Wednesday, August 30, 2006

woke up at 2pm tdy ...cuz ytd slp at 5am...keke... YEs!!! im a night owl....n oso a pig ... *@@*n ytd realise tt the last time when i was chattin wif jason, jason wanted to tell mi abt the tkd competition which vanessa n some other guy have participate... however he oni say tt after i log off....so i miss the competition :X

anyway tdy meet up wif shuwei n went to tkd ard evening..... n tdy training is kind of fun n tiring .....after the kickin n jumpin n runnin, the last 1 hr were practicin fer the performance(due to the fact tt i was kickin plank too.... )

there was this part very harilous..... when we were in our position, i kick the handmade, n the handmade fly till it almost touch the ceilin of the hall n land....~silence greeted it~then everyone LAUGH.... HAHA....cuz we dont expect the handmade to fly....guess daniel did not hold it too tight n i kick too hard....LOL...so everyone includin jason were lol...HaHA.....

anyway, i like workin wif xiao guang when trainin....cuz he will tell mi where i shld improve on like my move step andoso will correct mi when im wrong...so next time shld practice wif him... he oso correct mi when i was practicin fer my performance.... nice guy
n tdy delphine suddenly give mi her just-fill-up nike bottle.....i was abit slow lol...n i stopped awhile b4 askin her : shen mo lai de? ( wat is this) del:is dui yao( poison medicine)hahaso i drink...i guess she give mi drink bcuz b4 tt she drink mine ba.....n oso tdy i realise del was quite close to andy ....

guess i shld end here....feelin tired n oso my left hand de pain is startin again( get it frm basketball n whenever i use too much strength .... the pain will start again. n is realli painful geez)the pain come find mi again cuz tdy when i was holdin the handmade fer xiao guang, he kick very hard ( his kick very powerful) thus i have to hold tightly to the handmade....cuz i hold too tightly n he kick too hard ..so the pain greeted hi to my hand=.=n these days will b very busy... tml goin simei ite fer tkd n fri goin to bishan de....cool~im startin to love tkd le.... yeepeee....

n oso recently i owe mani ppl money... daniel, mummy n mei mei.... bt sam oso owe mi alot of money....keke.... bt can i juz announce bankrupt? muahaha:Pwatever lai go study le la...gd 9 n candy dream...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i wil upload more song n pic in the future...so stay tune haha...

yesterday....reach sch 8.10 and realise tt the class actualli start at 9am... gosh....this is wat happened when i din read my msg tt lecturer sent to mi properly...thus i juz stay there until 9am ...listenin to my ipod..... u may think is boring all these stuff bt actualli is not at all... there is no one n is very quiet n is very windy ...very shu fu.... then can c far away to the field n it look like it rainin....
very comfortable....
when i told mei mei ...she say u nt afraid of ghost meh ?
haha...i dun noe y bt im nt afraid at tt the moment..i juz enjoyin the windy n relax atmosphere....
though i stand at the locker there wif 3 room at the very end of the area...when i tink of it now..is quite eerie.... mayb next time i shld not stand my back to the locker n the 3 rm there...

anyway meet up wif the boys n did presentation wif chee boon....which after tt ate breakfast wif them...im the oni gal cuz the other gals already done le....then slack at LRC.... n wa lin kai , chee boon, wei liang..... kept askin lame riddle ...v v harilous sia...n i gt mostly the ans rite haha ...v funny n fun...
n oso chun how kept tellin mi lame stories wif riddle link to it...HAHA....n jia jun v slack...n 3 other boy were chattin on their own...
is was fun then latr the day is juz alright....







obviously the plate wif the most left over is mine lol....my right is lin kai then wei liang then jia jun then i 4gt then chee boon....

Monday, August 28, 2006

10 of your favorite things
1. my black psp
2. my ipod
3. my hp
4. my sun glasses
5. my new bought brown sweater
6. my computer
7. my garfield
8. my soft star
9. my double decker bed
10. my digital vid camera

9 good songs
1. Tokyo Drift Sound Tracks -teriyaki boyz
2. Scandal - vaness wu n one korean guy
3. knocking on heaven door - avril lavigne n korean de (i dun noe the name) which is oso windstuck sound track
4. bad day - daniel powter
5. first love -utada Hikaru
6. xin yu xin yuan -cecilia cheung
7. Life is like a boat
8.windstruck ost main theme
9. ta yi ding hen ai ni - ah dui
10.(i wanna add 2 more ..... ) windstruck endin and tears oso windstruck de

8 random things about yourself
1. Love to be love
2. Love excitment
3. Love fresh thg
4. Love having alots of fun n laughter
5. Love shopping
6. Hate mushy-mushy stuff
7. Hate loneliness
8. Hate darkness

7 movies you love
1. The lake house
2. The mean girls
3. Windstruck 1 n 2
4. My sassy gf
5. Click
6. mission impossible 3
7. evil residence 2

6 artists/bands you like
1. Coco Lee
2. The pussycats
3. Blue
4. Westlife
5. cecilia cheung
6.S.H.E

5 of your best friends and Close friends.
1.myself
2.myself
3.myself
4.myself
5.myself keke

4 things you need to do before today ends
1. finish the presentation
2. pack bag
3. change into my slpin clothes
4. Think

3 things you cant go a day without
1. psp
2. ipod
3. hp

2 things you look for in a guy/girl
1. character
2. Loyalty

1 thing you truly adore
nth

Sunday, August 27, 2006

fk ......when quarrelin dont ever say shhh to mi...f88k

when fightin wif sarah daniel say shhh to mi....when fightin wif mummy sam say shhh to mi....FCUK
next time i wont juz keep my mum shut ..... PISS OFF FCUK

head to town today....wif mei mei, sam, ying n daniel.....
went to eat hong kong cafe izzit the name like this or watever la.....ying n mi ordered french toast, baked rice wif spicy rou tin n mango snow ice wif condense milk.....n wa i totally addicted to the baked rice . yummy.....
then went to watch frostbite which i had waited fer months ...u know months leh....bt wat a let down...i rated it 2star....gosh...juz a waste of money....
anyway after the movie the 5 of us headed to clarke quay..... went to eat dnr at tcc ....then slack at asylum ...n mei mei order flammin lamborgini n long island tea... n she was drunk in the end....hahas.... n i ordered whisky sour.... n daniel order 6 cups of dun noe wat rock .... then oso a jug of vodka lime... n someone order nachos...
after tt went to 7-11 to buy ice cream n slack at the bridge..... then sat down bside the river n slack n chat n slack n discuss theory of life n slack..... lol
~erase some part of it~
i dont leave bad memory in my mind so i 4gt wat happened le.... bt anyway after the departure of daniel... ying n mi tok alot... n i realise i finally can say my xin shi ... it was calm n peaceful.... n n we were was facin the river..... it was so nice chattin wif ying ying... n we juz realise tt our character abit same...we dont like mushy mushy stuff.... n we wan alot of space when we in were in bgr..... lol...
then went to 7-11 again to buy fd to eat then went back again to slack then went back again to buy instant noodle n drink n chocolate....lol.....oh no we r turnin fat ...oink oink ....
keke ..... after eatin the 4 of us hop in the taxis n went hm....which ying alight 1st then follow up is mei mei n mi n lastly sam...
ok i guess the highlight fer tdy is when i tan xin shi wif ying ying......is like we tokin slowly n were realli v calm.....
actually when sarah cry...i oso feel like cryin more like a breakdown....bt i juz cant cry.... n suddenly i rmb when we were havin camp in pri 5...sarah cry the 2nd nite after the camp fire sayin she want mummy n daddy.... n due to the fact tt we cant make phone call in camp thus mei mei started to cry ...my heart hurt cuz i feel the same thg yet i cant cry cuz i wan let mei mei feel tt at least she gt mi n can rely on mi ....
bt i realli feel hen na show......
bt anyway gt wendy jie jie takin care of us i feel alot better....

when i rmb mummy say tt im the most she worried abt.... i realli wanna cry ....i tink alot about it.... i know mummy is gettin old le... n wo de xin hen tong.... let her worry bt wat can i do bt to study hard n maybe i should get myself a bf so i guess she will fang xin ba......

Saturday, August 26, 2006

rush to bishan ite right after i went to shuwei house....
went there to practice fer the performance n oso to let the planner of the carnival to have a look of wat we goin to perform
tampine, si mei n macpherson ite (who is goin to perform) gather today....n practice together fer the 1st time...
n went to buy sweet n not hot or watever the name may b...n oso takopachi..... yummy....b4 goin hm

n was tokin to a guy juz now in msn who wan to tok notti to mi!!! piss off...of cuz i block him...guess he add mi through wholivesnearyou..... cuz im usin web messenger thus fer the time being i wont b able to delete him....geez...
n was tokin to jason too.... i almost jump wif joy when sir say i was one of the better one in the gp of tkd....YEEPEEE...n oso he wan mi to teach shuwei how to hit hard...keke...so hapi....
anyway realli have a nice chat wif him.....

without my knowin
i already get myself burnin
bcuz of tkd
i ,again, was able to feel my blood boiling
enthusiastically im waitin
waitin fer gradin
though i have to pay a sum of money
however
dyin was the oni feelin
ridin the emotional roller coaster of pure hurt n vulnerability
i worked myself into a real fury
though this is not wat i wan in the beginnin
n cryin is alwaes the endin
cuddlin n thinkin
with teary eyes i force myself to slp eternity
n hid from the forever dirty reality

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF
Wears braces: DM
Dresses Ghetto:OFF
Dresses Gothic:ON
Has blue eyes: ON
Has green eyes: DM
Has hazel eyes: DM
Brown eyes: DM
Drinks alcohol: DM
Wears glasses: DM
Smokes: OFF I GUESS
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON
Compliments you: ONNNN
Likes to talk: DM
Shy and quiet: OFF
Good dancer: ON
Wears jewelry: OFF
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON~!
Has brown hair: ON
Has Black hair: DM
Has blonde hair: DM
Has red hair: OFF
Makeup: OFF
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ONNNNN
Loyal: ON
Laid back: ??
Plays guitar: ON
Plays piano: OM
Plays drums: ON
Sing: ON
he's buff (muscles): ON
Easily jealous: OFF
Doesn't eat meat: OFF
is bi: OFF
has a tattoo: OFF
has a lip ring: OFF
has tongue ring: OFF

y0z...im still alive n nt dead frm the stress n tiredness i suffer ....lol....
let tok abt tue...... i was late fer tkd due to the fact tt i miss a FEW buses as i do not like to squeeze wif the crowd...standin alone at bus stop fer more than 1 hr..... lucky i have my ipod to accompany mi...n initialli im afraid tt sir might punish mi or watever ....however he juz ask mi y im late n smile n say go do warm up...keke...phew :P
n i guess i do warm up too(very) fast n when i join the gp ...sir say wa soo fast ....n everyone laugh...keke...opPsS....
keke during tkd, sir tok abt the peformance on 23 of sept...n i practice wif yan zhan n 2 more guy who help mi hold wood... giiii..... im quite afraid .... keke...bt sir say must practice our gut...guess i have to bet on this one as i usually will make mistake when i face too mani ppl...clumsy....better dont miss the wood or else realli die le...

n b4 tt i was studyin fer test at hm
tt the end of boring tue life

TDY
i was feelin tired as i juz slept fer 3 hrs.... n oso feelin muscle pain all over my body ....cuz i din realli exercise fer weeks....n im gettin fatter ..Hahass.... i now tink life is all abt fun n enjoyin n u dun noe when u r dyin thus juz do watever u like.....n enjoy it.....
so now my oni interest is eat...so i juz EAt.....keke....bt of cuz eat n exercise so wont b v fat...LOL

tdy highlight is when we r havin break n our class all r at learning resource centre slackin....
gosh .... now have this rumour abt yan zhan n mi le.... geez..... n jia jun, chun how n shi yin is teasin mi.... zzz
cuz the previous day shiyin was tokin to yan zhan abt mi n said smthg abt bgr .... n yan zhan did not say anythg or make any comment....thus shiyin assumed we r together or wat....
anyway the highlight is not this....the highlight is tt when shi yin is chasin after chun how n tt idiotic chun how run n bang onto the glass door.....HAHAHAs.....
though it dun sound v harilous here bt it is realli v v funny.... everyone at the hub were lookin at him n laughin their head off....HAHA....wtf....study here fer months yet he din noe tt that glass door is forever lock de.... =.=

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

omg i dun noe this is the 5th or 6th times tt my air con splashin pieces of ices.....
initialli it was juz splashin little tiny ice...i noe tt i had switch it fer too long thus i juz switch off bt when my dad came back home he went to switch it on again =.=
dun noe hw mani times switch on n off, n the last i switch on..... my air con splash pieces of ice!!!!!!!!.... i was shock n i quickly backward n i hurt my foot by stepin onto smthg hard...geez....nw have to bear the hotness....it sux big time....

bt i cant believe tt my air con actually splashes ice....dot dot dot.....now it is drippin....i guess the ice is meltin inside it.... =.=

Monday, August 21, 2006

tdy 2 malay guy flirt wit mi when i was in co op shop ....
they ask mi where i study ( cuz tdy have other sch ppl comin as there was a competition on flr ball), what is my class.....y i dun pay by $50.....LOL
they alreadi pay le bt standin bside mi....watchin mi takin my money.... lol.... malay guy r funny....
bt i tink my attitude abit cold...
n b4 i left the cashier gal were smilin .... LOL....i guess tt gal 1st time saw ppl flirtin at the counter.....LOL...

then tdy mr chang lesson was cancel due to last min teacher meetin..yeepeee.... n tml have no sch bt have tkd ... =.=
i cant afford to miss any tkd lesson or else my attendence is below 75% le.... =.-

bt im delighted tt tdy have no test....

lol..juz receive a msg min ago sayin:

"Hi...you look like those hong kong hei sei hui big sister with your sunglasses =) Your photo all look cool cool type. Well taken."

LOL...i wanna reply to him bt too bad i dun wanna waste money on wholivesnearyou....actualli alot of guy msg mi bt din reply even one....
there is one guy call terrance i know him bt he dun noe mi lol...cuz mei mei know him.....he oso msg mi...lol...
this is soo much fun

Sunday, August 20, 2006

juz tok to chun how n receive a piece of gd news frm him tt tml test had postpone to wed....wa yeepeee....n i inform yan zhan n wei kang...of which both of them did not know tt tml have test at all...LOL...blur king...
n wei kang was relieve to hear the news...

anyway tdy study fer the test whole day....i noe tt if i realli cant go to poly there is no chance of survivin in this society.... however if this realli happen, i guess im gonna study oversea..

then oso been watchin bleach whenever i switch on my com....it is so nice...geez....
after bleach i wanna watch goong le..... alot of my frenz say it is v nice....cool~

n oso tml have presentation...n yet have write the speech yet... =.=
chee boon is not online..... zzz...sian ...dun care le la....tml then tink lo..like yan zhan say de...lol.
he too have nt write the speech lol...
watever....tml gonna b a long day...
sian...

juz browse through her frenzster profile.... n suddenly i feel like im back to the past...
i miss her....
though its been yrs tt had happened bt i tink i still cant let go her....i feel like cryin when i look at her pic...
there is someone out there wana take over her place in my heart bt i can say fer sure tt she cant..
i hate myself fer my stupid action ... i truely hurt her wif my words... i noe even i say
: im sori
it is still impossible to get back to wat we r in the past ....
there is one word i will nvr ever say again...
i realise im tt kind of person tt wont let go of any relationship easily....
wo de xin hen tong....

tdy head town wif mei mei n ying.... n ate ALOT.... LOL....
gelato.... beef pepper rice( yummy)....dumpling....kfc(when i get hm).... long john silver... n LOTSA.... ate alot of ice cream tdy.. hahas
n oso i bought a sweater....n a hair band...
n mei mei bought a dress....
realli enjoy ourself tdy....n we were like laughin the whole day....

then when tokin i rmb somethg...
i was walkin by a table in canteen in sch, there was this guy sayin
" hey hey hey ..i noe this gal lei...look look look"
n when i look back it was jarald...he was paddin on his frenz shoulder who is sittin bside him...
n jarald back is facin mi...
lol.... jarald was tokin abt mi ...
he like v anxious to tell his frenz tt he noe mi...
i dun noe wat to do so i juz cary on walkin since he din saw mi look back at him.....

he v beng.... n he slap his ex gf infront of everyone n teacher when we were in sec....
n now in ite...he smoke in our sch canteen...!!!
initially my frenz shiyin saw him smokin n say wa li hai ...
then i say he was my frenz n she was shock n say nthg afterward....
(my brain tinkin)

n oso recently smthg similar happened...i was lookin at the same mirror in the same toilet...n then kung moa.. n his frenz pass by ..LOL...the same thg happened again...LOL...
bt this time he din saw mi.... he was tokin to andrew....who is in tkd too...
keke...

boring monday haave presentation n test ....sian...
i have not even study yet ...
tml im chiongin le la...
tt y nt goin to j8 to c wilber pan...geez....
this sux big time....

Friday, August 18, 2006

wat luck... been hit by jj 2 times in a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!stupid him la...
it was durin pe n he actually wanna hit shiyin wif the soft ball...bt end up hitin mi !!!
then when jj n mi play table tennis.... the small hard plastic ball hit directly my forehead =.=
gosh.... geez..this sux big time...
lol..nvm next time ask him to treat drink..since he promise to buy us alcoholic drink when he gt his salary....yeepeee...

n oso i change my blogskin le n the songs....

btw there is a gal call joanne.... i dun noe hw she add mi in msn.. then she abit weird ...she is 21 yr old n she have nt find a job yet... then hw she add daniel n sarah frenz in msn...eh hw she manage to get their email add?? through frenzster??
a weirdo...

n oso recently hayati kept tellin mi her problem...
she fell fer a guy in sc .... n i saw him b4 ..he is a nice guy... bt anyway hayati dun noe how to express her feelin to him... she afraid tt she might b rejected.... she afraid tt he might have a gf..she afraid tt they may nt b frenz if he reject her...
she seem like she is goin burst le.... i know hw it feel like, though i din realli go through wat she is goin through nw
i did tell her to tell him straight away ... cuz the longer she took the more unbearable pain she gonna feel...the more sadness she gonna feel...
i guess though we livin in the 21st century, the worse problem tt everyone have to face....is still ... LOVE...
guess if i were in her situation ... i guess i wont tell him too...
one word ...love hurt....
especially one sided love....no wonder the ppl in the past can die frm love sickness :X

sometime i realli wonder whether is my love line is smooth or tough....
i wonder how is my 1st love gonna look like... how is his character...
is he gentle, caring, fun to b wif, popular, handsome, of diff race, a smoker , a drinker?
will he b my first n last?
will we have a difficult path ahead?
lol i gues i goin overboard of tokin abt my 1st love....LOL... =.=


suddenly tot of biao jie.... i realli feel xin tong...
biao jie is still young n she still nid to take care of shania n tommy... n the biz.... i wonder hw she manage to go through all these stuff...she realli v v jian qiang...

let drop the topic... i makin the atmosphere v qiang...
ok..tdy chee boon came to my hse to do project n finally we finish the project which took us week to accomplish...
n mummy kept fedin wif alot of foods...LOL my mummy v kawaii nehx...last time i still rmb wah ju tellin us tt after she come our hse...she gain 2 to 3 kgs..LOL cuz mummy kept givin her fd to eat...LOL...

ok now my brain abit freeze...n now not feelin anythg nt tinkin of anythg.... geez... i sound like a mummy.... :X

gonna study hard ....exam ard the corner....

1. Are u photogenic ?- yes
2. What time do you go to bed ?- haha v v late. 2am 3am. not so sure. or sometime even 5am
3. What was the last thing you did before this ?- i change template of my blog
4. Who's the one you always meet the most ?- daniel fer these past fews months ...
5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?- depend on the situation
6. What's on your mind right now ?- nt tinkin of anythg...
7. What do you prefer?americanidol/Malaysian idol?- nth
8. With whom do you wanna be with?- no one...
9. What movie do u wanna watch now?- see no evil n ghost game....
10. When was the last time you wentout ? where? with who?- last sat... hit town...mei n sam
11. What do you hate the most for now ?- my life
12. What do you do everyday besides eat& sleep?- study in school. =X
13. Colors that make you happy ?- yellow / pink i guess bright colour
14. Most fave thing in your room ?- my com/psp/ipod/tv/hi5
15. Miss someone?- nope
16. Plan to buy something?- yes...branded watch
17. Are you satisfied with your life now?- NO.... i guess i wanna study overboard
18.Do you like seafood?- yummy ..yes
19.Breakfast or dinner?- dinner
20. like chocolates?- definitely
21.Do you have a phone?- yeah..
22. What's your favorite fast food?- KFC? MAC?
23. Cats or dogs?- dogs
24. Salty or sweet?- sweet
25. City or country?- country.
26. Is kissing normal for your age?- yes
27. Are you athletic?- yes
28.favorite band for now?- michelle n vicky
29. Do you have your own cell phone?- yeah
30. What do you wear to bed?-shirt n short
31. Ever had a crush on a teacher inhighschool?- no
32. Coke or pepsi?- coke
33. sugar or spice?- spice
33. Can you use chopsticks?- yeah of cos
35. Do you care about getting goodgrades?- yea.
36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?- yes.recently i felt aslp in customer service module...lol...i still dreamt of smthg of which i cant rmb nw LOL
37. Get a job or ask your parents formoney?- get a job. have to grow up.dont depend on other too long.in the end u suffer
38. Is your dad strict?- no
39. Do your parents give you enoughprivacy?- no
40. Do your parents trust you?- ya.
41. Would you ever wanna lose yourbestfriends?- no
42. Does your best friend get on yournerves?- no
43. Do you make friends quickly?-i guess not. depend....
44. Do you tell your mom everything?- not anymore. i keep everythg to myself
45. What do you & your parents fightabout most?- lots of stuffs =(
46. If u love someone & he rejected u.What will u do to her?- i dun noe.love is complicated
47. Can u sing or rap?- YES...i can rap...specially the song scandal ..keke...
48. If u have one wish, who would u make ur wish for the wish?- to have a better life for me n for u. haha.
49. Wut do u think bout this survey?- i juz do it to kill bored :X

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

i dun noe ...i feel like im turnin mean n cunning.....
n cold...

do u ever think i soo stupid tt i will let u continue ur scoldin in my blog....in the near future i will lock my blog....lol...c how u tag...MUAHAHA

n oso cuz he din c u the way u shout n scream n scold mum ...idiot.. n oso i did not scold vulgar at all.... u r creatin ur own story.....c'mon la...since young ...ppl kept sayin u du lan nian... even mz wanna slap u at first.....no wonder june wanna hit u...LOL...i tink u r in the losin end lo...creatin shi t.... n bside so wat im still single leh....i juz din find a nice one..nt tt no one wana woo mi idiot haha...nt like u dunnoe ....oso i noe the secret btween u n sam which mum still dun noe.... i guess nid not mi to spell it out...anyway u better tc.... N BCAREFUL ...lol. ...nt every time so lucky... tupid...n oso u gt secret sam dun noe... so u better dun act like u r winnin.... i guess i have to bcareful when i speak these days.i scare i might say smthg wrong..HAHA ...anyway....no nid u to worry aabt my zhong sheng da shi... i tink u better mind ur own biz ...n oso u r so egoistic....
i dun intend to find bf like u n sam do lo....i tink somethg better remain unsay..or else i guess u will b burnin hot...n dun tink like im beyong hope... i dun tink i nid ur judgement... dun act like u n sam r gd ppl....sayin all the bad pt abt mi...bhind my back n then when i find out u guy say is gd fer mi...wtf gd fer mi ...nt say infront of mi...wth.... idiot....then turn 360 degree say tt wanna tell mi n all sort ...
i live my life the way i wan...so next time juz shut up...

i guess no pt carry on wif this conversation since u cant tag in my blog haha....
i dun care wat u blog in ur blog ...HAHA...i can still do the same thg to u or even worse...dun 4get im in IT...LOL.....

i tink i may look like im those easily bully...bt dun u provoke mi...or else i gt alot of mean method to get to u....
now have alot of evil thinkin runin through my brain...
bt i wont do anythg cuz i suddenly tot of u r my sis....geez...this sux...aiya watever la....

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after


her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the


party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due


to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too


nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let


me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me


some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."




Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he


put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you


have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near


the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,


just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty


coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my


hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While


saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.




That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell


out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,


has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about


her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice


talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.




They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all


her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was


such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!




Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess


married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every


time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she


knew that's the way he liked it.




After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest,


please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said


to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so


nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was


hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be


the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times


in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie


to you for anything..




Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like


the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty


coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for


anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my


whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and


have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee


again".




Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's


the taste of salty coffee?




It's sweet. She replied.




Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear


but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!




Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one


you like will leave you for the one they love.








Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.


Who calls you back when you hang up on him.


Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.


Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.


Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.




Who holds your hand in front of his friends.


Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he


cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.


Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's


her."

after i read this.... i was kind of touch by it....

i wanna wait fer him...
my one n oni ....

would you rather...[ ]

Ask someone out.[]
Be asked out.[x]

Have a sunny day[ ]
Have a rainy day[x]

Have a computer[x]
Have a cell phone[ ]

Be poor & live till you're 100.[ ]
Be rich & live till you're 30.[x]

Have it be Winter all year round.[x]
Have it be Summer all year round.[ ]

Be beautiful.[ ]
Be loved.[x]

Take a bath.[ ]
Take a shower.[x]

Be born poor and die rich.[x]
Be born rich and die poor.[ ]

Never have to go to school.[x]
Never have to go to the dentist.[ ]

Never feel physical pain[ ]
Never feel emotional pain[x]

Wear contacts.[x]
Wear braces[ ]

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i tink of daniel e whole day(whenever i put down my injured elbow)nt tt i miss him bt my elbow juz make mi tink of him.....what the =.= ...wat a weird way of tinkin of him....dot dot dot zzz

IT huRt... GRR eh did i crack my bone?
i injured my elbow when playin hand game wit daniel at cine :'(
its swollen.... may my lil soul b bless.... "V"

anyway went to sch as usual...n i gettin v tired of the repeated routine...
bt delighted tt tml has no sch ...bside tkd in the evenin....
speakin of tkd..i have to attend extra lesson on wed due to e fact tt im actually performin on 23.9.06 ...anyone wanna come watch mi ...keke...do inform mi...
anyway i guess jason word do get to mi ba....

i wonder in this condition..can i still perform a elbow stunt.....or watever it is called....

aniway nw wat realli excite mi is the upcomin holiday tt im goin to genting highland wit my bestie...
let c who is in the list:
sarah
samuel
ying
dan
jenny
eileen
jing hong
mi

izzit too mani ppl?? eh eh eh
by tt time i wanna take alot alot alot alot of pic kekeke :P
then i wanna play the tea cup..... LOL...let c who can play the most time wit mi ..MUAHAHA...
cuz i rmb the last time my kawaii biao ge oni sat once n he cannot stand it le...HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
lol..all i tot of is playin...
ok...exam is ard the corner...n i oni had one exam....cool~
LOL...so all i nid to study is fer the computer n maintainance system....
MUAHAHA.....
hope i can get gd grade....n nt let down of those ppl tt have high expectation of mi...
bt who r they? lol... beat mi

Monday, August 14, 2006

*-Introduction-*
What is your name?: lim xin ying
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screen name?: Au revoir
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no way!
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: clifford/wilber LOL
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: valerie/ veronica
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do w/ your name constantly?: yeah. lim xing ying... THERE IS NO G BHIND XIN
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: guess i will

*-Basics-*
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Birth Date: same as my twinHAHA
Your age: same as my twin LOLOLOL
Age you act: eh.....
Age you wish you were: 4
Your height: 155cm i guess...
Eye color: brown.
Happy with it?: eh nt realli
Hair color: black.
Happy with it?: obviously no la
Lefty/Righty/Ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: i share rm wif mei mei
Your family: livin wif mi lo
Have any pets?: nope.i wanna a dog!!!
Whats your job?: enjoyin life
Any Piercings?: 4
Tattoos?: i afraid im might regret
Obsessions?: music
Addictions?: anime
Do you speak another language?: yeah
Have a favorite quote?: OMG..
Do you have a webpage?: does this one count?

*-Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it-*
Do you live in the moment?: i guess??
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: given the circumstances
Do you have any secrets?: nope. i have other ppl secret HAHA
Do you hate yourself?: nope
Do you like your handwriting?:yeah sometime cuz i kept changin
Do you have any bad habits?: eh eh eh lazyness is the culprit!
What is the compliment you get from most people?: ni hao guai...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i hope it can b called The fast n the furious todyo drift...
What's your biggest fear?: dying old. i don't want to gray and crinkle up.(same as daniel)
Can you sing?: I CAN ...Lol...bhb
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i'm ice...im cool~ eh yes
Are you a loner?: nO WAY WILL I BCUM LONER.i hate loneliness
What are your Number 1 priorities in life?: to be so filthy rich
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: eh. depend.
Are you a daredevil?: eh eh nope.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i had alot to blame my parents :X
Are you passive or aggressive?: both...HAHA
Do you have a journal?: r u BLIND? wat this???
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i'll skip dis :P
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i wanna grow taller
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: YEAH. life is fill wif alot of regret tt most probably hurt ...
Do you think life has been good so far?: yeah, like daniel said"the bumps just rise me higher."
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to treasure everythg
What do you like the most about your body?: nth
And least?: eye
Do you think you are good looking?: i tink im ugly ... my mummy awaes say tt.... bt i dun realli care
Are you confident?: mmm....nope
What is the fictional character you are most like?: dun noe
Are you perceived wrongly?: zzz

*-Do You...-*
Smoke?: im a non- smoker
Do drugs?: NO WAY
Read the newspaper?: sometime
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah
Sleep with stuffed animals?: YES
Take walks in the rain?: YEs...it romantic n coolin
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes... zhi zi zhi pi, bai zan bai sheng...blah blah blah
Drive?: i drive in arcade lol
Like to drive fast?: YES...i wanna to learn drifT

*-Would or Have You Ever?-*
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: of cause!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: NO WAY..
Been in love?: NOPE
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: not yet
Had a medical emergency?: yes....e moment i was born...LOL
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: nope...there is no other places better than home sweet home
Played strip poker? nope
Gotten beaten up?: yes ...when i was sec( my darkest period of time in my life)
Beaten someone up?: yes.
Been picked on?: yeah.
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: nope.i dun tink is a gd idea
Thought about suicide?: Yes
Pulled an all nighter?huh
If yes, what is your record?.......
Gone one day without food?: YES
Talked on the phone all night?: nope. i dun realli like tokin
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes....
Slept all day?: yes when i sick
Killed someone?: tt is cruel
Made out with a stranger?: eh
Had sex with a stranger?: nope...
Thought you're going crazy?: no
Kissed the same sex?: mummy
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
Been betrayed?: yeah. they will suffer an ill life next life i hope... ~ roll eyes~ i sound v pathetic :X bt revenge will nvr end .... generation after generation
Had a dream that came true?: yes...
Broken the law?: countless.
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes..i kill quite alot .... accidentally de.i guess i cant take care of any pet...mostly die of illness... :'(
the 9 gold fish... the 4 turtle (1 electri shock ...cry) n 2 so called chick( they die of coldness... they fell into the water which is actually their drink :X sound stupid .... )
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:no way
Stolen anything?:yes
Been on radio/tv?: nope...
Been in a mosh-pit?: ???
Had a nervous breakdown?: nOPe
Bungee jumped?: NO WAY ..i rather die then try tt...
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes...n there r alot of them...

*-Beliefs-*
Believe in life on other planets?: yes.the universe is way too vast to contain all sort of livin thg
Miracles?: yeah
Astrology?: nope
Magic?: yes
God?: yes
Satan?:yes
Ghosts?: YES
Luck?: eh yes i guess
Love at first sight?: yes
Witches?: yes...blair magic....
Easter bunny?: nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no of cuz
Do you wish on stars?: yes...juz try ..who noe it may grant ur wishes

*-Deep Theological Questions-*
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?yes
Do you think God has a gender?: yes...
Do you believe in organized religion?: nope
Where do you think we go when we die?: reborn ... reincarnation

*-Friends-*
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: eh.... myself is the bestest frenz
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: mummy
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: treasure what u've gt...dont cry n regret when it gone
Your favorite inside joke?:nth
Thing you're picked on most about?: eh cant tink of any
Who's your longest known friend?: ying ying
Newest?: joanne
Shyest?: eh cant tink of any
Funniest?: jenny
Sweetest?: jenny
Closest?: daniel.....meet up at least once a wk
Weirdest?: zf
Smartest?: can count myself in???lol..bhb
Ditziest?: dun noe
Friends you miss being close to the most?:mz bt can we realli trust each other nw? i dun think so
Last person you talked to online?: shahidan
Who do you talk to most online?: joanne
Who are you on the phone with most?: nobody. i dun like to talk on phone. even if i had a bf.
Who do you trust most?: anyone who can bcum my best frenz is the one hu i can trust
Who listens to your problems?: a lot of people. cuz i blog ma...LOL
Who do you fight most with?: mei mei ...
Who's the nicest?: all my dear frenz:P
Who's the most outgoing?: dun noe leh
Who's the best singer?: i dun rate others
Who's on your shit-list?: countless
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:nope
Who's your second family?: jenny..cuz she is my lao gong haha
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: jj
Do you trust others easily?: NO...
Who's house were you last at?: samuel
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: no one...so far
Do your friends know you?:nt mani i guess
Friend that lives farthest away: dun noe

*-Love and all that-*
Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
What do you find romantic?: goin on a vacation wif ur love one
Turn-on?: gd lookin n eyes
Turn-off?: ugly
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: juz piss off
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowin someone then date
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: i tink is perfectly fine... now is 21 century le leh. hu realli care....
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? dun noe
What is best about the opposite sex?: they protect gal
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: sometime they cant tink st
What's the last present someone gave you?: cant rmb
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?: eh..imaginary stead?

*-Who was the last person.-*
That haunted you?: faris
You wanted to kill?: ******
That you laughed at?: daniel
That laughed at you?: daniel
That turned you on?: no one turn mi on so far...
You went shopping with?: eh...mei mei sam dan
That broke your heart?: no 1
To disappoint you?: none.
To make you cry?: myself
To brighten up your day?: myself keke
That you thought about?: daniel ( my elbow!!)
You saw a movie with?: sam n mei ... the fast n the furious tokyo drift ... nice...skill do the talkin
You talked to on the phone?: eh cant rmb
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: cant rmb
You saw?: mummy
You lost?: andrew...

*-Right This Moment.-*
Are you going out?: nope...tml stil have sch
Will it be with your significant other?: =.=
Or some random person?: =_-z
What are you wearing right now?: nike grey t shirt n brown short pant
Body part you're touching right now: v er xin leh ....
What are you worried about right now?: my life
What book are you reading?: dark angel
What's on your mousepad?: i gt no mousepad...gonna buy soon
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: slack
Are you bored?: kind of
Are you tired?: nope.... juz nw took a short nap
Are you talking to anyone online?:im not online
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no.
Are you lonely or content?: lonely.... i juz dont get it...bt nvm... i tink is fate
Are you listening to music?: scandal

Saturday, August 12, 2006

she gt someone to defend fer her even she is wrong.i gt nthg.she has someone to smile wif.i had myself to smile wif.
at least she know there is at least one person know her existence n care fer her...
i feel like no one know my exitence... n i dun even know if there is even one person love mi in this world...if there is someone who love mi can u come tell mi.....

nobody know who i realli am
i nvr felt this empty b4
if i ever nid someone to come along
who's gonna comfort mi n keep mi strong
we r all rowin in a boat of fate
the wave keep on comin
n we cant escape
bt if we ever get lost on our way
the wave will get us through another day....

from the song: life is like a boat

everythg make my heart v cold.... my heart break into mani small pieces long ago. they seem like they care bt exactly who care the heck fer mi....when trouble come they help each other n i help myself....
there was this time i juz wanna leave....n disappear 4ever.
n live anew . . . n meet new ppl....n start all over again...

i wanna shout out n cry out...SCREAM...

Friday, August 11, 2006

when i was watchin the fast n the furious tokyo drift ..i was like " wow","woa","cool","wa"
lol.. nice sia.....i mean the cars.....cool...hw i wish i own one of the car in the movie...
i wanna learn hw to drift..... COOL....~ like initiall D~......

anyway after the movie i bought a USB cable fer my psp.... n went to eat cafe cartel .... pork ribs.... yummy.... n went to sam hse...n i load smth music into my psp.... cool.... next time i wanna buy 4gb memory stick n i load vid into my psp...yeepeee.....i was quite emotional dis morning...not oni this mornin i find tt i was emtional most of the time recently...anyway i cut my hand n now i can still feel the pain...bt hor... i tink the scissor not sharp enuff hor then it look like it is in the state of recovery...WA.....bt is abit painful .... anyway i tink i wont do tt again...i afraid will leave unsightly scar....
anyway at nite sam went hm wif us.... cuz he piss off mei..... geez...nt again..im the middle man again...i awaes drag into their fight de lo. . .
to please mei, he vacuum the whole apartment....LOL...
im save frm cleanin the hse ....
time pass very fast....n mummy will b back frm the 4 days 3nite trip to genting highland.....yeepeee... i miss her...i luv my mummy ......

anyway juz read daniel blog n he had do some v v v v v v v v long survey n he hope to c mi do too... i will bt when i realli realli bored then do..BuWAHAHAHA....MUAHAHA...HAHAHAHA....

dun noe these days i feel v restless n lethargic....nthg realli interest mi...bside watchin movie..n tok of movie ...i wanna watch ghost game n see no evil....both beri scary sia...
my best advice : dont watch if u have a weak heart.....

Thursday, August 10, 2006

have IT test ..... then do not do pe .. thn have phase test during MME lesson... n this is a pic of wat i done usin photoshop.... feelin tired..... so do not wan to say much....now watchin bleach on youtube...NICE.....

sam came over to our hse today....
n tdy i intend to go cyclin bt due to most of my frenz r nt free.....so stay at hm lo...ROTTIN :X
anyway watch bleach in sam psp..... wa v nice....so i addicted to two anime ...naruto n bleach....
n in bleach.... i envy inoue (guess the name like dis spell) cuz she have a great onii chan....so gd....
n play the game bleach too..... n mei mei totally addicted to my psp de game le...HAHA....

anyway i juz realise tml i gt no pe attire cuz 4gt to wash...HAHA....n tdy i miss mummy...she oni b back by fri...

tdy mostly do house chore since mummy not at hm....life wifout mummy sux....
i shld b more mature .... no more acting like a child...

i felt like smthg missin in my life..bt juz cant figure out wat is it.... irritating...
watever...goin to slp....tml is a long....
gonna drag myself to sch....again.....

sam came over to our hse today....
n tdy i intend to go cyclin bt due to most of my frenz r nt free.....so stay at hm lo...ROTTIN :X
anyway watch bleach in sam psp..... wa v nice....so i addicted to two anime ...naruto n bleach....
n in bleach.... i envy inoue (guess the name like dis spell) cuz she have a great onii chan....so gd....
n play the game bleach too..... n mei mei totally addicted to my psp de game le...HAHA....

anyway i juz realise tml i gt no pe attire cuz 4gt to wash...HAHA....n tdy i miss mummy...she oni b back by fri...

tdy mostly do house chore since mummy not at hm....life wifout mummy sux....
i shld b more mature .... no more acting like a child...

i felt like smthg missin in my life..bt juz cant figure out wat is it.... irritating...
watever...goin to slp....tml is a long....
gonna drag myself to sch....again.....

sam came over to our hse today....
n tdy i intend to go cyclin bt due to most of my frenz r nt free.....so stay at hm lo...ROTTIN :X
anyway watch bleach in sam psp..... wa v nice....so i addicted to two anime ...naruto n bleach....
n in bleach.... i envy inoue (guess the name like dis spell) cuz she have a great onii chan....so gd....
n play the game bleach too..... n mei mei totally addicted to my psp de game le...HAHA....

anyway i juz realise tml i gt no pe attire cuz 4gt to wash...HAHA....n tdy i miss mummy...she oni b back by fri...

tdy mostly do house chore since mummy not at hm....life wifout mummy sux....
i shld b more mature .... no more acting like a child...

i felt like smthg missin in my life..bt juz cant figure out wat is it.... irritating...
watever...goin to slp....tml is a long....
gonna drag myself to sch....again.....

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

after u guy read...tink watever u like...bt do not aproach mi personally i wont ans any question on this topic...


i realli sick of life.....geez...as days pass by...im feelin v tired n tired...i feel like i din slp fer thousand of century.... i so tired of this world ... fel so numb.......n cold
i cant pick myself up after soo mani downs...n soo mani comment .... n so mani fact tt prove everythg ...

n i feel like tryin to get attention...n i not feelin myself these days...i tryin act wat im not to get close to others.....tryin tryin n tryin bt in the end i still get nthg .... n i get to nowhere...n i dun noe who i am anymore...im realli lost le...lost le....wo hen scare....shoutin bt no one hear mi....
like held mi high n then let go n i fell hard...
n ppll like mi to act cool.....they will try to get close to mi...being cool..feel v alone....
i feel v xin tong....zhen de hen xin tong....
btw i realise one sided love realli hurt lo...n love oso hurt lo......
y mummy born mi to b soo emotional??
ta tuo gan qin zhen de rang yi ge ren hao pei shang.....wu fa xin rong de tong.....wo hao xiang ta gu yi zhang... wo xiang zhuo ge bu yi yang de ren.......


listen to : ta yi ding hen ai ni by ah du...can realli cry..i can feel the hw he feel....i realli love this song alot.....alot.....cuz can make mi cry....

human i selfish...
walkin down the empty street.... n i suddenly feel v emotional...
watever la....i wanna b a clever n li hai person...

n now havin v bad muscle ache....my two arms ..cuz of rock climbin n tkd i guess....

// You \01.Your name felicia....
02. Hobbies play eat slp play psp shoppin exercise
03. Gender female
04. School / work sch
05. Height 153cm
06. Horoscope aquarius
08. Address sg lo...
09. Email felicialim_13@hotmail.com im lookin fer long lost dog ...HAHA
10. Hair colour dark brown
11. Eye colour black
12. Skin colour brown????
13. Right/ left handed right
14. Status single
15. Siblings one twin
16. Last 5 digit of your mobile no 00000
17.When's your Birthday jan

// Have you.. \21. Tried smoking yes
22. Drink alcohol yes
23. Been hurt emotionally yeah....
24. Kept a secret from anyoneyep
25. Been on stage yeah

// Favourite \26. Color black pink blue yellow
27. Foodanything
29. Number dun noe
30. Cartoon power puf gal
32. Song ...alot la
33. Movie action de.... sad de...
34. Subject nth

// Right Now \36. Wearingshirt n shor
t37. Hairstyle tie up
38. Looking atmy screen?
39. Thinking of ...alot
40. Listening to ta yi ding hen ai ni by ah du

// Do you believe in \41. Love do i have the right to say tt..cuz i nvr fell in love b4...
42. Faithdefinitely
43. Yourselfof cos. if not i dun noe hu to believe le
44. Ghost yeah
45. Angel nt realli

// in the Last 24 hours,. \46. i almost cry
47. i get v piss off
48. i tink human is selfish they tink nthg bt themselves
49. watch firework....v romantic n xin fu.... i wanna hold to someone i like n impt
50. bought a star...keke.....

// love life \51. Do you believe in love i so confuse.i startin to lose myself ..hw i expect ppl to love mi....
52. Have a secret admirer tell me i do
53. Do you wanna get married yes n live on a cliff....
55. How old you wanna be when you getmarried?25
56. How old you wanna be when youhave your kid?26
57. How many kids do you want?at least 2.so if i n my spouse died they can have each other n nt alone.....
58. Would you have kids before marriage.. NO !!!!!!
59. Do you have a Crush yes
60. What do you want most in arelationship?trustworthy, loyalty, open-minded n lastly no-no for attitude.... carin.....

// You'd Prefer \61. Pink/ Black black
62. Kiss/ hug hug
63. Summer/ winter winter
64. Sunny/ rainyrainy. play in rain. get sick.
65. Chocolate/ vanillachocolate
66. Hanging out/ chillinchillin
67. Music/ TVmusic
68. Hamburger/ Pizzapizzaaassss
69. Smile/ Laughing laughin
70. Sleeping/ eating slpin
71. McDonalds/ KFC mac
72. Silver/ gold silver
73. Sunset/ sunrise sunset
74. On phone/ in person in person
75. Diamonds/ Pearls diamonds
76. Adidas/ puma puma
77. Band members/ models band members
78. Local/ international Artists international
79. shoes/sandals sandals
80. Jack daniels/ Chivas Rega chivas Rega
81. Dunhill/ Malborowahahahaha. sry not mee
82. clubbing/ live music live music
83. Johnny depp/ Brad Pitt brad pitt
84. angelina Jolie/ Kate Hudson ...nth
85. colosal/epic/ romantic/comedy romantic
87. BMW/ ferarri BMW
88. incubus/ maroon 5 maroon 5
90. long haired/ bald long hair
91. pop/ rock POP
92. beach/ mountain BEACH !!!!
95. nokia/ ericsson nokia
96. 311/ hoobastank ???
97. Asia/ America asia
98. tattoo/ piercing piercing
99.asking/ answering askin
LAST QUESTIONS !!Are you in love riight now??pierce tru my heart n see if it bleeds..

Tuesday, August 08, 2006



7.8.06
y0z reader...im glad to announce tt i lose 2kg... juz a day..yeepeee....
as ytd was team building day, IT student nid not study....n thus all IT studdent have games frm 11.30am to 4pm.... n ard 11am we all had free lunch....lecturer were distributin box of rich @ the hall.... n oso mineral water...
our class were divide into 2 gp....team3 n team 4 ( which i was in)
n e 1st game is the checker..... n jia jun is the leader of our gp....n shafiq is the leader of the other gp....after several min .... the game was over n our gp almost win the other gp...bt too bad...due to some unreasonable reason....the game was announce as draw... n i stand there all the while...lol...cuz i was at the back row n jia jun did not wan the back row to move as so the other gp wont have a king....n my leg were achin...dot dot dot....
then came the 2nd game.....the memorise map....that wat i called it....all we nid to do is find the right way n rmb it...then when we rmb the way...alll the other member in the gp were to follow it...n we spend quite a long time to get the way out lol...bt we had alot of fun.... everyone were shoutin, givin suggestion n direction.....LOL....i not sure how mani point we gt bt we all had fun ...
follow up is e 3rd game....the soccer ka netball....LOL....
we cant walk wif the ball in our hand n oni can kick to score....which mean we had to pass n pass then put down the ball n kick to score.....
n guess wat? i score the most pt...which i believe...
n damn i have lotsa of fun....bt i play abit tooo rough le...LOL bt who cares ? im havin fun.... i din kick or hit anyone...
i juz accidentally make a guy fell....HAHAHA.... n i snatch a ball frm a gal....did i tell u guy im in basketball team last time? lol
after the game.... i was quite tired... bt i realli realli anjoy myself alot...realli alot..it make mi rmb when i was still in basketball team..those days....were fun n great ....
n in the end our gp win the other gp by 4 - 1 ....keke... the other gp were frm other class le...
then is the last game ..... rock climbing...... n jia jun is the 1st to go....n he make it to the top...cool.... n he goes fer the 2nd time n too climb to the top...wow hao li hai
n this is the pic of him

n as fer mi i juz stand there n watch other ppl climb....cuz i afraid of height..... n my classmate n other ppl kept askin mi to climb...
n after much tot..i finally find the courage to climb....bt i cant get to the top...lol...i believe tt i was too short ...lol....
after all the games, n everyone were settle down at hall, lecturer were givin out fd again lol....this time is a plastic box which had a small piece of cake n a popiah inside...
i intend to eat it after the prize givin ceremony bt b4 the lecturer give prizes to the IT student classes, however the 4 of us( shuwei, shiyin, andrew n mi) had to rush down to tkd at macpherson ite.... n everyone was turnin their attention to the 4 of us....pai seh.... :X

took bus 28 there n wei kang( sir) n other tampine n si mei ite de ren already there trainin .....
n so we gt ourself change n do some exercise b4 playin wif the board...lol....woa.... andy is a freak...u know wat? he can break the3 thick wooden squarish board into half juz usin his fingers...omg....lol...i tink he whole body make of metal sia...it totally shock mi sia....
after some experience wif the 3 wooden board, we had to train the moves which we gonna perform the next day...
n while the rest of the ppl gonna train to break the tile!!!! n of cuz andy had no problem wif tt....
fer gals...he had to learn punch, knife n elbow.....
ok this nid 3 ppl standin bside u holdin out the wooden board n u had to knife it wif ur hand then move n elbow bhind u then move a step forward to punch the board at the left side of u....
we practice ard 7pm +.... n wei kang announce a bad news.....the performence were cancel due to some internal conflict.....n were postpone to 23.9.06 which is central ite carnival....geez...i was shock..i mean if i perform in a school is alright....bt in public at bishan park... !!!!!omg.. ..iiiiiii... was too shock toooooo ssayyy aa woordd....gosh.....when everythg were settle after wei kang told us the day n time to practice .... 2days per wk....it was then i told wei kang tt i wanna quit....bt he encourage mi tt i sld learn how to speak or perform infront of ppl....
though he say tt...btt i still afraid cuz if i miss the board when i perform...it wld b v embarrasse...not oni in sch bt the whole sg.....geez....so weikang say will take mi out if he able to find ppl to replace mi....

n when i abt packin my stuff...andy come tok to mi...sayin goin hm ar? n i say yes....
lol..he tok to mi...cool...~ i tink whoever be his gf fer sure have the security de feelin de....i mean his fightin all excellent de....n he is cute though he v tall....i dun noe cool or cute la...bt he is a v nice guy ....
anway ....
after tt i went hm feelin v v v v v v tired n had muscle pain all over my body...cuz exercise the whole day leh.....esp the rock climbin ( nid alot of hand n leg strength) n the soccer ka netball(this one i kept runnin n passin n shoutin) then still gt tkd....
i slept ard 9+ pm bt woke up ard 1 am+ n i suddenly feel like eatin so i call up my dad who is comin hm soon...(cuz i din ate fer dnr n lunch) n he bought 2 boxes of mac wings, one box of nugget n 2 twisted fries...yummy ....

it was then sarah told mi tt somethg happened in our rm when i was slpin wif mummy ( in mummy rm) ...
she was about to slp bt she kept thinkiin of ghost story n stuff like tt n she gt v scare...so she call sam.....n she was sittin down at computer there..... sam n mei were tokin when suddenly sarah heard wooooo~ frm the curtain there..... is a woman voice.....n she almost into tears n she hang up sam phone tellin him tt she wwanna go to mummy rm...
so she move the mattress n doll to mummy rm.....n purposey bang the door hard as she wish to wake mum up...lol...
mei mei sooo poor thg.....

upon hearin, i nt afraid at all...dun noe y...after meal... i slept alone in my rm wifout light while sarah n mummy still eatin....lol...guess i was too tired to care soo much...lol..



8.8.06
cant woke up this mornin lol....cuz ytd night i ate mac until 3 am+...n had to woke up 6am.....geez....bt thinkin all the fun im gonna have latr....i finally drag myself to sch....
then tdy at sch ...7 classes ( 4 classes= yr1, 3 classes= yr2) were playin ladder n snake or watever the name.....
n had alot of fun .... esp when chee boon were ask to wet the whole class...HAHA....wa...every classes laugh...HAHA...n obviously the whole it1b RUN n HIDE....HAHAHAHA.....
n our sch DM dio water ballon many time HAHA...guess the guy whi throw gt detention on thur ...LOL...kiddin....bt v harilous the way dm avoid the water ballon ...he like avoidin bullet like this.... :D....
n at the end of the game, our class is the champion....LOL..n mr chang v hapi...keke...n our 1st prize were tibit n stuff like tt.....keke v hapi....
i was feelin tired thus did not join shuwei shirlyn n shiyin to eat at tm......
n here i am bloggin...

btw tdy brough my psp to sch..n shirlyn who dont play game at all....play my psp...cuz she was addicted to the game i bought..HAHA...i gd taste...LOL.... :P...
anyway have alot of fun these 2 days.... n oso mummy gonna go gentin highland latr le.... bon voyage.... she comin back on fri nite.... i guess...hope she enjoy herself....tohugh she say she will miss the family...

Monday, August 07, 2006

btw did i mention..... tt ytd when daniel n mi was at bugis street .... this stupid gross disgustin tikopek was walkin towards mi...n he brush his shoulder against my b*****...... i was totally shock n speechless... then i saw this gal who was infront mi oso kept lookin at the lau bu si ....i tink he did the same thg to her...geez...this sux big time.....
anyway i'll b more careful next time....n next time im gonna walk bhind daniel le la....
yeeee......er xin.....

Sunday, August 06, 2006

slack whole day..... woke up ard 1+pm then play psp until now (6.30pm) the game quite nice.....
n i kind of addicted to e game....keke....
now sendin faris some pic....n he will put into his psp ...n tml he will transfer the pic frm his psp to mine..... actually wanna call jia jun to help de bt he v lazy so dont call him...

n tml gonna bong cs...cuz go there oso slack...nthg to do except do the project n the lecturer dont even care..so i will reach there 11 am fer the team buildin ....have lotsa of games to play...then ard 4.30+pm...goin ite macpherson to practice tkd fer the next day ( tue) performence at there....
kind of feelin nervous...i mean i dont like these stuff bt have no choice.. all my frenz join n they all drag mi in...geez....
n mei mei tml goin sentosa wif her frenz..geez.....i wanna go!!!! dot dot dot.....

Saturday, August 05, 2006

keke finally bought psp le..i bought value pack de..... n i bough a game ($39) n which make everythg sum up to $379 ..... cool.....
ok now i oni lack of 1 gb memory stick n card reader...i cant transfer any song n pic n vid into my psp cuz dont have card reader....so have to buy tt soon....so fer the time being i have to ask my frenz to dl the song n pic i wan to their psp n then transfer to my psp usin their psp...hahahaha...
thanks to frenz who gonna help mi up in the future....

oso i wanna special thanks to daniel....
he accompany mi go here n there ...there n here...n here n there...lol....
in another word we walk the whole day...lol....frm sim lim then to funan.... n walk the whole mall searchin fer the stupid shop who had move to other places in the end....
anyway thanks man....

i reach hm
ok after i reach hm...i read the manual of the psp...n then charge it n oso charge my ipod ....
while waitin fer my psp chargin..... i have to blog n send pic n song to my frenz who will send to my psp on mon....keke so hapi nehx *V* ...
latr gonna play wif the game in my psp.....kekekekeke...yeepeee....

bt i miss somethg nice tdy..i miss the firework at explanade.....sob sob...


eh..erm havin nightmare again... is abt ghost n this time realli v scary ... like i in a ghost movie...
abt chalet or somethg like tt... n the ghost look like pontianak...the skin colour is dark grey...
ok nvm tok other thg....let tok abt ytd....

ytd
ytd morning went to sch as usuall n in sch i ask daniel he wanna go fer the 7 yue jiu xi in the evenin....bt he unable to make it as he stay quite far n tt he still might b in camp ...tt y he did not go..then i ask jia jun whether he wanna go cuz i rmb he sayin tt he sign up fer somethg like this ...so i ask him along...at first everythg is settle but latr when i get hm n slp ... then i rmb he goin to funeral n so i ask mummy whether will chiong anot..n mummy say yes...so i give him a call...n tell him tt will chiong all this stuff n oso he had competition n will oni reach at 9...n he to live v far ...so in the end he did nt go too...
ok..so they miss alot of delicious mouth-waterin fd....haha...too bad fer them....

then after tt reach hm ....i switch my com n had a lil chat wif daniel....then went to bath n slp...
actually mei mei was planin tt the 3 of us ( sam stayin overnite) watch dvd n chit chat... bt i was too tired so everyone slp in the end...

tdy
woke up ard 11+ .....havin nitemare..... then here i was bloggin n chargin ipod...latr goin out wif daniel to buy my psp...then meet up wif mei mei n her frenz.... n late in nite we go watch firework...ar explanade....yeepeee....wat a wonderful day fer mi...

Thursday, August 03, 2006

ok this my 2nd blog for tdy...keke i have so much to say.....
tdy at mme lesson...everyone was so bored....n thus jj( the joker) start his joke again....lol..he tie his hair.....haha v harilous...n i took a pic of him..
n he say: " hey give to ur bf see"
eh...erm....i dun noe wat to say so juz say oh ok....

then i went to my seat n surf the net....wa damn sian....then here come chun how... n he kept tokin to mi n keep teasin mi....geez.... tt joseph oso kept teasin mi....ok la...so after awhile i chase him away....n he say wa wan to chase mi away ar....lol.... i say no ...as chee boon no place to sit ma....
wa 1st time chee boon reaction sooooooo fast sia..LOL...chee boon quickly added after mi... ya la..u c i no place to sit leh...HAHA....n so chun how guai guai go back 2 his seat....

then after tt went to ladies wif happy..... so we were at this coridor n there were 2 lines line up on both side... all guy were singin their song...n so here come happy n mi...n i felt so extra..n all attention turn to us..n suddenly come out a malay guy who sit in the middle of one of the row.....n say : hey donate money leh ...
stretchin his hand to mi which he hold onto a bike helmet...
n obviously all the guy laugh...n i juz walk pass him smilin...
then after tt when we walk back to com lab, the guy were all gone....then a malay guy walk toward my direction nt tinkin much ...i juz walk pass him...
n a voice come out n say: yo....donate la....
HAHAHAHA....i cant hold myself n i laugh out loud...n he too lol.....
then i rmb he is the one who ask mi to donate earlier...haha
tt guy so funny sia....

ok.....n i was back to the borin lab....saw shuwei n shiyin watchin vid....n so i join them.....nt long wei kang ( my tkd sir) call mi...n shiyin were shock like why he call mi..n i ans the phone....oh he wan shiyin no. as he wan to know somthg abt the gradin card bt shiyin had change her no. , n so i pass the phone to shiyin ...n u noe wat....shiyin nvr give him her no. ..... n which latr on...wei kang call mi again n this time she oso did not give him her no. !!!!!! dot dot dot then latr on he msg mi n this time i give him her no..lol....

n ard 3+ pm... shiyin, shirlyn, jj, yan zhan n mi went to canteen to meet shiyin gan di.....javier...
n he oso v harilous....
n shiyin intro everyone to him.... n i say u fer sure know mi cuz he oso in tkd de...
then jj say: of cuz la....i think ur name fer sure spread v v far... popular....
lol..then i say : shiyin ...u have not intro tt guy bside yan zhan leh....LOL...n everyone turn to the" person" bside yan zhan... HAHA ...actaully there was no one...i juz kiddin...n everyone laugh their head off...HAHA...ok...then i say wa v cold leh...lol...
then after some conversation, javier say to shiyin " dont eat too much cake .....will cake xin de..."
understand wat he mean? lol..mean dont eat too much cake ...will heart ache de...LOL...wa lau like this he oso can think of...lol

then here come del...tkd vice president....then she ask us whether wanna help her out..cuz they nid ppl to perform at other ite n wei kang wan tampin ite to perform...i dun noe y wei kang dun wan choose other ite 2 perform..anyway i back out cuz i dun like...
n after a few min she went off n we continue our chit chatin b4 we went hm....

keke n the 1st thg i do when i get hm is to slp...v tired....n then here im bloggin....keke...ok gtg le...since i have finish wat i wanna say...keke....i find myself v naggin le leh..haha...who care...keke...
tata...hope tml is a better day....yeeppeeee 2 more days to go....


yeepee.....im buyin psp this sat wif daniel.....yeah!!!....
n faris say wanna pass mi a s/w tml which can invert vid format to psp format so i can transfer the movie to my psp...cool...keke...

oh n i decided to drop my plan..no pt carry on wif the plan....im juz gettin myself more trouble...is the fact anway....bt i dun realli care now..... why shld i care?

n oso i juz gt a website frm shu wei tt can dl thg de.... n oso chee boon say lend mi initial D after wei kang....

keke n juz now saw kaung muo....bt he din saw mi....i realise he was in his gd mood these days...
btw scandal by the korean guy n vaness, the korean actually sing in chinese...initially i tot he sing in korean..lol..cool..n oso vaness rap v fast...yeah....!!! watch the vid can make one v high ...n feel like dancin wif them...

so sian now is 12.35pm n i had class to 6pm...which have no lecturer....we can do anythg we like...geez...this suck big time man....

n this mornin chun hao msg mi sayin late ah? obviously la.....stupid question.....tt goes wifout sayin....wasnt in my gd mood tdy...so sian..bt i realli hope sat quickly come ......
n juz nw when break....i had gastric pain...i realise i cant eat anythg in the mornin or afternoon like 1 pm...if i eat anythg my stomach will start to ache or smthg like tt...

i wanna travel ard the world

Wednesday, August 02, 2006



feelin v tired now...dun noe recently like alwaes so tired nvr have enuff slp....n oso recently i've been havin nightmare..the previous nite i dreamt of a pyton attack mei mei n mi n i was the oni one who defence n mei mei is totally too shock too move....geez...n last night i dreamt of i was in this car when 5 tornado suddenly form up .... n the driver was drivin here n there to avoid the fkin tornado..n i was freakin scare this time...though i was dreamin...bt my mind is thinkin wat wld hapen to mi if i was suck by it n lotsa of worse scenario appear...n fortunately my alarm clock woke mi up....phew

bt is time to go to sch....so tdy i drag myself to sch...damn tired sia....bcuz of the dream n oso i oni have 4 hr slp ....cuz unable to slp....
anyway went to CWL class to slack....cuz the 1st gp was havin practical n the rest of the class were being isolate in other rm...anyway watch a movie in faris psp....n after tt movie..i feel nerdy cuz the movie is all nerd...n oso after tt play wif jj psp which have shiyin games....

n after tt have a break n then st go off fer ms jennifer class....n we have test....cool cuz i was the 1st to do finish yeepeee...lol..then wait fer shu wei, shirlyn n happy b4 we all went hm....

oh ya tdy durin break, wei kang's stupid frenz la....dun noe what he did to wei kang n when i was back in the hub, wei kang's nose bleed....n there r blood on the flr n on wei kang....anyway after tt wei kang was fine....
n oso tdy have anger management talk at the auditorium....WA V V V V SIAN ....n i almost hit my head onto the table....i almost fell aslp....n i can c my class as well as other classes r slpin.....wa lau the gal is tokin crap....n all the crap were all told to us when we were secondary sch le...geez...n shiyin were listenin to her psp n i was listenin to my ipod...

btw recently i was tokin abt kaung muo in my blog... n u now wat? tdy when i was at the toilet n i was lookin at the mirror n suddenly kaung muo n his frenz ( who is in tkd too) walk by....n kaung muo look at the miror n smile at mi...omg...i cant believe he actually smile at mi..imean he was cool....n like seldom tok..though last time he did smile bt tdy his smile is like so wide....lol....
it was cool to see him again..cuz since sch start we have not talk or meet each other....n i was feelin hapi tdy saw him....he brighten my day tdy...i wish he can be in my class next yr..keke...

n i wanna on diet n tall...i wanna b femine....i wanna b pretty....i wanna change my image....goin to do somethg to my hair this upcomin holiday n oso change my image..

i was thinkin whether shld i abort the plan...
n recently i put alot of new songs in my ipod...

ok...tok to much le ..is pic times..

the hands of IT gals ...










the hp of ours....guess which is mine...is obvious...










hey tt my rope....lol...we doin project n they tied it ard chee boon haha.....

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

i love cecilia cheung 4ever....

went to kbox wif shiyin, shu wei, shirlyn, jia jun n chee boon.....n had lotsa of fun sia....n the joker...jiajun sing long tree down..LOL wa lau damn na ding lo..haha ...so old sia...yuck....bt v v harilous..the way he act n sing..HAHA...

then jia jun, shi yin n mi order house of vodka...which mix wif sprite..ok la....not v nice leh...recently feelin v v fan

n after tt went to eat kfc.....then everyone jokin n havin lotsa of fun...n jia jun ate 3 pieces of chicken( rib de) ..LOL...i wonder how he manage to squeeze all the fd in his intestine...LOL...he finish his 2 pieces then continuse wif mine...LOL...n i was addicted to the game shiyin had ( psp de game) then shiyin said lent mi next mon after i buy psp this sat...keke so hapi ....i tink jia jun kind of like mi..cuz the way he keep lookin at mi...then i say i buy psp this sat he ask mi i go wif who....to prevent any troubles in the future...i say i go wif my bf.... cuz i dont like him...
bt he v v funny....

anywa today realli realli v v v fun.....i nvr expect to have soo much fun wif them sia....i totalli lose control of myself at the end of the day...
n at the end of the day...everyone v v high....love them to bits....

oso the kbox cost mi 22 dollar same amt as the kbox i juz went last sun....wif ying n mei....
bt it worth it....

n oso shuwei tml lendin mi full house de vcd...i wanna watch again....lol...then next time she lend mi goong de vcd....LOL..i now so hapi...i juz realise im not alone.....bt if i have a bf to tell him everythg i wld b more happier....someone to share my happiness n sadness... fer now i can tell everythg to daniel...my bestest frenz i nvr had...bt when he is gone who am i to share my life?

anyway latr gonna study fer tml mme test.....geez....

i hate her....i doubt she regret or feel guiltty ..wtf....

i wont tell her anythg in the future....she will tell everyone ....F...

dont wan support mi the money dont support...i'll tink of a way....i hate her....

NAME YOUR:;
favourite drink: cold drink;
favourite band: pussycat dolls;
favourite animal: dog;
favourite burger: mcspicy!!!;
favourite fruit:grape wifout seed;
favourite season:s'pore gt no season fer me

DO YOU:;
have a girlfriend/boyfriend: no
think others find you attractive: dunnoe;
want a tattoo: nonono

LAST:;
talked to:mum;
thought: psp wallpaper;
watched: tv

FOR /AGAINST:;
long distant relationships: for;
killing people: nuetral. hehe;
teenage smoking: nuetral;
soccer: nuetral

HAVE YOU:;
ever been arrested: no;
ever had a friend diE: no;
ever dated a cousin: no.;
ever used a gun: no;
ever finished a puzzle: yes;
ever got surgery: no;
ever got beaten up:haha yesh;
ever hated someone: yes...;
ever made a huge mistake:yes
ever tried any drugs: na-ah;
ever jogged a mile: no

NUMBER:;
favorite number: dun noe;
of times I have had my heart broken: hmmm;
of drugs you've taken: nono none!

LAST PERSON WHO:;
slept in your bed:mi la
made you cry: mummy;
yelled at you: mei mei

PICK ONE:;
blue or red?: blue;
spring or fall?: fall

RANDOM STUFF:;
criminal record?: nil;
do you speak any other language?: yes;
piercings and where?:4 on ears. actualli 5 bt 1 close le

YOUR:;
how old do you look?: 16;
how old do you act?: haha.. depends;
do you have any pets?: nopes;
do you get embarrassed?:duh. if i do toopid thinge;
do you get jealous easy?: at times.. hehe

ONE.
Spell your name without vowels:.... which name ? i gt alot leh
TWO. What is the date 2 days after yourbirthday?23 jan
THREE. How many pairs of jeans do youown?more than 5
FOUR. What color do you wear most?:black
FIVE. Least favourite color?dunnoe..
SIX. Last song you heard? ta yi ding hen ai ni... by ah du
SEVEN. What's for dinner tonight?mee fen
EIGHT. Are you happy with your life rightnow ?no...hao ping dan
NINE. Anyone ever said you resemble acelebrity?yes...like gong li
TEN. In what state or country do you wantto go to school in?nyc
ELEVEN. Do you shop at stores likeHollister, Abercrombie & Fitch ?nah
TWELVE. How do you make babies?sex
THIRTEEN. Last thing you bought ?my lunch
FOURTEEN. When do you start Summer?dunoe la!
FIFTEEN. Are you missing someone rightnow?yes
SIXTEEN. One word to describe you:lazy...
SEVENTEEN. Favorite pair of shoes?converse
EIGHTEEN. Do you own big sunglasses?yes?? not sure leh
NINETEEN. What would you rather bedoing right now?at gentin highland enjoyin
TWENTY. What should you be doingright now?slp

my heart wld melt if dis happens to me
Girl calls up boy: hey happy anniversary again-
boy: Hi happy anniservary!... hey remember youwanted to tell me something after school? sorry i leftso early i had to go to work. so what did you want totell me?-
girl: i wanted to say i love you-
boy: yeah i know everyone does!-
girl: really?-
boy: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tellme that everyday-
girl: oh... but am i only your friend?-
boy: no... youre my girlfriend... why?-
girl: so when i say i love you i really do mean it-
boy:yeah i know you do mean it... its just that youdont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz iknow you love me since the day we beentogether and i love you more each and everyday.-
girl: ......-
boy: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7thanni?-
girl: yeah... where?-
boy: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner?-
girl: ok-
boy:ill pick you put after i get off and get ready ok?-
girl: ok. what time do you get off?-
boy: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeahget ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...-girl: aye... i thought you didnt have work today...-
boy: one of my co-workers called in sick-
girl: oh okay! so ill see you around 7:30 then?-
boy: yeah! and babe?-
girl: yeah?-
boy: i love you-
girl: i love you too!-
boy: ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah....i gotta go.-
girl: ok bye-
boy:bye2 hours later...the boy drives to his girlfriends house boy walks up tothe door and rings bell-girl: hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)-
boy:wassup... you ready?-
girl:um... wait... let me get my bag and we can gook?-
boy:okthey both watched a movie and ate dinner.... oncethey were done eating they head back to the car butbefore she got into the car...-
boy:wait! can i blind fold you?-
girl: why??!-
boy:its a suprise-
girl: what kind of suprise?-
boy: a big one-
girl: okay but only if you promise me that you willhold my hand while we're driving.-
boy: i promise.-
girl: ok blind fold me...so they drove off........... and then they stoped.-
boy:ok we're here!-
girl: where?-
boy:wait let me walk you to the place!-
girl: what place?-
boy: somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on thelips)-
girl: babe!...the boy walks her to the place-
boy: ok.... let me take the blind fold off-
girl: where are we?he takes it off her and she opens her eyes and seesthe view of the city and at that same spot... thatswhere he first asked her to be his girlfriend...-
girl: omg.... (tears come down)-
boy: why are you crying?-
girl: this is where you first asked me out...-
boy: what are you doing the rest of your life? (heasked on his knees and after he says that...behindhim... in the air it says "will you marry me?" infirworks)-
girl: (tears come down faster)-
boy: i wasnt at work when you called me... i wasplanning this whole thing!-
girl: get up!-boy: yeah?
girl: (kisses him)-
boy: is that a yes or a no?-
girl: yes

share dis love story wif evry1 n hopefully it happensto u too....muackxx

this is soo touchin
n i wonder how can a person keep his burnin feelin so long??


Message: 10th Grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girlnextto me.She was my so-called "best friend". I staredather long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, butshedidn't notice me like that.And I knew it. Afterclass she walked up to me and asked me for thenotesshe had missed the day before, and I handed themtoher.She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to knowthat Idon't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'mjusttooshy. And I don't know why.

11th Grade

The phone rang. It was her on the other end. Shewasin tears, mumbling on and on about how her lovehadbroke her heart. She asked me to come overbecauseshe didn't want to be alone, so I did. As Isat nexttoher on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishingshewas mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of chips, she decided to go tosleep.She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me akisson the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to knowthat I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'mjust too shy. And I don't know why.

12th Grade

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "Mydate is sick," she said. He's not going to go. Well,Ididn't have a date and in 7th grade we made apromise that if neither of us had dates we would gotogether just as "best friends," so we did. Promnightafter everything was over I was standing at her frontdoor step. I stared at her. She smiled at me andstared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to bemine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and Iknowit. Then she said, "I had the best time,thanks!" andgave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. Iwanther to know that I don't want to be just friends.I loveher, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Graduation Day

A day passed. A week passed. A month passed.Before I could blink, it was graduation day. Iwatchedas her perfect body floated like an angel up onstageto get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, butshedidn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Beforeeveryone went home, she came to me in hersmockand hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, shelifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You'remybest friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I want to tell her. I want her to knowthat Idon'twant to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just tooshy.And I don't know why?>

A Few Years Later

Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is gettinmarried,now. I watched her say, "I do" and drive offto her new life, married to another man. I wantedherto be mine but she didn't see me like that, and Iknewit. But before she drove away, she came to me andsaid, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissedmeon the cheek.I want to tell her. I want her to knowthatI don't want to be just friends. I love her, butI'm justtoo shy. And I don't know why...

Funeral

yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of thegirl who used to be my best friend." At the servicethey read a diary entry she had wrote in her highschool years. This is what it read: I stare at himwishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice melike that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I wanthim to know that I don't want to be just friends. Ilove him, but I'mjust too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he wouldtell me he loved me and wish I did too thought tomyself, and I cried.

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No...
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really...
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: Nope
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: Hell No...
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: Of coz no...
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No...
Girl: What would you choose: your life..orme?
Boy: I choose My Liffe

The girl runs away with such shock and pain in herheart but the boy runs after her and shouted loudly...."The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind...The reason why I don't like you is because I loveyou...The reason I don't want you is because I needyou...The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left me...The reason I wouldn't live for you is because Iwould die for you...The reason why I'm not willing to do anythingforyou is because I would do everything foryou...The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.