im realli tired now...but if i dont blog now i dont tink i have any chance in the future...sori tok like as if im goin to die..NO !!!
juz tt i gt no time fer this...or even i gt time bt i might 4gt wat im gonna to blog.

juz finish discussion wif andrew abt the bbq....wa gt alot of problem but now everythg ok le....tok hours of it le b4 everythg is settle... n oso on the same time justin keep waitin fer my call...
last time i was slpin he miss call mi 10 times...so cannot let him wait again.
so is i thikin of the bbq n tellin andrew wat to do...then tokin to justin on phone...lol...mutitask..keke...

on tue(7.11.06) i realli had a tough day... tt gal bad month mi... n i kind of alone in class bt tt do not matter cuz i dont give it a damn abt it. do watever she want but if she touches mi...i wont let her go...

n i realli miss him alot. feel like tellin him everythg

then at tkd im happy tt del was at my side...sayin she will b my best frenz n such...n at a moment i was so touch by her tt i feel like cryin....
then she was rather upset to hear frm mi tt i have a bf...lol.

anyway after tkd, jason ( my tkd sir) drove mi home..
on the way hm...justin call mi...N i almost burst out crying....
he was waitin outside my sch fer mi...fer 1 hr...n he even see mi trainin...
i was soooo shock tt i tot my brain is dead....
i was soo in love wif him...he is the 1st to do so much thg fer mi...

n after tt he took a taxi to my hse void deck to meet mi...
n of cuz i kept apologize...bcuz is my fault.b4 tt he did mention of sendin mi home...but at tkd he msg mi whether i go home wif frenz anot...i rmb i told him i go home alone on tt day cuz shu wei havin the o n not comin....n so i tot he 4gt tt he say he wanna send mi off.....n thus i sat jason car home...

i feel sooo upset yet happy fer wat he had done ...
he wanna give mi a surprise....but din realise i sat jason car home...

he say he almost cry on the cab on the way to my hse...i feeel soo bad...

gosh i reali love him lot lot lot.... n i realli like the drawin ...
btw i gonna organise a family bbq soon....lookin ferward to it...gonna slp now...eye lid sooo heavy...
g'nite everyone ...muack( oni fer my stead keke)