life

everyone is trying to understand life... but to me... i try not to understand it... i will try to feel it...

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i dont like whenever i feel sad... cause i will feel so lost and unwanted... i hate it... the feelin is so strong that sometime i will feel that my existence is so extra...

好无助

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the reason i work so hard in class bcuz... i feel im wanted either by frenz or family... i feel that i have a purpose of living...

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i feel soo sad... i feel like crying...my uncle lying in hospice waiting for his time to come... he asked about Clifford... he never asked to see anyone but he asked for dear dear... !!


must quickly take dear dear to see him... or else...


i dun want to regret anythg in this life


i wonder how can the others be sooo cold-blooded... ??!! not a word of concern?? tt is why sometime i hate ...!!

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anyway went to watch terminator salvation at bishan ... it is sooo nice... i rate it 8/10..then Jason drive us home....

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my heart aching soo badly... the image of my poor uncle lying in hospice..!!