im NOT GONNA LOAD PIC IN MY BLOG LIAO..... I LOAD 6...IT COME OUT 3 wth ...guess i'll load other place...for now u can c it in my frenzster

omg... i been loadin pic check wat the problem bhind it.... fer almost2-3hrs leh...
i load all 12 pic bt yet oni 6 or 8 come out...wth..i tink other i load other day ba

YTD had a great time.... din expect it turn out soo fun....
the 4 of us( mei mei, mi, andrew n kelvin)
went to arcade 1st to play the shootin de..bt the censor nt gd soo die within 1 min ...it sux...
then went cycling in search of a pit which muz have toilet n shelter nearby....
n we like 32C n 30C ...n so andrew n i decided to book 30C on 11.11.06
but it was unavailable... so we change to other date... but oso 30C..
then i get to sit bhind andrew bike...initially i was damn scare i might fall....
bt it was enjoyin..so slowly i startin to relax...n it was realli enjoyin...
next time i wanna try to stand on the bike de...keke.......
then evenin when to bedok de sheng song to compare bbq stuff de price...n went to eat at bedok interchange....
reach hm ard 10+pm i guess then went down to meet justin n patrick....
n oso one xiao didi....
the 5 of us chat until 2+am b4 everyone go home....
though it abit slack bt it was fun..tokin ghost story n taekwondo stuff at void deck ard midnite...LOL
then there was this car beep at us...then i realise its halloween...LOL...
okie..it was fun...juz short of halloween costume...muahaha
TODAY
i was abt to go out when i stomach pain....WTH....sooo i miss the bbq le....
maplin wif andrew whole day n now 02jam....
my stomach stil achin... :X
din eat the whole day ..even though justin n andrew askin me to eat..bt i cant take any fd....its bloated... :X
n been editin the vid ytd we took...quite nice.gonna upload in youtube after i done
nthg much to say.....juz lookin forward fer the bbq...
IS TIME FER PIC

guess next time then upload pic...tired nw lol

goin to bbq now.... there so mani thg i wanna blog bt mei mei kept usin the comp... :'(
think i'll blog tonite if not tml ba.... keke....

now is 2.35am...n im eatin ice cream..yes u did nt c wrongly im eatin ice cream ...LOL...fun..
juz mapling wif andrew n we took a few pic cuz we juz bought the same cloth n hat...
n my dress is split so i ask him to c my sexy leg..LOL...he laugh....

then this morning went to sch to take test n i gt 79.5%...n most of my frenz fail... phew
then went to meet up wif andrew to ask del to pass us the name list n no...
then i guess everyone must b thinkin we stead....
ok here is the scenario:
andrew n i were walkin to the front of the canteen after meetin del cuz he break n wanna eat thg...
the left is a gp of gal tt r in andrew's class ...n they look at us.... i noe wat they r thinkin....
then on the right were the gp of boy in my class...n some were lookin at us... too i tink i can read their mind.
then @ the front were del... n oso she is lookin at us...
i guess everyone think we stead cuz recently we been together....
n when we were linin up fer fd...del ask ..u guy stead huh....
i was like y -.-
andrew n i juz smile.....

afterward went to tm to watch death note.... is wei kang bdae... so juz go watch even though hear frm mei mei tt it is not nice...fortunately din listen to my sis.i tink the show is v v nice n i like the white guy... they r soo witty n clever ....he hold thg wif 2 hands...n it is soooo cool....n kawaii...
then eat jap cuisine...n it was nice.... i realli like to put some of my salty soup into the rice n then put the chilli...YUMMY...

oh ya..juz contact the yr2 tkd ppl to ask when they r free...mostly i dun noe de...so abit weird weird but after tt im gettin use to it...
startin to get use wat shld a chairman shld do n stuff n of cuz there r alot of thg i still dun noe n nid 2 learn frm del. so do andrew
juz nw msg del..she ask mi to gambatte...keke so happy..cuz i noe someone is there to support mi..keke...i shall do my post well n not disappoint those ppl who had high expectation of mi...
btw tdy i went to watch movie wif the guy initially i tot SHE had install somethg fer mi but in the end i tink she juz wanna po mi or mayb ...mayb she wanna take control over mi n let ppl noe tt she gt control over mi or stuff like tt...but in anymway i will nt let my alarm down...

ytd nite read finish the story bk... n in the end i was soooooooooo sad tt i was gonna cry...
actually the bugger is gd... n they tried all mean to communicate to human being but to no avail...
they r like ender... they dun wanna b murderer... bt they gt no choice .... they want peace too...n in e end... ender were lookin fer places all over in the universe to find a suitable to let the bugger live...he is so kind.n im glad tt valentine is wif him...

oh ya now dlin game...jia jun say he dun mind play game wif mi .... in actual fact i tink he wanna play game wif mi ba....in anyway...i hope the game he found ytd is nice.

PS: im sori andrew .... i pai seh u.. u ask mi to watch death note wif ya 1st yet i watch wif them n u din even get angry but juz sad tt u cant watch... im sooo sori... i promise i watch the part 2 wif ya ok? im sooooorrrrriiiiiii

tdy was a tiring day.... but fun....
andrew came to my hse this afternoon... n after doin some research n brain storming fer the bbq n games n stuff....we startin to play game...1st we play virtual cop2... n damn it was fun....
n of cuz can count i beat him...lol...
then we get to each other maple ac...to "show off" lol....
n lastly we play couple de 02jam... n wa ....v v v v v fun....n exciting.... i was like oh no oh no... lol
gosh....yeah...yeepeee...

LOL... damn fun then ard evening he went hm... cuz he 1st time come my hse thus i send him off to bus stop...

btw e gal i mention earlier msg mi suddenly sayin this thur had a class outin n ask mi to ask andrew along...cuz she see andrew as my bf... which i dont give a damn wat she tink...
it was realli funny how a gal nvr ask mi out suddenly ask mi out....izzit bcuz of my post(u noe jealous) n install somethg fer mi .....
of cuz i reject it sayin it is nt a gd show n say i gt somethg on...
anyway realli i gt somethg on..this fri .... ppl were comin to my hse to change all e door.....
so i wasnt lyin in any way....

goin to maple soon.... an zhu n i were happy at the tot of us( one cleric another lightnin) train until high lvl n ks ppl...LOL....

feelin slpy....n wanna listen to some music b4 gettin onto my comfortable bed n tuck myself into the warm blanket....
juz now were mapling wif andrew n i told him i kind of worry whether i can take the post anot... then he say: dont worry gt mi
initially i was happy but when i tink of it... though he is there bt i cant rely too much on him...
i must depend on myself so tt i can learn more thg...n not disappoint jason...
he is givin mi a chance...

anyway andrew n i were rather sad tt we cant go poly together cuz he nid serve ns 1st.... :'(

btw juz watch tonado in youtube...n wooo ... those ppl damn brave...i wanna like them..their job is to chase after the tornado..wa v v fun.... n exciting.... puttin their life bween life n deatj

like i said earlier that all yr 1 had interview fer tkd....
then tdy some yr1 were ask to show up at tkd rm by 11pm.... when we reach we then realise tt it is to tell us the result....
everyone waited anxiously....
then i was shock to noe tt i was the temporary president /chairman .... n andrew were the vice president..... n chua koon were the logistic/treasurer/committee...LOL

*showing true colour*
a gal of which i din wan to mention the name...start to gather ppl to her side....
though she keep sayin she din wan to bcome the president bt i know wat she realli thinkin... deep inside she is desperate for the post....
she is evil.....
i can c through her.....she has a ugly character...

okie so now... i was in charge to organise a bbq....
though they claim is temporary... however we all noe tt they wont b bother to choose another one de....
if i realli become chairman...i must do my best....
im not gonna slack....

since she started to spread bad abt mi or watever.... i juz wanna say she better watch out...
every moment im listening... learning... interpreting... judging....n of cuz if there is a need...i'll take action...

finally....i able to feel how ender feels... a character in a book im readin recently...
im startin to black listing ppl in my class....as well as in tkd...
fortunately less than the total of my 10 fingers....

n oso if i take up the post, torturing her is like hot knife cutting butter.....

btw i wan special thank to jj... givin mi advice....
n one phrase he say to mi ... tt i'll nvr 4get....
"ppl pass the authority to you, you have the honour to do ur job well"

anyway...planing to call andrew over to my hse tml to discuss abt the bbq....n hand in the proposal by this week... n held the event the next week...though del gave us 3 week....
so im hope everythg went smoothly...

i still have alot to learn...
from now ..i had divide my time equally among these listed below
1) tkd(chairman)
2)treasurer
3)IT
i must study well n oso do my job well....

ytd fight wif mummy ... n mummy fight wif daddy so off they (mummy n mei) went ...out to watch movie... (they watch death note n mei say not nice de..tink not watchin wif andrew le)n latr dad oso went out..not sure whether he go to the party anot...
so at home im gonna bored to death....rotTen...din went for yiying's bdae party....
then play maple wif andrew however at 9pm he nid to work so i gonna decompose...decay
so i dl gunzonline...which is very exciting game...dammit....close beta...omg...then i try to fix the audition however to no avail...gosh...then ifind this webite ijji.com
which ful of game however....i cant dl any game now cuz if i do my com gonna lag like siao...
so mani game alrealy install in my com...maple, audition, gunz, 02jam, delta force warrior n kong kong....

then wait fer him till 2+am then dad slp in my rm cuz mei mie n mummy slp together so cant maple wif him le :(

then h work we msg each other... then he say there v cold bt cannot wear sweater cuz his sweater look smarter n nicer than the uniform...LOL like real i believe him....LOL
then he drank redbull to stay at wake n wait to release to play maple wif mi.... yeeeeee... redbulll .....-.- in the end din play maple....

ytd wait fer andrew to go home frm work until 3am ...meantime msgin each other n surf net....oso mapling my old charatcer....

then andrew reach home, we mapling till 5am...lol... we realli v tired le..
lol...then went to slp...

latr gonna go chalet.... yeepeee....

ytd play maple wif andrew n we chat alot .... then i get to noe alot of his thg... bt i swear i wont tell anyone....
n i told him alot of thg oso...
ytd in maple we actually is dan xinn shi ....

wat i tot of him in the past was all wrong... n it really shock mi....realli im shock n speechless...

n so i say one thg to him...
"i'll be ur best frenz so i can dote on u"

tdy right after sch, the gal n i went to tkd rm to wait fer the interview....
then i told shiryln tt i cant go home wif them cuz goin out wif andrew latr.... then juz like tt i was being tease by shi yin ....
then when andrew come... shi yin say out loud... hey ur bf here le leh....
i was like omg...diao... stupid shi yin la... makin mi face red....then mi n andrew quiet quiet...
then the interview went v smoothly ... i was interview by del n wei kang.... n they r frenzly...

then after my n andrew interview, we went to tm.... n walk walk....
keke had a great time... i bought a new watch ... then we buy bubble tea...(yummy my fav is green apple n his fav is honey milk tea... )
then he bought a cone ice cream....
n actually wanna watch death note the movie de bt din... mayb next week..gonna check latr...

think by this time he was gettin ready fer his work..opps i receive a msg frm him ...lol....
LOL he call mi xiao zhu...lol .....he sooo cute....
opps he cant chat wif mi b4 he go work le.... :X
lol nvm i wait fer him to release....keke

oh yeah daddy finally buy memory card fer the digital camera...yeepeeee....

*angry*
tdy test i was expecting ful marks de...however i press (is a online test) submit,
i gt 88.5% i was like WTH.... then charles who standing bhind mi look at my result ...out of nowhere tuck his head bside mi n say:
wa u very hardworkin thenn get 88.5%...
i gt 90+% ...LOL count urself suay lo


-.-

i oso dun noe y i get tt mark wat!!!
wa charles r like dawei n i hate them cuz they din study then always get better result than mi...ARGGG angry...then always show off to mi...

then the stupid bus driver make mi feel like killin him... make mi walk extra mile home...!!!
i already press the bell yet he din stop! then i press the bell again ... HE OSO DIN STOP... WTF
then no choice .. alight at the next bus stop...

then tdy bong dao andrew n kaung muo ... actually meet andrew 12pm at the hall de.. since i saw him so i shun bian pass him the ear stuck...n kaung muo oso take one...
then andrew say tt e pink colour i give him very cute...
kawaii....

then i was tinkin... actually i shld b close to kaung muo ... cuz we get to know each other on the 1st time of sch... however now i was closer to andrew ( who was kaung muo's best frenz)instead of kaung muo... lol... how fate sometime is funny...

i know wat make game so fun..is when playin wif frenz...
after andrew log off...i tend to play my ac... bt i realise i dun feel like playin alone... then suddenly i miss him... bt he slpin... he tml gonna woke up 7.30am then he still pei mi play maple...

btw i FINALLY find the folder tt i took pic in maple...so hapi...
after biddin so mani times of gdbye... he kiss mi...

keke....juz now play maple wif andrew....

n we both start a new character...
initially we were thinkin of wat name shall we get for ourselves... then he tot of...
Andrew181006 n Felicia181006
its our name then follow the date we were "born"
however i unable use tt name...so i put fel181006...( which is available)
then he call mi... n so i tell him...then he was thinkin of changing to Drew181006 which he din cuz not nice lol...
n this is our name

Andrew181006 n fel181006

nice hor :)

we were playin then this guy which is at a higher lvl come tok to us then he drop alot of thg
eg cloth shoe hat wand... then i take take take...
then he say is for male-.-
thenn i wanna give andrew however tt guy say...
tell gf give u....
andrew n i say nthg except thank ...then off we go....

wa he v gd at maple...i was like keep followin him...
then when we bid gd nite.... he kiss mi in maple after mani time of farewell....
lol.. then i write : * shy
n we both laugh....
then i oso kiss him lo... polite....
he v cute...
i took alot of pic bt i du noe where the com save the pic at so i din upload... sob sob...
btw tdy is best frenz day...
happy best frenz day...
send alot sms to mani ppl...
now soo hyper....

n i learn the word la la land...
lol whenever andrew wanna slp he fer sure will say c u in la la land...soo cute...

it was a tiring day today... i startin to hate n detest charles. i hate the way he flirt wif mi...
i always feel embarrasse ard him.. then he always take tissue frm mi...like peng leng...

anyway andrew n i were msgin to each other the whole day...
he very cute...
i was waitin for my class at the corridor n oso waitin for his msg.. then he came out of the room.. he lesson is over.... we din chat juz exchange smile...
lol... when he gone i reply his msg...
lol we were juz right infront of each other yet we walk by sms... keke...
then he reply he shy...

aww...he sooo cute...like wanna dote on him...

yeeepeee tml lesson start at 12 pm n end at 1pm..hooray...jumpin jumpin..keke...

recently dl ( legal) alot of song... keke...

now goin play maple wif andrew... gonna start a new character...n andrew oso ...
so we can train together....
guess gonna play until v late tdy ba

n oso im goin to buy laptop at oni 120 dollar !!! keke

again....did nt hve too much of slp... slp at 3+am n woke up at 615am...
saw andrew on the way to sch n so we have a lil tok... then we went our separate way...
i tink he have a thg fer mi (woman intuitive)
he lik so happy whenever he saw mi then always will find topic to tok...
then after shu wei tok to him he will slow down n wait...
then will walk bside mi....(then tdy shi yin ask mi how our relationship goin on? dun noe how to say? so say juz frenz)
then attend lesson n went to student hub to slack n slp cuz v v tired.....
then on the way out.... the learning resource centre was pack wif alot of boy(not a single gal) then when i was walkin out... i suddenly hear a guy say...
" wei... na ge bu chuo leh... ( tt one not bad leh)"
"hou mian na ge huh? ( is tt the one behind ? ) "

i was thinkin who is it tt the guy was referin to then shu wei say is mi....cool... this make tink of somethg
when i was younger, the gp of us weere headin to ang mo kio interchange n i was infront n my twin were tokin to other at the back...
n so when i pass by a gp of ah beng,
the gp of ah beng wanna take my no...
then my twin walk by...n they scare the living hell out of them HAHa...n then they din ask...LOL
sooooooooooo FUNNY.... we know cuz my frenz overhear the conversation of the ah beng tokin...HAHA

anyway tdy charles ( he pattern is like da wei...speaking of da wei make my blood boil)flirt wif mi when i ask him whether he wanna buy the notebook at oni 120 dollar! cuz im the treasurer n nid to take note....
n he keep sayin unneccessary thg..initially i felt irritating but latr chun fa who were sittiin bside say out loud...
"he was flirting wif u"

truely speaking i didnt know he was flirting wif mi...till chun fa say then i realise tt...
so is wei liang flirtin wif mi ? cuz i ask him he oso say somethg like charles....
to wei liang i oso v unhappy....lucky the boys help mi by toot wei liang...phew...

ok enuff of boys... now let tok abt studies....
wa....mr chen's module.... realli can die...
last time 11 module for 18 weeks n mr chen tink is difficult to teach i mean not enuff time...yet now is 22 module to lecture !!!! wa...so now every lesson there for sure have 11/2 hr of self study online....
then now oni the 4th days of self study, tml already gonna have test... STRESS...

wa ... lucky tdy shiyin say dun wan go tkd then we quickly pon...
or else my body realli cannot ta han le :X
v tired...since sch reopen... shiyin oso same situation as mi..cannot slp...
anyway tdy went hm 7pm...
wa frm 8am to 6 am .... realli can die...
wa for the followin month... every tue it will be frm 8am to 9.15pm in sch...can die !!!!
HELp!!!

now in class n damn..im starting to feel tired.... ytd nite din slp ..oni gt a few hr of slp...
slp at 5 +am n woke up for sch at 8am @.@
n ard 1+am, andrew(tkd) call mi n we chat b4 my mum nag n so i have to put down the phone.n so we msg...he said he cant slp... cuz when holiday he always 2days din slp...i was like wa... n i was thinkin wa finally find one person to pei mi at nite when i cant slp... bt ard 2+am he din reply mi -.-
eh he fell aslp.... !!lol .....
anyway .... saw him in sch this morning...he release le( it was ard9+am)...wa damn early... my class oso IT yet we release 5pm..gosh ....
have pe n break then here blogging....
lecturer lecturing html or somethg like

phew...lucky i did some research on this.. or else i'll b v blur...
anyway feeling tired...
i tink the worse senario was my head banging onto the com table ba...LOL...
n slp like nobody business....

*continue when i reach hm*
reach quite a while ago... right after sch .....went to happp hse...wif shuwei n damn the puppy is sooooooo cute....
n im feelin like im dying..tired...
btw i realli love this song alot...
title: purest of pain by son by four.... very nice,english version...
coco lee sang a song tt wif the same melody bt in chinese...
title: baby dui bu qi (im sorry baby )

can u c the kawaii puppy tt i hold in my arm? so cuteeee

My autobiography

1.Where did you take your last pic?DXO
2.What exactly are you wearing right now?a collar shirt n a short black pant
3.What is your current problem?i wanna b witty n clever n smart n thin n beautiful LOL so mani
4.What makes you most happy?amusement park
5.What's the name of the song that you're listeningto? because im a girl
6.Has anyone close to you died recently?nope
7.Do you ever watch mtv?sometimes
8. Whats something that really annoys you? my limited thinking.LOL.a simpleton

Chapter 1:
1.First name:felicia
2.Nickname(s):fen fen aka fel aka jie
3.Current location: home ... one of the place on earth
4.Eye color:dark brown

Chapter 2:
1.Do you live with your parents?yes. living alone will b torturing mi
2.Do you get along with your parent(s)?yesyes!
3.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?married
4.Do you have any Siblings? a twin

Chapter 3:
Favorite...
1. Ice Cream:mint, chocolate, mint, lemon, coffee ( did i mention mint twice?)
2.Season:all 4 season

Chapter 4:
Do You..
1.Write on your hand: nope.
2.Call people back:yeah
3.Believe in love:yeah sometimes
4.Sleep on a certain side of the bed?nope
5. Have any bad habits?everyone do
6. Any mental health issues?NO WAYYY

Chapter 5:
Have You...
1.Broken a bone:i bruise my rib n sometime it still hurt.however did not consult any doc.
2.Sprained stuff: .yeah
3.Had physical therapy?:nope
4.Gotten stitches:yee yuck.i hate needle.eh no
5.Taken painkillers?yes
6.Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling:sadly nope
7.Been stung by a bee:nope
8.Thrown up at the dentist:tt funny n i wld like to try sometime
9.Sworn in front of your parents:all the time
10.Had detention:yes once. i pon classes.
11.Been sent to the principal's office:yeah. bt for gd reason.however tt is a long time ago

Chaper 6:
Who/What was the last
1.Movie(s)? i cant rmb. i wanna watch death note n silk n pulse n n n n
2.Person to text you?sch samuel
3.Person you called?mummy" mummy did u call mi ?"
4.Person you hugged?mei mei she crying
5.Person you tackled?cant rmb
6.Thing you touched?:keyboard
7.Person you touched?mummy

went clubbing at DXO wif kelvin n his 2 other university frenz....n of course mei mei.... they r nice guy ard 25 yr old....
waited very long to get in.... n tt daryl peng seh...wtf... anyway when we finally get in...there alot of ppl... saw pang leng n his frenz...bt we din tok.... then we order "drink" ... mei mei n mine is sex on the beach... then kelvin is dun noe wat pineapple n wa is damn strong n bitter...however easy to get high.... n we drink quite alot....n the white guy(let name him A ) is vodka.
after finish drinking.... kelvin push his way through damn crowded crowd n we finally get to the center of the dance floor....
had alot of fun...n sweat alot... cause is damn hot n high....LOL
n had alot of guy wanna dance wif mei mei. then there was this guy tok to kelvin n mei mei tot is his frenz .... so when the guy dance wif mei mei ...mei tink nthg abt it... after wat seem like sec...kelvin (who oso wanna dance wif mei ) ask her: ur frenz huh?
n so it is obvious....he is extra n nt our frenz!
so kelvin drag mei mei to his side..
tt guy seeing tt ....then came dance wif mi...n put his hand on my waist ..... wth. i rmb what cousin jess said...n so i push him away...n at the right time mei mei pull mi to her side....
n A quickly block him out of the circle.... LOL....
then A came to dance wif mi.....he was behind n put his hand on my stomach..eh i was like wt?
then he said : you mind?
i dun noe wat to say... then dance a few sec mei finally pull mi to her...
wa thanks fer the savin ....

had alot of nice song tt nite....
terriyaki boy...YMCA(make mi tink of biao jie) ... my hump... n alot la....DAMN HIGH...
then mei mei said wanna go toilet
*so kelvin n the twin searching for the toilet*
n realise we gt to the 2nd floor... n phew a couple sittin at the sofa gt up n left....
wa finally a place to sit down....n rest.....
then mei n kel went toilet n gt a jar of sprite....
n latr his frenz come join us.
after some talkin ...we realise A n B DOB is almost near us... one is 20th of jan n another is 16th of jan....A is capricorn aquarius cusp.... n A praise mi ..sayin i have a wide knowledge...thank thank.....lol
n we realise tt is the closing time... opps.. time pass so fast when one r havin fun....

then saw a superstar... wei jian.... n oso saw a les dancin though there is no music ... anyway share cab wif kel who live near us... n get hm....
initially he offer to drive us home when we gt to his house at saletar road... bt 2 b caution ...i reject ....
b4 tt saw daryl... tokin to his frenz n suddenly he call to us( wa he still got the gut to call us): hey felicia take care n sarah take care too....wth.... never mind juz wait fer another 3 months n no nid go to underage party.... keke....
anyway got hm rather late le.... i mean v late....

wa then ard 1+pm...mummy call mi up n pei her go settle somethg...
n damn we walk the whole day ..n gt muscle pain ...

feelin v sad.... mei mei n sam broke up...
though i have not go through any of these bt i know how it feel....
it hurt alot....
i know wat she feels now.... though so far i have not c her cry..bt i know deep in her heart she felt terrible....
sometime i do wonder who wil b my first love? how he look like? how is his character? is he mature ?
bt im scare of fallin in love.... i scare i might depend on the person too much ...i scare if i realli love him ...he might left some day... soo mani worries...
* listenin to : because im a girl
in youtube n damn is sooooooooo sad.....

is there true love in this world? wil love last eternity?
recently juz watch ... my girl and i ...in youtube.... n it was so sad....
star by song hye kyo....
after watchin my heart feel v hurt.... not a gd feeling....
n now watchin my wife is a gangster 2.... miss the show ytd which show ytd on channel U.
then gonna watch drama show.... star by song hye kyo...keke...gosh i soo in love wif her...LOL...
she nature beauty.... n she shy.. n she soooo gorgeous....
wish when i grow up i wanna look like her...
she my idol..
she 161cm...cool... not so tall but beautiful n famous...

after soo much tokin... gonna upload some pic....

soo happy... cuz i finally able to transfer pic from my hp to pc via connecting to USB....n oso i finally know how to transfer vid file from digital video cam to pc too... juz a problem here is tt i dun noe how to transfer wat i wrote in microsoft( which is in my hp) to pc... tryin learn tt ...

in the past...i did try to figure it out ... however i dun noe y ..it juz dont work out... bt now it work.... strange.
anyway im happy tt i finally figure it out...keke....

tdy went out wif jing hong n mei mei...n gosh we had alot of fun....
shoppin n laughin n stuff...
then ard 10+ pm meet up wif mum n went hm.....

btw there is a new movie comin out tml... " silk"
wanna watch it tml... keke...

n oso juz receive a new testimonial in frenzter frm jason.... is very meaningful...
n when i was listening to a v sad song n suddenly my mum said she tink of my biao ge1 ex gf(the 1st one)....
i still rmb...she is gentle n beautiful... n she is a very gd gal....
bt after what mum told mi i was shock....
the last time my aunt saw her..she was smokin...omg...*shock*
i feel sad fer her...
i tink she is realli v v v sad when my cousin left her...n tt wat cause her change.... i tink....
though i 4get her face bt i still rmb when i was young n i was crying at a corner( guess mumy scold mi ...dont realli rmb the reason anyway) n she came n comfort mi...she v gentle n beautiful..bt pity my biao ge cant c her gd side n left her...
i miss her.....actually i now miss alot of ppl....

ytd went to meet up shuwei n andrew 2 eat lunch b4 goin fer the grading....
b4 tt have so mani ppl remind mi of havin gradin n belt n stuff...LOL...am i soooo forgetful?? lol bt anyway thank:)

then meet up wif shi yin, jia jun, yan zhan n one guy ( shi yin bring de).... n went fer the grading....
then change n fall in....n blah blah....

while waitin ...were chattin wif andrew, yan zhan n the malay guy...n there was this part i wanna c andrew gradin card photo n he dun let mi ....n so he wanna c mine n of cuz i dont allow too...HAHA.... then he saw my hp no on my gradin card...n he gonna buy 4D wif my no... lol
n sayin tt shld we win, we get to collect 2000 dollar...n wil divide into half... n he pay ..i no nid...lol so nice of him :)
n so ard 10 smthg he msg

"hihi...make a guess...who am i? hehe...."

LOL...phew i gt his no frm shuwei ...thus i noe is him or else i wont reply him or worse i wil dislike the person even though in the end i get to noe the person....
bt of cuz dont let him noe i gt his no . n so i reply...

"hihi...i know...u r andrew:) cuz tdy u saw my no... keke :P "

everythg is nice bt gt one bad news frm him...the no we bought din come out :X
i was still expecting 1000 dollar...LOL...

anyway .... had a fun time ytd.. n at nite watch death curse.... i watch it again though i watch b4...cuz the show is nice :P lol....n i like twin alot
n oso tdy the guy look like one singer kept askin mi fer water...n happen tt in my hand happen was my water bottle...n so i gave him...lol....juz realise i get along pretty well wif guy too...mmm...

4am..n i cant slp ....
juz change the blog's skin n upload song to this blog....

as time pass ....the feeling starting to get cold...
it once hurt me alot n always keep mi wonder...n i nvr get an ans
but now im numb....
ok....n so i tink to myself...
so wat ....
this is me...........

i had a wonderful dream this morning....
i want to cancel what i said..."felicia is dead"
she not dead....she is waiting for a miracle...

i just realise tt the past me sux....
i want to change...
no matter how long it take....

btw im happy that in my dreamland....it always encourage me....

felicia is dead

nobody care for me...
no one is on my side....
im always alone....
no one share my happiness....
even i told them i fix it... no one excited abt it ...
im always alone....
tot i find someone bt it turn out i dont....
i scream bt no one hear it....

when the night has been too lonely
n the road has been too long...
i juz feel i feel xtra in this world.....

i die........
n reborn

im a diff person.....tt nid no one love n care.....

juz dl RAR.... n now finaly able to get my photo....these r the pic tt we took tt day....we even swim across to the opp small island....FUN.... bt alot water snail... btw oso juz subscribe a new internet connection.... 1500 plan de.... still have some pic in my phone bt not sendin.waste money...

i make up my mind...i wanna b a diff person.....

after my hard work of trying to fix the com ALL BY MYSELF n not askin other a single question or ask help.... n guess what????
I REALLY DID IT... !!!!!!!!!
after months of try n error.....after reformattin more than 20 times.... after doin smthg to e partition.... i finally fix it... YEEEEPPEEEEEEEE!!!!.....
im sooooooooooooooo happy..... last time i tot i really fix the com...bt actually not...bt now im 100% sure i fix it....
all start wif mei mei pressin the link n allow the virus to invade the com....baka...
hope she dont do it again....
speakin of virus...i juz receive a msg ..... from the name mancy baker....
it is a virus..... fortunately... i din dl it.... phew =.=