我真的苯到相信有永远

you are the one

you are the one who do not trust my love...
you are the one who letting go not me...

if just a simple comment can cause our relationship to break ... then i believe wat u say... our love is on the edge...

then watever i said u wanna break then i fine with it... and dun ever dare to push mi to other guy... KNN

mayb i like girls ... CB...

u always make a joke ... then i let it happen...

wat wrong wit mi?

seriously wat wrong wit mi?

im feeli all sad n lonely whenever he did not call =x feel like im introvert with no frenz... but i just miss him badly... tho this afternoon did meet up wit him with wei liang, joel, kia shi, sarah n mi ...

anyway he did not call mi after he reach home... mus b slpin liao... i feel soo lonely arg...i think i better go slp...or else i will start to tink negatively again...

I HATE MYSELF!!!

commitment

tdy was a fun day... n omg my class de ppl damn open... haha not gonna talk abt the details but ya..somethg to do with mouth virgin n data communication hahaha.... and more...!!

anyway 1st break eat with Rudi, Wendi, Brandon, Jian Yong, Sarah n mi... v funNi... sarah said her chicken wing v juicy then Rudi continue say... chicken wing ok but not sauage HAHAH WTF!!

then alot of FUnny thgs goin on in class...like my slide gt one example

how network enhance communication : i give one example is cyber chat on phone with beautiful girls and now have video in internet to watch. This is one example i gave...

the whole class even faci LOL ... super funny ...n i keep ri siao rudi ... sayin he gay ...n soon our class wil turn into taboo club... HAHA...

I LOVE THIS CLASS!!! n we are REALLI V V V V OPEN LO...

anyway i love java n i see no wrong in mi loving java but alot ppl say mi siao =(
haha but i soooo happy i choose the right course ^.^

2nd break : sarah n brandon go smoke then i peh kwee qing eat..talk alot n stuff...n keep luffin too ....cuz of y clAss de ppl la... and my bf...

TDY IS FUN N LOVLY... dear wear suit come pick mi up..n is like damn handsome lo... we just bought the long sleeve shirt a few days ago... then all ppl turn to look at him...soo happy..then mei qi still sarah thg.. haha.... anyway dear came my hse n slack n watch movie... love dear dear to bits... keke

ok think i go slp liao super tired....

anyway i realise i dun like to commit n i love freedom...

complain letter

check my daily grade tdy... n realise i gt a B. yet my team mate who i taught her java got A. knn....

wrote a complain letter st away...

and for those who reluctant to help ( which i dun nid anyway.. just checkin out their personality n character ) will be obliterate...

anyway 1st day of sch, classmates like long lost frenz... v funny n fun class...
and 1st day is object oriented programming.. wah super fun!! i love java!
and oso there is another gal call felicia... lolx... everyone gt confuse with our name... more confusion when they realise sarah n i is twin... rofl...

2nd day: web multimedia... fun too..have realli gd time chatting with suhui too...felicia and suhui super funny... our grp is realli loud except for joel... he is realli quiet... but still frenzly so ok la..

i think i decided to join wushu bcuz wushu's president happen to b my classmate. bside tt, soon wushu will have arobic... cool right... keke...

and

one more IG is cypher... which is related to my course de....

everyone approve my decision EXCEPT ONE AS HOLE...let me intro tt as hole...my bf...CLIFFORD!!!

big BIG BIG ashole!!!! argx...

how can he like this? i noe our meeting may b reduce due to my busy schedule of holding 2 IG...but how can he not think of my future?! if can i wan get to uni!! i feel im soo tied down. not tt i do not feel bad of not meeting often but wat can i do?







btw i manage to sell my sidekick hooray!! im aiming for nokia n97 keke ^.-

and just change my hp too=) wah i soo wanna buy tt shirt at cotton on body ytd and i bought it tdy...actually nt i buy it haha is my bf bought it during his break time.. so happy... i wanna buy it ytd but last piece so decide to buy it tdy...

PS: life is short... do watever u want n b happy!! my uncle is now waiting for death... left half a yr... i feel soo sad... on sun i still went to visit him with dear... n push the wheel chair down to the food court...

he said he wanna eat char gou tian but is like soo oily and dear disapprove..

dear: too oily dont give him eat
mi: he do not left much time... give him anythg he want...

i almost cry out on the spot... i feel soo helpless.... and he said wanna leave some of his money to me... i dun noe wat to say to him.... he noe he is dying soon .. yet he do not cry or watever... my heart breakin into many pieces...

lost

dun noe why i feel soo lost... i dun noe wat i like i dun noe wat i wan i dun noe wat to do i dun noe my passion...

coincident

wat a coincident.. recently went to the arcade at ion shopping centre, sarah, dear n mi saw dear's ex... then tdy at the same arcade with dear, rion n mi

guess who we saw?

i saw my ex... haha and LIN JUN JIE!!!

omg...!!!

haha but nvr take pic wit him cuz he busy playin game... lolx...

haha this arcade sure bring mi back some memories...

but anyway... im sooo happy that fate bring clifford to me... i nvr believe such good bf ever exist till his appearance...

imagine ur bf:

1) wait for u for 8 hours while u working... is like shou zai ni sheng bian... bu li bu qi....
2) every single time you guy went out, he'll send you home. cuz he care for ur safety
3) he is broke and still bought you things you wants/love...end up he had bread for one month...
4) never left you alone even when you guy quarrel...
5) never let you club alone.. he will stand beside you quietly while u n ur friends dancing ( even he is very tired n is working the next day )
6) let you pinch... slap ...him or watsoever cuz he know you like it...
7) call u every single day to "report"
8) pay for your expanses
9) take gd care of you when u sick
10) buy you clothes
11) kiss and watch you slp

i miss him soo badly now... whenever i cant get to talk to him or see him...i feel soo sad =x

im falling

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in love with him ...

i dun how to explain the magical of love ... tho i alr fall in love with him...but everytime i see him...my heart will skip a beat... love his every movement... even he blink his eyes... love his long eye lashes... love his hand haha ok it will get too ro ma if i carry on... haha...

I LOVE CLIFFORD!!!!

i shall walk hand in hand with him ... this long path of life.. till we get old...

selling sidekick lx (singapore)

im selling away my sidekick lx here in Singapore... if interested please contact me at felicialim_13@hotmail.com

it is in mint condition... selling at S$350

insomnia

i cant slp everynite!! been slppin ard 6 am since holiday... geez....

anyway i love lady gaga tho she used to be a striper... i think she is talented....

im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SIAN!!! n I MISS HIM... we did not talk much tdy ... i guess he is realli tired... he only have less than 4 hours slp bcuz we went club ytd nite n tdy is the grand opening of his store... gosh...soo poor thg... sayang ... he stay at the club bcuz he wanna tc of mi... geez...

he is way tooooo good to be true...

8.4

8/4/09

SHOP FOR INGREDIENT AT COLD STORAGE AT TAKA WITH DEAR

MORE SHOPPING AT TAKA THEN BOUGHT A BLACK JACKET

COOK PASTA @ DEAR'S HSE

BATH.

GUITAR SESSION WITH DEAR, SARAH n REEVES

DOWN TO CHAPTER 2 AT BUGIS TO CUT DEAR'S HAIR

WENT TO THE NEWLY OPEN SHOPPING MALL FOR THE BEN N JERRY AGAIN HAHA

GUESS WHO I SAW.... DEAR'S EX... GOSH... WE PURPOSELY WALK TO THE MACHINE..N HER CURRENT BF STRESS N UNABLE GET THE BEN N JERRY ICE CREAM... HAHA N THEY WALK AWAY...I FEEL SOO HAPPY DEEP DOWN CUZ IM HOLDING ONE BEN N JERRY ... WHICH IS DEAR CATCH DE...

DINNER AT VIVO.

ST JAMES with dear, sarah, mervin, fayt, terry, han rou and 2 more guys... 4gt the name...HAVE ALOT OF FUN... PROTECTED BY SOO MANI GUY...AS SARAH N I WERE DANCING IN THE CIRCLE WHICH WERE FORM BY THE GUYS...

CAB HOME EARLY FOR FTT zzz

dad pay the cab haha =p

9/4/09

HEAD DOWN TO UBI WITH SARAH.

RESULT: FAIL WTF!!!!!

KILL MI PLS!!!!!!

muscle aching

omg my muscle...think i ran too much on mon.. sob....

went sentosa with mabelin, hui loon, dexer ( i think like this spell ), siying, hong bin, kenvin, rachel, rachael's frenz ... then meet dear at vivo...

played alot of fun games tt day... it is realli v v v fun ....

then tdy oh consider ytd pass 12 lolx...

went out with dear n mervin ... had great time at the newly open shoppin mall at bugis... dear dear caught 2 ben n jerry ice cream n one magium ...LOLX den delicious... dear sooo great... n i bought a pink dolphine and one black no-degree spec... keke... had pretty fun time...

talk aboout dolphine, hui loon told mi tt there is this guy who had se* with dolphine... OMG.... yike...

but anyway i love the pink dolphine (soft toy la ) keke n my bf!!!!kekeke

i sooo wanna buy issey miyake's perfume

the movie bring tears to my eyes no matter how many times i watch it... i just cant stop crying... i hate to think tt one day death will bring us apart... ( 'us' refering to anyone tt are close to mii )

windstruck ROX...

anyway i wanna apologize for not updating my blog... was realli lazy...party alot since sch holiday... n oso mah jonging... and am goin to take my ftt soon... hope i pass this time...

sick n broke recently... sick cause of heaty...stay up too late... reach home ard 7am after partying... and partially bcuz of the growing of wisdom tooth... IT REALLY HURT!! having bad temper and headache v often... fortunately dear dear v v v sweeettt n caring... when i was sick... he took good care of mi when he overnite at my hse for 3 d 2 n... ^.^

and broke bcuz of partying n eatin alot haha... but bcuz im broke i miss a few outing with my ite's outing and chalet!!! SOB



this part do not necessary need to read... lolx i wrote it cuz i kept missin him... lol...
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really love him alot... he did countless of sweet stuff just for me... eg. goin out with my mum to help my uncle, help mi buy vacuum cleaner, kiss mi when i sleeping, watch me sleeping, buy me medicine, accompany arina till she board the cab etc...

i cant stop thinking of him afer he went hm... i cant live without him!!!

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tml goin to sentosa with the boys and i wanna sun tan!! then mayb cab down to pub or club to find rion with dear...

i think i shld end here... i wanna go play restaurant city n viwawa ( wahjong ) addicted to these games lately... playfish n viwawa totally ROX!!!

oh suddenly i rmb there is another movie which makes mi cry like a baby and the movie is Ps: i love you...