one, touching one, angry one and happy one of course...
1: that guy who always called mi sally flirt with mi again. U noe what he did?? He called me sally and wink n muack mi. Then called me baby ... lolx but my answer is always the same. I belong to my bf only...
then he said whether can he don my cap. den i said cannot cuz dear bought for mi de. haha i noe i sound turn off bt i dun give a damn... and he oso dun give a damn cuz h continue to call mi sally... lolx...
2. the grp is gonna disperse but i dun care cuz as long as those closer one stay contact den can liao...u know who you are!! And the one who changed ... I DUN CARE ABT U AS LONG AS U DUN FK WIT MI !! Im soo sick n tired of you!! Complain as much as u can..cuz it dun matter. When gt dai ji, ta men the 1st to ciao.
Sux it up loser!
3. today, my team mate stab mi with a knife. Not really stab, it is just a metaphor. If this happened in the past, i will feel sad and lost. But i wont now. I thinking of ways that can counter back. My A fly away... sob sob... Think im gonna resort to skip breakfast n lunch liao...
4. Xiao fang jie ( who live at China ) msn me.. im soo happy but i cant talk much cuz i sat in front of the facilitator.. sob sob.. hope they are doing fine at there.. Miss them sooo much...
5. went to sharing session for the Japan sudy trip. OMG IM SOOO TEMPTED TO GO JAPAN!! The previous grp went to Disneyland somemore!!!! If the upcoming japan study trip is next year i might be goin with sarah, winnie, joanne and chen che.. SOOO happi.. I cant wait !!
6. Saw my darling Alena tdy. She cried upon seeing me... I was startle and i dun noe what to do ( u noe im stupid showin expression ) but i oso feel like cryin inside... i miss her a lot too... n im happy that i saw her today. Wipes the tears on her face and it hurt me to see her cry. How i wish i can spend more time with her today but both of us are busy as usual...so i hurried to the talk after that.
After the talk actually goin to meet up with su hui to finish the webpage for competition which due tml but last min su hui cancelled so i went home with sarah.
My honey, Alena, if you reading this. I WANNA TELL U I MISS U AlOT TOO!! And dun ever cry ok...cuz my heart will ache. Sayang Sayang... we can meet up on our free time ya? On my way home, flashback of us in the past made me misss you alot. After your exam, let go out ok?? LOVE U N TC. xoxo
ps: think going to burn mid night oil tonite... =( goin to miss my beauty slp again ...
finally can slp late !! today i slpt till 2 pm den woke up haha...soo happi.
today, kenvin asked mi wanna go club or pub tml but tml is meiyan's bdae party so too bad. Nvm there still another time. Lol i dun noe why he is sooo excited about going to gay club. HAHa keep askin mi bring him go. lolx .. but i cant go without dear dear ...so i always delay the outing. sorry dude
Then talk to dear dear on msn while he is having his break. lol he soo happy that my mum gave him lenovo s10-2 laptop. small n portable. V convenience. And he bring to his work place. LOL kawaii boi boi
I told him about my dream and he promise that he will never ps mi no matter wat. keke im really happy that he is mine! SOO MISS HIM NOW!!!! =X
And i got my new bag!! a ns bag. IM SOO HAPPI KEKE!!
In my dream, i was swimming in a pool at a high class restuarant. Suddenly i was drowning and with a helping hand from a stranger, i manage to sit on a nearby bench. I feel soo helpless and lost. I dun noe where i suppose to go... In my heart i expect dear dear to come n hug mi. However, no one came.
So i decided to walk around in my cold and wet swimming costume. And i saw someone i hate and i ignore her. Anyway, then here come my best frenz ( haha i think i watched too much movie. e gal is the actress who acted in nana movie 1) and she led mi ... blah blah...
what im tryin to say is that i hate being alone and helpless! Must learn to b independent.
btw i realli dislike someone in my class. He is soo chiong tat i have to work even harder than i alr had. So for the past few days, i either skip my breakfast n lunch ( meaning from 8 am to 4 pm i have a empty stomach ) or eat breads. GOSH! i cant believed i can b such a good student. But i just dislike the idea of someone better than me! argx.. @ least nt someone like him. ARGX!!!!!!!!!
Then winnie msn sayin i should chill cuz she spy on mi.. haha ...
oh ytd went to Jarrel's terrace... SOOO NICE!! When i get older i oso wanna get myself a 3 storey house!
dear bought mi 2 young heart bra from msia, 5 ear stud and tibits. DEAR I LOVE U TOOOO BITS!!! lol he promised mi that every month he will bring mi to gold shop to buy gold for mi keke... this is for our future....
Anyway, today someone in my class ask mi out for dinner n i gave him a real nasty reply.
him: wanna go out dinner tonite wit mi?? mi: erm.. no....
after awhile
mi: im waiting for my bf to come pick mi up him ( talk to one of my team mate ) : at least i tried my best...
and he walk away...
den i told dear, he is angry. i told mummy n sarah, they luff at mi! -.-||
Anyway, tonite i need to rush for my work stuff. And b4 23 of oct, i need to come out with 2 webpages. Den this sat is mei yan bdae party... YESH!!
Most importantly, leonard is helping mi with my pp.. haha im sooo relax when it comes to PP... keke im sooo happpiiii
btw im helping dear, rion and vick with their online shop. Mayb they are going to setup blogshop..n im assigned wit the task of creating a website for them. lol im soo happi...
im soo afraid i thought i might as well die! how i wish i can always live in the make-believe fantasy world i created. idk what is it that i feel this way. There is no reason for hw i felt but somehow i just feel down when i think of.. forget abt it.
im just feeling negative that all...
Anyway, went out with dear, sarah and melinder to buy mei yan's bdae present n i just got to know there is diff method of kissing. Gosh idk that ... i wonder how i can learn those methods. Of cuz i can practise with my bf but both of us dun noe anythg about this...
nvm.. let me check out www.youtube.com ...
seriously, personally i dun realli like kissing. Oni a few times i find kissing can realli b romantic and smooth.
Anyway, went to watch The deadly Tsunami ytd and The ugly truth today. I rated both movie 4 out of 5. It is realli nice. I cried watchin The deadly tsunami... It reminds mi of that fateful night...
if i were to watch alone at home i guess i will really cry my heart out!
As for The ugly truth, it is very funny. Esp the part: " oh so your pussy( cat ) changed the channel " somethg like this...
u guys shld realli catch that movie!
I cant wait to watch: Jennifer's body and Paranormal Activity!! Paranormal Activity seem pretty scary!!! It is similar with the movie Blair Witch cuz both is horror movie and low budget.
Ok enuff of talking of horror movie cuz i kind of feel creepy right now. I better hit my bed now! night guy!
