bad move

argx...bad move
im crazy le.....
gosh...my 1st time leh.......LOL
haha....it kinda excite mii ...
dot dot dot...... ---___---zzzzzz

arg my neck pain......is swollen again......
i hate myself again...somebody kill mi..omg i feel like cuttin myself...geez
these days i had all bad thinkin..i hate myself...argx...

im sori ..i startin to lose control of myself.....sori..
will have tt fix soon.....sori again...........

tummy

2.4

argx....tml 2.4km run.......
the thought is areadi makin my body weak le...tml realli goin to run.....zzzzz
bt fret not...cuz tml breakfast shall b nestle milo bar...energy food...it say.....LOL...
may god bless mi...hope i dun r0cK the worLd aka fallllll down...Lol.....

now watchin anime ...yan zhan lend mi de..... title.... hanbun no tsuki ga niburu sora......
lol ...damn long......a nice anime

wa...i cant turn my stiff neck...my left neck of the vain is hurtin.....
n gee......im gainin weight again.....haha.....these days did not do exercise...lol
n next sun tkd upgradin .......damn scary sia......hope i can double n get yellow belt.....

life is a bitch

scary movie 4

after sch went to tm n hang out....the boy, ivy n mi....
had a fun time at the sofa at fd junction....LOL...damn fun....
then catch scary movie4 at 2pm...
the movie damn harilous .....HAHA....esp the character ju on ...can realli make mi LOL.......HAHA
....

btw i sprain my neck AGAIN!!
every time do front breakfall ....n back break fall ......... will sprain my neck de...arggg...PAIN

waitin

suppose to post durin mme...bt have assignment thus now then post....

waitin waitin n waitin...
waitin fer my class to begin
im startin to feel irritatin
as im feelin so hungry
waitin waitin n waitin
waitin fer multimedia lecturer startin
n yet she is waitin waitin n waitin
waitin fer student stop talkin
waitin waitin n waitin
when is break comin
as i am near faintin
hungry is over whelming
n wat am i doin
is to stop growlin
bt bloggin

meetin

tdy on the way to sch.... saw zhi feng ....we had a lil chat then went our own way....
then at the sch gate ...jarald saw mi n he like v hapi tt he saw mi...then he smile n say hi....aniway
wa....tt faris wait at the bus stop fer us again.....sian....zzz
then tdy alot ppl din attend classes...one of them is jia jun...n they were sayin y he din come ....n i ans their question tt he is workin..as on sun he told mi tt...they were shock tt jia jun say hi to mi in msn as he dont talk to other de....then again...the rumours start.... -___-
the gal were sayin tt he likes mi......... dot dot dot.....
ok...anyway...tdy had presentation of project on customer service n i tink our gp did a pretty gd job....
oso....tdy aloysius were late fer classes ...lol..he cant wake up cuz last nite he slept at 3 +am..LOL...then he rush to sch fer the last module which is IT.....n is damn sian....
then we went hm together.....eatin seaweed in bus.....cuz both of us very hungary...
yummy the seaweed flavour is tom yum...n is v v delicious.....
n tdy sms to daniel the whole day..n he say next next week wanna pinch my face until red.....i tink he better keep his word ..cuz in the future he will not have the chance le.....
yeah .... tml have tkd ...can exercise....bt this time i muz stay alert as coach say if nt focus ....is very perilous de......okie i take tt down...
slackin n stonin ....stonin?? did i copy daniel? lol....anway woke up at 12am...n i now cant get to slp....serve mi rite...HAHA

treasure ur love one when they r still ard.....

empty

dont tink emptyness is all we gt
shld tink love is the medicine of emptyness

sick

geez...my fever juz dont subside...
feelin v unwell now...........i alreadi ate 4 or 6 tablets le..cant rmb.....
n i alreadi stay at hm fer 2 days le....bored ....sian....

long goodbye

Artist :
Ronan Keating
Album :
Destination
Title :
The Long Goodbye

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill (climbin' up a hill)

[Chorus]

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt I turned it inside out
And if we walked away would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere? (on a wing and prayer)

[Chorus]

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye

[Chorus x2]
The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I'm never coming back again

empty

this is the 4th or 5th times wakin up.... n mummy n mei mei have nt come back yet....
kept starin in the blank.....
sori i sound abit scary ....bt realli dun noe do wat...especially one is sick.....
i swear i nvr live alone when i grow up .....!!!!

i hate loneliness.....n sickness.....

feelin tired again..goin to slp le.....tml gonna c doc...im realli v unwell...

sick

down wif flu n sore throat....
sad...cant enjoy myself this weekend le...
slp the whole day tdy.... im sooooo tired..... n now im alone....feelin sick n empty....
suddenly have the idea of cuttin myself...

fell in love

tinking alot again...bt is a bad thg...
i realise tt nite when daniel fake my bf.... it felt gd as i felt like someone soo carin fer mi..then alwas look out fer mi...n touch my hair...like someone is alwaes there to guide mi....i know all these is not real....

thus im gettin a bf fer myself lol.......who realli love mi....bt he muz b mature....n older than mi fer mayb 3 yrs....so can take care of me......gez i sound like im a child...

bt isnt it tt when u have a bf, sometime u wanna act cute to him .... sometime u wanna smile to him all day long....sometime u juz wanna look at him fer whole day...sometime u juz wanna spend whole life wif him...sometime u juz wanna lie down on him at a beach n pass the day...sometime wanna see him act cute....?

someone who see my dark n love my dark.....

frenz

hmm..i find my circle of frenz is gettin smaller.... n i realise tt there is oni one frenz i can actually tell him abt my problem n my everyday life n what im doin n i hang out....n he dont find mi irritatin .....
hmmm....i nid more frenz ..... those i realli can trust n count on de...maybe i can find at taekwondo....
1st is my coach.....cuz he is a gd person...
2nd maybe is aloysius.....cuz we can actually get along v wel.....

woaa....all mature de..... bt i dont mind cuz all i nid is frenz....BEST FRENZ

come st

YES....i finally not thinkin of anythg....im feelin happy again....yes i c light in my life again...lol....
i tink my breakdown is juz a routine....LOL....n i think st tt i dun wanna depend on anyone bt myself...YEAH....WOO....HAHA....
oso i tink my breakdown is oso a time which i misses those who had left this world n those who had or goin to immigrate....bt then after my breakdown im nt goin to think of them ...keke n continue my wonderful n beautiful life....so if u wan mi to miss u ....gonna wait fer my next breakdown ba...LOL...... i tink sometime if im cold blooded oso a gd n wonderful thg cuz i wont feel hurt missin anyone cuz missin someone it realli hurt my heart .....
ok gtg n bath le...juz came back frm taekwondo n i realli smelly...wanna smell? lol...u fer sure faint....lol....

ok shld end here gd bye n candy dream

come st

YES....i finally not thinkin of anythg....im feelin happy again....yes i c light in my life again...lol....
i tink my breakdown is juz a routine....LOL....n i think st tt i dun wanna depend on anyone bt myself...YEAH....WOO....HAHA....
oso i tink my breakdown is oso a time which i misses those who had left this world n those who had or goin to immigrate....bt then after my breakdown im nt goin to think of them ...keke n continue my wonderful n beautiful life....so if u wan mi to miss u ....gonna wait fer my next breakdown ba...LOL...... i tink sometime if im cold blooded oso a gd n wonderful thg cuz i wont feel hurt missin anyone cuz missin someone it realli hurt my heart .....
ok gtg n bath le...juz came back frm taekwondo n i realli smelly...wanna smell? lol...u fer sure faint....lol....

ok shld end here gd bye n candy dream

hips dont lie by sharika

Ladies up in here tonight
No fightin', no fightin'
We got the refugees up in here I never really knew that she could dance like this She makes a man want to speak Spanish Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa Shakira, Shakira Oh baby when you talk like that You make a woman go mad So be wise and keep on Reading the signs of my body I'm on tonight You know my hips don't lie And I'm starting to feel it's right All the attraction, the tension Don't you see baby, this is perfection Hey Girl, I can see your body movin' And it's driving me crazy And I didn't have the slightest idea Until I saw you dancin' And when you walk up on the dance floor Nobody cannot ignore the way you move your body, girl And everything so unexpected - the way you right and left it So you can keep on shaking it I never really knew that she could dance like this She makes a man want to speak Spanish Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa Shakira, Shakira Oh baby when you talk like that You make a woman go mad So be wise and keep on Reading the signs of my body And I'm on tonight You know my hips don't lie And I am starting to feel you boy Come on lets go, real slow Don't you see baby asi es perfecto Oh I won't deny my hips don't lie And I am starting to feel it's right All the attraction, the tension Don't you see baby, this is perfection Shakira, Shakira Oh boy, I can see your body moving Half animal, half man I don't, don't really know what I'm doing But you seem to have a plan My will and self restraint Have come to fail now, fail now See, I am doing what I can, but I can't so you know That's a bit too hard to explain Baila en la calle de noche Baila en la calle del dia Baila en la calle de noche Baila en la calle del dia I never really knew that she could dance like this She makes a man want to speak Spanish Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa Shakira, Shakira Oh baby when you talk like that You know you got me hypnotized So be wise and keep on Reading the signs of my body Señorita, feel the conga, let me see you move like you come from Colombia Mira en Barranquilla se baila asi, say it! Mira en Barranquilla se baila asi Yeah She's so sexy every man's fantasy a refugee like me back with the Fugees from a 3rd world country I go back like when 'pac carried crates for Humpty Humpty I need a whole club dizzy Why the CIA wanna watch us? [Shakira/Wyclef Jean] Colombians and Haitians I ain't guilty, it's a musical transaction No more do we snatch ropes Refugees run the seas 'cause we own our own boats I'm on tonight, my hips don't lie And I'm starting to feel you boy Come on let's go, real slow Baby, like this is perfecto Oh, you know I won't deny and my hips don't lie And I am starting to feel it's right The attraction, the tension Baby, like this is perfection No fightin' No fightin'

im juz bored...

no lecturer....thus have the few hr all by myself....

YOU CAN ONLY TYPE ONE WORD!!! NO EXPLANATIONS!!!!

1. Yourself: crazy

2. Your Lover: caring

3. Your Hair: growing

4. Your Mother: homemaker

5. Your Father: workin

6. Your Favorite Item: ipod nano

7. Your Dream Last Night: lovely

8. Your Favorite Drink: ice peach tea

9. Your Dream House: modern

10. The Room You Are In: computerlab

11. Your Pet: oink oink

12. Who You Are Now: superstar

13. Who You Want to be in Ten Years: boss

14. What You Want to be in Ten Years: rich!

15. What You're Not: tall

16. Your Best Friend: human

17. One of Your Wishlist Items: rich

18. Your Gender: female

19. The Last Thing You Did: typin

20. What You Are Wearing: uniform

21. Your Favorite Weather: snow!

22. Your Favorite Book: sad

23. The Last Thing You Ate: bread

24. Your Life: changing

25. Your Mood: bored

juz bo liao

1. ONE WISH?Immortality!

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?Fighter

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?leavin love one

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?erm....yes ..no....who know? im juz a kid

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY"?Make believe...

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?Yes

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?yes...

8. ARE YOU SINGLE? no ...cuz i gt myself :P

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?black

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?tt goes wifout sayin!!!!!!

11. ANY SECRET TALENTS? is SECRET!!!LOL

12. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? bEacH

13. LIKE CLUBBING? c my mood

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?huh?????

15. CAN YOU SWIM?Yes

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? wat tt?

17. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTRE OF A LOLLIPOP? u count it!!!!

18. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? N0

19. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?Yes

20. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?no...i have a twin...

21. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? electric.....

22. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?yes....

23. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?yes

24. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? nth

25. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"? few days ago...to daniel.....lol....

26. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?yes alive in heaven!!!!

27. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?n0

28. ARE BLONDES DUMB? r u nt dumb? askin such a dumb ques

29. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?yes..alot...felicia, fenfen, xiao zhu, piggy...

30. IS MCDONALD DISGUSTING? i tink he is yummy...haha i mean his fd...LOL

31. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? last sat

32. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? wat is the diff???? juz washin

33. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECKKISSED?dun noe...have nt try b4....

34. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?YES....

35. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? music is my life

36. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? creamy

37. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?yes

38. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCES? no....n i dun wan to!!!!

39. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? yes!!!! oink oink ....

40. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?Idark brown n can u c life in it???

41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? yes...cuz i know there r ppl in another part of earth dyin of hunger

42. LIQUOR OR BEER? both ba

43. ARE YOU A PSYCHIC?erm...dont tell u....keke

44. HATE ..alone(lonely), insect, dark, a dull life, e fact tt im gainin weight again n mean human

45. LOVE .. too mani to name...next time give u the stack of paper....LOL

46. DID U ENJOY TODAY? i in sch n do u tink i enjoy it???!!!!

emotion

yie do i awaes feelin lonely at nite when everyone slept alreadi....

celebration

ytd 17.6.06 ...went to celebrate daniel birthday...
met up wif cousin, mei mei n sam...instead celebratin his birthday, daniel bcum babysitter...lol....cute....shania kept wan daniel to carry her...lol....then tommy wanna mei mei n i hold hand wif him.......shania n tommy are soooooooooo kawaii.....
simply love my niece n nephew.....
ard afternoon...we have to celebrate daniel birthday thus mei, sam, dan n mi went our own way....soon after sam left...then the 3 of us went shoppin....n hang ard..then ard evenin met up wif aloysius....which was then daniel is my bf.....aloysius left fer his ktv ard 10 smthg....soon after we met up wif ying.....

after a long debate....we finally settle at clake quay....at there.....chatin then at 12midnite which the second hand strike ....IS daniel birthday....YEAH.....which was then we light the yummy mouth waterin fruit cake....lol....the 4 of us ate the whole cake up..!!!! lol.....haha....then went too asylum.....n drank..sarah order tequila pop..n dan order a jar of vodka lime...soon....mei mei v high....n latr went to the sg river brigde which we sang song out loud n sream...n play...n mei mei n dan drank le.....

i dun noe ..bt ytd nite i can feel like everyone like have xin shi..bt kept in their heart....fer dan i guess he think of his father...cuz is father day....then oso i think of shania n tommy...
fer mi..im sad cuz.......nvm
i tink alot of thg ...alot.....

now listenin to listen to your heart by dht....
feelin sad.....tinkin again....

do u agree?

Do you agree what my frenz say of mi? lol...if can ....pls tell mi.....n which part do u tink he describe mi well.....

™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
aih
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
i dun care la
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
haha
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
i will jst say wat i feel
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
sry if i hurt u k
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
felicia for me is a girl who is very strong
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
u r much more mature than sarah
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
u not ugly n u r not very pretty
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
u look pretty enough for me
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
n u are a very nice girl
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
if i not mistaken u very jiang yi qi de(ex=your friend got problem u sure will go help de)™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
sarah is a girl who very weak...she nid some1 to take care n care of her...she very get hurt n she very easy believe something
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
felicia is a who are strong...not easily get hurt caz u have a mature thinking n not easily believe wat ppl say..watever u do u will think twice or even more before u do it rite??
™devilishgod™-wen hope u will be ok later says:
do u agree wat i say?

cryin

cryin last nite...my heart is achin..im no longer the brave strong n cool mi......
my close one, 1 by 1 leavin mi....1st is my godfather...he is dead....then is my cousin spouse oso dead....i dun even get to c him fer the last time cuz he live in aus wif my cousin, i still rmb he call mi n mei his princess...then is my bg...he immigrate le...then now is my biao jie who oso gonna immigrate then oso daniel( my best best frenz) gonna immigrate.....

when biao jie immigrate n daniel ...i will forever rmb the day ...10.6.06.....

i cant concentrate in class...gosh...last time i hate ppl who were like dis ..bt i cant believe I MYSELF bcome like this...gosh...maybe frm nw...i shld stop seein them so tt when they immigrate i wont b feelin soooo sad.....

i realli feel v v v v v v v v vv sad ....gosh....

mdm wong's bar

gosh

I SPRAIN MY NECK...N THE VAIN IS SWOLLEN...N I CANT LAUGH N TURN MY HEAD.... !!!!

new cam

yeah...daddy bought a digital video camera...which oso is a digital camera, webcam, mp3 player and voice recorder...cool..

then tdy went to taekwondo..n i almost sprain my neck frm the front fall....or smthg like tt...
then train until v v tired....gosh....reach hm alrd 10 smthg le....

tml gonna reach sch early n c how the flag raisin work....which is 7.50am..n which mean i had to wake up at 6.15...geez....

then tml i gt 2 do a blog fer the class....the blog will contain like when is the outin ...smthg like this....n dis sun goin to east coast again ...LOL...bt this time wif my classmate...oso go there to cycle...KEKE...can exercise again.... :) yeah.....

east coast pk

gosh..i had such a wonderful n fun time tdy....
went to east coast pk wif daniel....he roller blade n i cycle.....
can u believe????!!!! 1st we went go to the right side n we gt v v far....further down then the jetty alot alot....omg..then went to mac then this time we go right....N we gt to theEND...omg...lol...n i dun even feel tired or wat..maybe the horney juice tt daniel bro bought frm america is workin...lol...then there was this time tt daniel roller blade while carryin my bike..OMg....then dis aunty goes wow.....n then a couple go wa...HAHA...realli v macho....wa..i feel like v proud...... LOL...anyway went to mac have yogurt then head to arcade then went to ate kenny rogers...wa i like the cheese macoroni....yummy..
all along...we kept lolin....n playin damn fun ...then went to meet ying at j8...wow....we had such a wonderful time man....n is v v fun....sang song , say joke , laugh together...wow....i luv ying n daniel man..then wentt o interchange n dance n laugh n play n i show them th taekwondo...wow....FUN...everyone were lookin at us bt WHO CARES???? LOL....

CUZ WE LOVE TO ROCK ..... N TO ROCK...WE DUN CARE WHO IS LOOKIN....MUAHAHA...

anyway i have alot of fun....
yeah....n serious...alot of fun....keke

the spy

i noe the spy ... actually is joel himself ..gosh....
anyway i hate him ...

i dont wanna end the blog juz like this ..makes it look like the matter v important ..
hmm...

okie.......wo hao ji moi .....

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